Chapter 37 Chapter 37(1/2)
After Qiao Lezhi's birthday incident, the relationship between Yu Zhi and Shi Yi entered a new level.
She was wondering... Is Shi Yi a little bit like her? The kind of love between men and women?
But Shi Yi never said this, and she was so cowardly that she didn't dare to ask. After all, Shi Yi has always been very nice to her.
The college entrance examination is approaching, and the focus of senior high school students is also on their studies.
Half a month before the college entrance examination, Ruan Qing suddenly came back and found Yu Zhiyi at the No. 1 Middle School.
When Yu Zhi heard that his mother was looking for her, he was a little surprised.
When Ruan Qing came, it was lunch break. Yu Zhiyi walked down the teaching building with her and found a place where almost no one was sitting down.
Ruan Qing tried to pull the child's hand, but Yu Zhiyi avoided it without a trace.
Ruan Qing's expression was a little awkward, but it only took a few seconds and she quickly regained her smile, "Mom has been on vacation these two days, come back to see you."
Yu Zhiyi lowered his eyes with a faint expression and whispered: "Thank you."
I don’t know when it started, even parents’ viewing their children became a gift. Faced with this daughter, Ruan Qing felt guilty and could not make up for it.
She used to think that her eldest daughter was obedient and sensible, and that she could take good care of herself and live a good life even without her.
But now, Yu Zhiyi really doesn't need her anymore, and she has no idea how to do it if she wants to be nice to her children.
Ruan Qing sighed silently, "Are you very tired of studying recently? You look like you lose weight."
Yu Zhiyi: "..."
Since high school, her weight has hardly changed much and she has lost weight.
When other adults say these words, they feel sorry for the child. But even if Ruan Qing had this idea, it would have become the meaning of "You don't understand me at all."
"I'm very good, full and warm." Even without parents, I can still live well.
After all, this lukewarm tone was still impatient. Ruan Qing frowned and her face was filled with sorrow, "Yiyi, why are you still unwilling to forgive your mother? Mom really wants to be nice to you."
The same words circulated in her ears countless times, making her head hurt.
Yu Zhi couldn't hold back his anger and asked, "You have been asking me repeatedly, why are you unwilling to forgive me? So is everything you are doing now really caring about me, or is it to make you feel at ease?"
Ruan Qing was stunned and couldn't help but raise her tone, "Yiyi! How could you say that to me? I am your mother, and I naturally treat you sincerely!"
Yu Zhiyi closed his eyes and opened his eyes again, his eyes he was a little heavier than before, "I don't know what the standard of treating people sincerely in your eyes, but I want to tell you that even Aunt Ning, she has never asked me to do anything. And you, hoping to get my forgiveness, is actually asking me to answer the sentence "Forgive you."
"In theory, you are the one who should be responsible for me, but since you have chosen to be responsible for another daughter, I will not fight or rob, but you cannot ask me to be the same as your other daughter."
Ruan Qing was a little anxious, "You and Yanyan are both my daughters, and my mother loves you the same."
When Yu Zhi heard this, he laughed softly, feeling helpless, "Apart from blood relationship, ask yourself, what do you care about me?"
"What I lack is the unpleasant gifts you bring to me every time you free up your time home like a gift?"
"You insist on forcing me to give you an answer, I might as well tell you. I used to like those things because I thought I like my parents, but now I don't like them anymore. You can't force me to like them anymore!"
This is probably the most serious thing Yu Zhiyi has said to his parents over the years.
The air around seemed to solidify for a moment.
Ruan Qing's heart was trembling, "You should have told your mother these words earlier. If you had told her earlier..."
But she couldn't say anything later.
Yu Zhiyi shook his head gently, "What can I do if I tell you earlier? Will you give up Yanyan and bring me with you? Or bring us both."
"But there is no need now. I think it was so good at the beginning. At least after experiencing those things, I truly understand that there is someone in this world who will not abandon me, even if I have no so-called blood relationship with him."
"Yiyi, mom didn't abandon you, really didn't." Ruan Qing was moved.
Suddenly, her cell phone ringing and her husband, Mr. Zhao, called. Ruan Qing glanced at her daughter and answered the phone.
“…”
"What? Yanyan is injured? OK, okay, I'll hurry back soon." Ruan Qing subconsciously did not fake her concern and worries.
Yu Zhiyi looked quietly until she hung up the phone and asked the question that had been trapped in her heart for a long time. "Actually, I have always had a doubt. Yanyan and I are both daughters, and there is no saying that they prefer boys over girls. But why did you not want to bring me with you when you left, but you were willing to have another daughter outside and bring her with you?"
Sometimes she even thinks that even if her parents are old-fashioned and prefer boys over girls and raise a boy to treat him, she will only regret that she is not the gender her parents like.
But they are all daughters, and this contrast is even stronger and more hurtful.
"I later learned that all love is divided into depth."
Ruan Qing was so blocked that she couldn't speak.
At the beginning, they left their eldest daughter in their hometown because they didn’t understand the situation outside. Later, they went out for more than a year and got pregnant with another one. Yu Kai wanted a son, so he gave birth to the child.
As a result, she was still a daughter.
Both are daughters, and they recognize them.
At that time, it was already stable in other places, so I raised my little daughter by my side with peace of mind.
But they neglected that their eldest daughter was only a few years old, and she was still a child who needed her parents' company and longed for her love...
It is the same whether she tells her this truth or not.
That would only remind Yu Zhiyi that she was never the one chosen by her parents.
The mother and daughter still parted in disagreement.
As soon as Yu Zhi returned to the classroom, his deskmate Wentingyu found that she was depressed after seeing her mother.
I think of the few parents in the novel
Before leaving, Ruan Qing put down her adult figure and bent down to thank the boy.
"Thank you, and your family."
"It is the happiest thing she has in her life to meet you."
From the time of Yu Zhi's birth, Ning Suya's breast milk saved her life.
Later, Shi Yi healed Yu Zhiyi's heart.
Ruan Qing, a mother, felt ashamed of herself. When she left, she quietly wiped away the tears from the corners of her eyes.
*
Before the exam, Ruan Qing sent Yu Zhi a lot of money, so she didn't save anything she wanted to eat and buy, and was kind to herself.
Yu Zhiyi found out that the five hundred yuan in the card was still intact, and even deposited some of the royalties he received in the last month.
She had already decided that she would pay back all the expenses of high school to Ruan Qing and Shijia.
Although it will take some time, she will not forget to do so!
On June 7, the tense and exciting college entrance examination finally arrived.
Ning Suya specially opened a room for her two children in a hotel near the examination school, and accompanied her throughout the journey.
During the exam, the two children walked into the campus together. After the exam, they returned to the hotel together, surrounded by a table facing each other with subject questions to be taken tomorrow.
Yu Zhiyi was still a little nervous, while Shi Yi was completely with her to watch.
Shi Yi comforted her, "Don't be nervous, I've finished two subjects."
"I just want to see it again. What if I happen to get the exam tomorrow?" Yu Zhiyi comforted himself and relaxed. In fact, she performed well during the day, so she just wanted to be more cautious.
June 8
After the general examination, the students who returned to their school were like wild horses that had been rid of their reins. Some people actually planned to tear off their books and fly downstairs to declare that they were free!
As a result, the school banned broadcasts that destroyed campus sanitation and put the wild horses to a halt.
The classroom was noisy and was discussing what to do after graduating from the college entrance examination.
Yu Zhi packed up everything left in the classroom and prepared to call Wen Tingyu to go back to the dormitory together.
I turned my head and saw that there was no one in the seat next to me.
"Huh? I was still here just now."
The thing that I heard and talked about was still there, but the person suddenly disappeared.
Yu Zhi turned his head consciously and looked at the corner of the back row. Shen Luobai, the strangest and coldest boy in the class, was not in the classroom.
As for why she looked at Shen Luobai, of course it was because... In addition to talking to her and Jiang Mier in this class, Wen Tingyu only had interactions with Shen Luobai.
She also found out not long ago that Wen Tingyu confessed to Shi Yi because she had the same secret love experience as her.
And a person who is very thoughtful in listening and speaking is more tolerant than her.
She could use Shi Yi's brother-sister relationship to hide this strong love, and Wen Tingyu had been silently loving such a quiet boy for a long time.
*
The day after the exam, the classmates in the class discussed the graduation dinner.
After the last dinner, everyone had to go to different cities, almost no one was absent.
Except...Shen Luobai.
Shi Yi's class was also discussing a dinner party, and coincidentally, he chose the shop next to them. So before coming, the two had already said that they would go home together after dinner.
To be continued...