I want you(1/2)
Qin Ying stared at Zhou Du. Time was such a terrible thing. He had changed a lot. She could hardly overlap him with the photos she had just seen.
His eyelashes are black, his beautiful thin lips are slightly pursed, and he will appear stereotypical and serious when he doesn't smile.
Zhou Du, who was once indifferent, can now be "indifferent" with others and socialize normally. It is an amazing progress for him to clearly not like others to touch him, but he is willing to shake hands with others.
His slightly longer black hair was cut off, revealing his eyes that were painted like ink. The young man's coldness dissipated, and the feeling of being a mature man became deeper. In this way, his Yili's appearance could no longer be hidden.
Qin Ying used to like to hold his face, coax him to look up, and try to spy on those hidden eyes, which always brings Zhou Du's cold eyes.
"If you don't want these two hands, you can cut it."
The words are cold and there is no emotion in my eyes.
He was young and ignorant and had a thick-skinned face. Qin Ying had no temper at him and accepted it with a smile, thinking that he was special to him.
——Zhou Du suffers from emotional deficitosis. Many times he cannot empathize and has no response to external stimuli. Qin Ying, who received the response, is always very happy, even if the response is not so friendly.
It was not until she saw Zhou Du hugging Chu Anmi and she watched them hug and kiss silently on the snowy streets that she realized how big a joke she was.
Six years have been so long. She thought to herself that she would almost forget how cold that day was, how embarrassed she felt at that moment.
Fortunately, everything in the past has passed.
She didn't plan to hide from Zhou Du, but this time she came for him, but she was no longer because she liked him. Qin Ying took off her mask and was sure that he could see her.
Who made this person particularly keen on malice?
After a moment of silence passed, the lecture hall returned to lively. Zhou Du paused, suddenly raised his eyes and looked at the other side of the lecture hall.
After six years and fifty-six days and two thousand two hundred and forty-six days and nights, after his life finally returned to its regularity and turned into a pool of stagnant water, she appeared in front of him unexpectedly.
The person who shook hands with Zhou Du instantly noticed the stiffness of his fingers, and his calm expression was broken, and he was covered with a shallow emotion.
It is like a stone being placed in a deep pool, not intense, but it is inevitable that it will ripples will appear.
Zhou Du looked at her.
Qin Ying is still what he remembers. Under the warm lights, if she smiled lively with her eyebrows and eyes, Zhou Du would even think that these years were just an empty dream for him.
But it was not a dream after all. The man looked at him for a moment and laughed, which was not friendly or resentful, and it was a bit fun.
He deliberately seduced his playfulness and had bad intentions.
August is the hottest season of the year. Perhaps the air conditioner in the hall is turned on too low, and the cold air is rushing into the lungs, making people feel a little painful.
It was hard to tell which feeling came more violently, and his hands tightened tighter.
"Junior Brother Zhou?" The person who shook hands with Zhou Du cried out in pain, and his bones were almost crushed by Zhou Du!
Zhou Du let go of his hand and said, "Sorry."
"It's okay... Junior Brother Zhou, where are you going?"
The school anniversary was about to begin, and the senior brother looked at Zhou Du in horror and walked backwards.
He took a big step, and as a successful person in law school today, he attracted great attention!
The lecture hall became surprisingly quiet because of his abnormal behavior, and almost everyone looked at him, and Zhou Du's face was cold and unconsistent with his behavior.
To be honest, Qin Ying was surprised.
She didn't expect that it would go smoothly, and Zhou Du came towards her in front of everyone. She had imagined many situations before, and was even mentally prepared to ask Zhou Du who she was.
Oh, it's unlikely that he's forgotten her.
I am not his white moonlight and cinnabar mole, but at least it is his heart thorn.
Just when Zhou Du was less than ten meters away from Qin Ying, a slender arm held him and successfully stopped all the farces that might happen. The woman said softly: "Zhou Du, I'm late, you won't be angry, are you?"
His steps stopped.
Chu Anmi grabbed him and whispered in his ear.
The air seemed to freeze at that moment. Zhou Du looked at Qin Ying, as if he wanted to see through what purpose was hidden behind her smile. Finally, he stopped a few steps away from her, closed his eyes, and turned back to his seat.
Chu Anmi looked back at Qin Ying.
If the human eyes could be substantial, Qin Ying felt that Chu Anmi looked at her with poisonous juice at that moment.
This cousin hates her so much?
But the worst person is obviously her, Chu Anmi and Zhou Du, aren’t it?
After so long, some things have healed, but they cannot forget the pain.
If she hadn't met Zhou Du at the beginning, she might have praised her when she heard the story of these two people, and she might have praised her. It was a touching love.
Zhou Du and Chu Anmi are destined.
They keep warm with each other, like symbiosis, like two lonely wolves nestling in the world.
They are equally smart, tough, strong in heart, cold and hard in their means, and they have walked through the long thorns together and have come to this day.
And she, Qin Ying, is just a mistake that is overestimating her ability in the story.
Just like Lin Weisi lit her heart and shouted in pain: "What do you like him? An emotional indifference. What can you expect from someone who is sick here?"
Unfortunately, from the ignorant love for someone, the stupid and sincere heart, to the despair in the end, the painful lesson made her learn this truth.
Thinking of this, Qin Ying sighed and met him was the worst thing in her life.
*
In fact, the memories about Zhou Du are not all dark.
There are also a few happy things.
Qin Ying remembered that the summer six years ago was bright.
She sat opposite Zhou Du, watching the teenager outline the key points of the case. His writing was a criminal tragedy, and he was crazy.
Xia Yang is so beautiful that he looks even more crazy in her eyes.
She lay on the table in the study room, blocking most of her face with a book to peep at him, reducing her presence. The boy's dark eyelashes drooped, and he did not notice her.
Qin Ying pretended to be reading seriously, but in fact, her apricot eyes quietly popped out fell on the boy opposite. She found out that Zhou Du would occasionally come here to study in the afternoon, and after striking the spots for several weeks, he finally waited for him.
He suddenly paused his pen and Qin Ying raised her up nervously.
Have you discovered her?
Then what will she say later? Do you need to smile at him? It's over, I'd known that she should have put on light makeup. Is her hair messy?
With nervousness and expectation, my heartbeat couldn't help but speed up, thumping, one after another.
The boy's fingertips moved, and the next moment he raised his eyes. Qin Ying was dizzy and moved faster than her brain, and hid behind the book again.
She closed her eyes and secretly scolded herself for being useless. Of course, she couldn't see his expression. I wonder if he had noticed that she was peeking at him.
Oh my God, is he looking at her?
Qin Ying vaguely felt that the air had the fragrance of grass and a faint mint fragrance, which smelled very nicely, like a dream. I don’t know how long it took, but there was a sudden movement on the other side.
She moved the book that was covering her face and saw Zhou Du calmly get up and leave. Qin Ying was a little ashamed, and it was really embarrassing to be self-indulgent. She quickly grabbed her bag and followed him.
Although she is well-known in school, she probably doesn't even know who she is due to Zhou Du's autism level.
She was a little annoyed and dissatisfied, and an impulse surged into her heart and made a shameful and wrong decision.
Bypassing the tree-lined path, she finally caught up with him. Qin Ying grabbed the hem of his white shirt.
“Hey, Zhou Du.”
She confessed to someone for the first time, and there were many students standing around her.
Her face turned red at that moment, and her hands and feet were not sure where to put them.
Many years later, Qin Ying could no longer remember what nonsense she said, but only remembered Zhou Du's eyes at that time.
Clean and spotless, the sunlight covered his eyes with a thin layer of gold.
He lowered his eyes to her, his eyes fell on her face. Qin Ying felt that she was about to suffocate under his eyes, and then she heard the boy refuse peacefully and coldly: "I don't like you."
After saying it, the shyness dissipated. It was better to be embarrassed. She simply laughed and shouted: "Hey, the handsome guy in front of me, give me a chance. I like you so much, you like me a little bit."
Anyway, she has given up! The worst is not worse than now.
The boy stopped and looked back. She turned her head, and she was excited, and quickly gave him a heart.
Seeing that he was unmoved, she folded her hands together and said pitifully, "Give me a chance."
Zhou Du signaled her to see an agave next to her, her tone was neither slow nor slow, but seemed to be sarcastic: "Yes, wait for it to bloom."
She didn't understand why, but she had hope always good, and her eyes nodded brightly: "Oh, oh, okay!"
I just waited for a flower to bloom, but when I went back to check, I realized that it was not like that.
This is a bit bullying!
The agave blossoms, and under the conditions of careful nurturing, sometimes takes ten years or even thirty years, and dies after the flower blooms once in a lifetime. This is equivalent to clearly saying that you will never like her in this life!
Later, I don’t know who spread this incident, and it was a lot of controversy. For a while, Qin Ying became a private joke.
"Oh my God, it's so embarrassing to chase."
To be continued...