Chapter 19 Chapter 19(1/2)
Yu Zhiyi finally opened his eyes. The first person she saw after two disasters... were Shi Yi.
The little girl's face was expressionless, her slightly curled eyelashes trembled, like a butterfly flapping her wings.
The injured part on the face was covered, and the most attractive person was the pair of round eyes. In the past, everyone thought that the big eyes like crystal grapes were full of spiritual energy, but now they have lost their light.
Shi Yi sat next to her and looked at her quietly.
The two of them were silent for a long time. He lowered his head, leaned forward slightly, and asked softly in front of her, "Why do you want to do this?"
Yu Zhi closed his eyes and did not dare to look at him.
Shi Yi didn't plan to let her go, and continued, "In the past, I was afraid that you would be sad if you frowned. If you shed two tears, I would lose to you."
"Now you are so cruel to yourself. Do you want to die by yourself or want me to feel sorry for you?"
"Brother is so kind to you, how do you repay your brother?"
She closed her eyes and couldn't see or speak.
Shi Yi raised his hand slightly, put his wrist on her uninjured hand, and gently tapped her soft and gentle fingertips on the back of her hand twice, but his tone was not a bit of blame, "Yiyi, you really have no conscience."
She slowly opened her eyes, with shimmering tears in her eyes, "I'm sorry."
The slight touch from the back of the hand disappeared.
The warm palms wrapped her little hands tightly, and he suddenly laughed, "Since you know you are wrong, then brother will give you a chance to correct me, go home with brother."
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Returning to the yard would make Yu Zhiyi constantly recall those sad things, and Shi Yi discussed with his mother to take her to the city.
The house that Shi family bought in Yunyang City has been renovated. They have been moving one after another before, but now it is fine to move in directly.
This is a three-bedroom and one-living room house, the kitchen and bathroom are also separated separately. For a family of three, this area is more than enough.
"It just so happens that the bedrooms on the left can be accommodated one by one. Oh, I said it was really wise to buy three bedrooms and one living room." When Ning Suya personally agreed to bring Yu Zhi back, she decided to take good care of the little girl and not worry about it.
She arranged the room well, mainly light pink and beige. After the basic daily necessities were placed, Ning Suya put a bottle of flowers in the room, which looked even more energetic.
After completing all this, Ning Suya put her hands on her hips to appreciate the layout of the entire room, and felt very satisfied.
She turned around and saw her son standing outside the door holding the girl's hand, and quickly waved to the two children, "Come in and see if you like this room?"
"If you think something is inappropriate, tell Aunt Ning that you can change it at any time."
Perhaps she accepted the "raising a little girl" in her heart and felt a sense of happiness in wanting to raise her daughter, Ning Suya was more attentive to this.
Yu Zhiyi was moved inside and thanked in a weak voice: "Thank you, Aunt Ning, I like it very much."
This carefully decorated room is very warm in itself.
The little girl was very restrained, completely different from the relaxing state of her home when she came to her before.
Ning Suya felt sore in her heart, her face was not obvious, but she smiled and said, "Then you guys are having fun here, I'll prepare lunch first."
She shook her head and sighed when she left the door.
It was obviously the adult’s fault, but in the end it was the innocent child who took on everything.
Now everyone is cautious when facing Yu Zhiyi, for fear of scaring her, which makes her unable to relax.
Where is Shi Yi?
When he was educating, he would point out Yu Zhiyi’s mistakes and would not treat Yu Zhiyi as a guest.
"I just took you around every part of the room. Have you recorded it?"
"Tell me."
"Okay, do you see the water dispenser outside? Go and get a glass of water for your brother."
The little girl immediately walked out after receiving the instructions. She knew where the water dispenser was placed, and everyone's exclusive water cup, so she didn't have to do this little thing effortlessly.
She took half a glass of water and brought it back and handed it to Shi Yi.
Shi Yi naturally took the water cup and gently touched her head with his other hand, as if he was praising her casually, "We are so good."
The corners of the girl's lips rose slightly.
Although the curve of the corners of the mouth disappeared quickly, Shi Yi captured it.
For Yu Zhiyi, what he lacks the most now is self-confidence. Her mind is so simple, and what she wants is just to be recognized.
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When she was in the hospital, the doctor had a psychological test on Yu Zhiyi. Judging from Shi Yi's observation, her depression was somewhat obvious.
I was in a low mood and had difficulty concentrating. Sometimes I called her name several times without any reaction. It was not her intentional ignoring it.
Lack of self-confidence, feel that you have no value for existence, and even have no clear expectations for the future.
Most importantly, she had an act of suicide.
Shi Yi urged her to eat every day. Yu Zhiyi was still very obedient and let herself eat as much as possible, but she didn't eat much. Her body, originally called slim, gradually became thinner. She felt like she was touching the bone when holding her hand, and her thin body looked weak.
"How can I continue like this? I will lose weight the more I make up." Ning Suya tried her best to make some nutritious meals, but the effect was not very good.
Seeing Ning Suya bringing the prepared food to her every time, Yu Zhiyi really wanted to eat it up, but her stomach didn't allow it. Once, she carried them on her back and secretly forced herself to swallow things, and finally squatted in the bathroom and vomited.
"This child is really... I would rather she be so obedient!" Ning Suya couldn't help but wipe her tears and never dared to ask her to eat more.
However, there is still something that makes them happy these days, that is, Yu Zhiyi has no idea of negative death.
Every time Shi Yi went to hold her hand, he would lift her wrist to see the scars that gradually faded on it.
Yu Zhiyi promised him, "Brother, I will not do stupid things anymore."
She was too tired that time. In fact, whether she asked someone for help that night or going home with Shi Yi now, these choices are proof of her desire to survive!
She doesn't want to die, she just wants to be happy.
Shi Yi felt relieved when he got the answer he wanted. As long as he was alive, he could take everything else slowly.
"Don't mention it again in the future. Brother is so scared." He deliberately patted his chest and joked in a relaxed tone.
The little girl raised her eyes gently, moved her gaze to the position of his heart, slowly pressed her right hand on, and whispered softly, "Brother, don't feel sorry for me, be obedient one by one."
She stood by the cliff, someone appeared at the last moment to pull her, pulling her back to the safe area, so she survived.
At that time, she knew that there were still people in the world who had not given up on her.
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The wound on her face had scabbed. Ning Suya and Shi Yi took Yu Zhi to the hospital to remove the gauze. When they went out, Shi Yi put the black hat on her head.
Yu Zhiyi was very nervous during the entire process of removing the gauze. From beginning to end, she didn't dare to look at everything that could see her.
The hospital prescribed new medicine for her. When she walked out of the hospital, she buried her head very low. Even if she had a hat covering her, she would subconsciously cover her face with her hands.
The wound is healing, but the scars falling on the face are very obvious.
After arriving at home, she almost immediately got back to the room.
Shi Yi followed in and saw the little girl sitting at the head of the bed, still lowering her head, resting her hands on her knees, and trembling constantly.
She refused to take off her hat because it was her last layer of protection.
"Yiyi." He squatted down and could see her face clearly from this angle.
Yu Zhi quickly turned his head away and blocked his face with his hands.
She is ugly now, even more ugly than wearing gauze!
Shi Yi: "I won't let me see you now. I won't want to see my brother anymore?"
Of course not...
Yu Zhi retorted in his heart, but he was belittling himself, "It's ugly."
"How could it be?" He had a gentle smile in his eyes. "Yiyi was just injured. When the wound recovered, he would still be as beautiful as before. Oh no, it is said that women change their age, and we will only become more and more beautiful in the future."
She was slightly stunned, and her arms that were blocking her face slowly hang down.
However, this is not enough.
Shi Yi poked the baseball cap on her head, "I like my brother's hat so much? I won't pay it back if I put it on?"
The little girl's cheeks were so funny that her cheeks were slightly red. She took off the hat on her head and stuffed it into his arms, "Just give it back to you! Spicy!"
This is the first time she has shown positive emotions during this period.
But she would be sad because of this, "I won't be adorable in the future."
Shi Yi stood up, covered the black hat in his hand again on top of her head, held her hand without hesitation, and told her unwaveringly, "You are cute and worthy of being loved."
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Working Day
Ning Suya is going to work, but only Yu Zhiyi and Shi Yi are at home.
"Remember to take out the meat from the refrigerator in the afternoon and thaw it. Your father wants to eat porridge recently, so you can cook it in advance." These are the things Ning Suya told Shi Yi.
Now Yu Zhiyi is in better condition, and Shi Yi is much more relaxed. He reads books and plays games in Yu Zhi's room. He is sleepy in the afternoon and sets an alarm clock with his mobile phone and falls asleep on the bed.
To be continued...