get what you want(2/3)
Xie Sui did not dare to look back or look at the girl's heartbreaking eyes. In the end, he almost trotted all the way and left in a panic.
After running for hundreds of meters, he leaned against a sycamore tree, gasped and punched the tree trunk with a strong punch!
Heartbroken.
He never felt so painful when his car was hit on a cliff that time.
The feeling of letting go is like cutting flesh with a blunt knife, and blood is seen from the knife.
...
That night, Xie Sui went home very late. The room was filled with the fragrance of the girl's body, which slightly dispelled his drunkenness.
On the bed, the girl was wrapped in a quilt and seemed to be in a deep sleep.
She has the key to his house, because it is also her home.
The night poured into the room like a beast, and the dim street lights outside the windows projected onto the wall through the window paper, flashing slightly.
Xie Sui returned to the sofa in the dark, lay down, put his arms around, and slowly closed his eyes.
"Xiaobai, leave the key when you leave tomorrow."
The girl's breathing was a little heavy, and she would breathe a long breath from time to time, which was particularly clear in this quiet night.
Xie Sui opened his eyes and looked at the shadow of street lights outside the window reflected on the ceiling. He tried hard to close his eyes, not listen, and not care...
But his heart was already twitching, and the pain was almost twitching.
"Stop crying."
Jibai curled up with his back to him, his body trembling slightly. She breathed deeply, sobbed uncontrollably, and stopped quickly...
"No, I didn't cry." Her voice mixed with a strong nasal sound.
"You're so quarrel that I can't sleep. I'm going to cry and no one cares about you."
The girl finally couldn't hold back and cried out happily. All the depression and grievances over such a long time were finally completely vented.
She got up from the bed, cried, and hurriedly put on her ply slippers and ran straight out the door.
Xie Sui's mind was lost for two seconds, and finally rushed over and hugged her in the waist.
"Don't go crazy, go back to bed and sleep."
The girl gasped in anger, tears rolling in her eyes, and she shouted aggrievedly: "Turn me away."
Xie Sui was most afraid of seeing her tears. He endured several collapses these days and silently carried all the pain, just because he was afraid that Jibai would cry again. That day she cried so helplessly outside the hospital corridor, and Xie Sui's heart was about to break.
He took her back and threw it on the bed, tightly tying her body from behind, preventing her from going crazy anymore.
"Xie Sui, I will never come back!" Jibai cried maniily: "I hate you, I will never come back!"
He gritted his teeth and said ruthlessly: "Let me sleep now! Get out tomorrow."
Jibai hit him hard, and his feet stomped on him, trying to break away from his arms.
He grabbed her hands and hugged them in front of his chest: "What are you going crazy?"
The girl finally felt exhausted and gradually stopped moving, closed her eyes, and tears fell silently.
"Xie Sui, do you don't like me anymore?"
Her voice was hoarse, and her little paws tightly grasped the fabric on his chest, feeling very aggrieved.
He can't afford to like it anymore.
"Um."
She leaned over, took his lips in her mouth, and licked it slowly.
There was a mint-smelling freshness between his lips and tongue. The white whiteness tentatively went deeper into the depths. He felt the girl's restless tongue tip, and he opened his head.
The girl paused, finally let go of him, turned around, faced the darkness, and closed her eyes hard.
The next morning, when Xie Sui woke up, the room was empty.
There is a key on the table.
He knew that Xiaobai had left and would never come back.
When he was young, frivolous, ignorant and had nothing, she chose to be with him.
What did Xie Sui do for her?
What he could do for her might be letting go of her.
...
It took her six months to get out of the shadow of emotions and cheer herself up.
She devoted all her energy to study and work. As long as she didn't have class time, she would stay in the company and learn a lot with Assistant Qin.
Because Jishi Group mainly focuses on real estate, Jibai sometimes follows the company's sales staff to the grassroots level, wears yellow safety helmets, and goes to the construction site to understand the situation, and prepare for the complete takeover of the group in the future.
In early March, Assistant Qin reported to Mrs. Ji and praised Jibai endlessly.
Assistant Qin had also taught Ji Jing before, but Old Lady Ji never saw him praise Ji Jing like this.
Ji Jing was spoiled since childhood. Although she was diligent and studious, she always had some young ladies. Ji Bai was completely different. Not only could she endure hardships, she was not particular about going to the grassroots level. The conditions were limited, and she also ate whatever the workers ate, so this made her win the likes of many employees at the bottom.
Mrs. Ji was very satisfied with Jibai's performance.
"Wait for two more years. If you take her to build a solid foundation in the past two years, I will be able to retreat and enjoy my old age."
But at the same time, Assistant Qin also had to remind her: "Chairman, I always feel that Miss Ji Er's condition seems to be a little wrong."
Mrs. Ji looked up at him: "What's wrong?"
"She is trying too hard, as if she is overdrawing herself to divert her attention."
Mrs. Ji raised her hand with a calm face and asked Assistant Qin to withdraw.
On the weekend, Assistant Qin asked Jibai to get off work early, have dinner with his friends, go out for a walk in the evening, and relax.
Jibai left silently with his schoolbag on his back.
However, when Assistant Qin got off work and walked out of the company building, he found a girl sitting on the empty office stairs.
She held her cheeks and looked up at the stars in the sky.
She was wearing headphones, and the white headphone cable spread across her slender and beautiful neck and stretched into her pocket.
Assistant Qin frowned and sighed softly.
A few minutes later, Jibai saw a cute strawberry-flavored ice cream appearing in front of him.
She looked up in surprise and saw that it was Assistant Qin, her face became lighter.
"What are you watching while sitting here?"
"Look at the stars."
"Is it really a star?"
"Otherwise."
Assistant Qin sat next to her, looked up and saw the huge LED display opposite him ringing the latest season's rally advertisement.
There is a full minute and thirty-four seconds in the advertisement. The continuous curve drifting scene of Xie Sui's single-player rally cross country race. This S-shaped continuous curve drifting was cut into the major promotional videos of the new season, which is perfect.
The girl licked the ice cream and stared blankly at the display screen opposite. Her soft face reflected the slightly blue light of the LED screen.
She sat here alone and watched for two hours.
Assistant Qin's hand fell on the girl's shoulder and patted her gently: "Xiaobai..."
Ji Bai closed his eyes, finished eating this ice cream, stood up and patted his trouser legs: "I'm leaving, Uncle Qin."
"I send you."
"No, I'll walk around by myself and go back slowly."
Assistant Qin looked at the girl's calm face and recalled that over the past few months, she seemed to have always maintained such a faint expression, as if she was no longer sad, but she never smiled again.
The next weekend, the school had no classes, Jibai came to the company early in the morning, earlier than the employee, sitting on her desk to process the year-end report data.
Assistant Qin walked over and closed her laptop without saying a word: "Xiaobai, I'll give you a holiday. I won't work today. I'll go back to the dormitory and have a good sleep."
"Aren't the company busy at the end of the year?" Jibai said with a expressionless face: "I can do as much as I can."
“You need a rest.”
"No, I slept well last night."
"When I talk about rest, you need to relax, do something else, watch movies, or go shopping. You are still young now, and you don't have to work so hard, you should have your own life."
Jibai shook his head and stubbornly snatched the laptop from Assistant Qin's hand: "Don't worry about what I do."
Her breath was rapid, and she had a slight anger in her voice: "When grandma invested in the convoy, you didn't advise her, so don't pretend to be a good person here now."
Assistant Qin was slightly stunned. It turned out that she knew everything!
But thinking about it, the chairman invested in the fleet, and the time node happened to be the time when she and Xie Sui broke up. She was so smart that she naturally could think of the connection here just by thinking about it.
To be continued...