Chapter 87 Rebirth!

Ye Qingshan is in a bad state now, he is at the intersection of his life.

Heaven and hell are all in one thought.

Fortunately, although Ye Qingshan is in a bad state now, his self-protection ability has not been lost.

The human body has a self-protection function, which is one of the instincts of biological organisms. It is like the brain that is hungry will remind you to eat, and the brain that is thirsty will remind you to drink water.

This is the self-protection mechanism. The most typical example is that when the pain reaches a certain level, your brain will make you unconscious, which is also a kind of protection from the body.

In addition to physical self-protection, there is also a mechanism for self-protection in will.

When you encounter huge setbacks and you can't bear it, your brain will actively block this memory.

Thanks to his own excellence, even though Ye Qingshan had begun to deny himself and even his will collapsed, Ye Qingshan did not enter the conventional state of self-protection, which means that Ye Qingshan did not lose this memory.

In the face of this situation, the self-protection mechanism has to choose another method, that is, to make excuses, or self-hypnosis.

When facing failure and setbacks, everyone will make excuses and use various reasons to deny their mistakes.

This has nothing to do with personal character, it is completely an instinctive reaction of life.

Because failure represents pain, and no one is willing to bear pain, even if you are trembling!

Besides, what you want is not pain, but the enjoyment you get after pain.

Just like lemon juice and ice water, simple ice water is not good to drink, but if you drink it before drinking it, you will find the dull and tasteless ice water, which will bring a sweet feeling!

Pain? Or, the factors that are unfavorable to oneself, whether for humans or other organisms, are unwilling to accept. After all, seeking blessings and avoiding misfortunes is the nature of organisms.

Just like a fan of traffic stars, when it comes to negative news about their idols, fans will make up various reasons to whitewash their idols.

Ye Qingshan’s current state is actually no different from those fanatical fans, but Ye Qingshan is looking for reasons for himself.

He began to think about this failure, first of all, the issue of self-denial, but Ye Qingshan's current state obviously could not face such fundamental problems.

So Ye Qingshan can only start from other aspects, such as the collapsed will?

Why do you need to practice? Just to protect your family and friends?

With their current talents, even if they can fully tap their potential, they cannot protect them.

Then what should I do?

The brain flew, and countless thoughts collided together, and thoughts came into my mind, and then they were destroyed by Ye Qingshan one by one.

Ye Qingshan found that this was an unsolvable problem, because if he could not prove that he was better than monkey, he could not prove that he could protect his family. After all, the motivation for becoming stronger from beginning to end is family and friends.

But soon, after countless thought collisions, Ye Qingshan realized that he could actually change his way of thinking.

Protecting family and friends has always been Ye Qingshan’s goal to become stronger. Protecting family is the main and enhancing strength is the deputy.

In this case, why can’t you have two goals at the same time? Is there a conflict before improving strength and protecting your family? If it doesn’t exist, why can’t you coexist?

Although the essence has changed, from the previous single line to the double line, the process is the same. I still have to protect my family and friends, but becoming stronger has also become Ye Qingshan's goal.

If your will is no longer just for your family, then the previous problems will no longer be a problem.

Even failure is no longer an obstacle to one’s own, but will become one’s own help.

Although this is a bit self-deception, it may not be a self-confirm statement.

After having this idea, the urgent thinking quickly collided with countless reasons, rebuilding Ye Qingshan's already collapsed will again.

After the reconstruction of will, the next thing to solve is how to prevent the self that is denying itself.

Ye Qingshan found many reasons, such as the monkey's talent is not as good as himself, and the monkey has no golden fingers, but in the end these reasons were destroyed by Ye Qingshan again.

Will is different from self. Will can be distorted, but the self is always the self.

The most difficult person in the world is never the strongest person, the one who is really difficult to defeat is actually himself.

Because you understand yourself, you know what your strengths are and what your weaknesses are.

What you know best is the enemy, and the most terrifying enemy is actually you.

A lie has been told a thousand times, and everyone has believed your lie, and even you have believed it yourself, but have you really believed it? Or is it just a lie that you believe this lie?

Then Ye Qingshan began to think, and his brain was storm countless times stronger than before, and countless thoughts collided, like a big bang.

This is a collision of thinking, without the concept of time and space, and countless useful and useless thoughts appear in your mind madly.

Ye Qingshan thought a lot. He thought of himself, the Kodiak brown bear who was so talented from his current perspective, and the only idea in his mind was to survive.

Not to mention comparing with monkeys, I am now able to catch a living person from the island, which is more talented than I used to be back then.

So as a bear with golden fingers, why should I compare talents with monkeys?

I am the strongest bear in history, and I will even become the strongest creature in history in the future. Is it meaningful to compare myself with monkeys?

Monkeys are always monkeys, but they are not necessarily the bear. Who would have thought that the Kodiak brown bear from that year would grow to this point?

It is said that everything depends on gold fingers, and we must pay attention to fairness. When Ye Qingshan was born, he didn’t even count a monster. When the monkey was born, he was at least a demon king.

There has never been any fairness in this world.

All this Ye Qingshan has now is indeed because of the golden finger, but if Ye Qingshan did not have the efforts of his own, what would happen even if he had the golden finger?

There are so many talented people, how many are really at the top?

A hint of enlightenment gradually emerged in my heart, and the previous self-denial gradually began to be replaced by faith.

A light began to appear in Ye Qingshan's eyes, and after Ye Qingshan reorganized his will and self, this light became more and more dazzling, and eventually turned into a sharp edge.

The black bear spirit appeared to Ye Qingshan and a look of surprise appeared on his face. He found that the kind of thing that Ye Qingshan had been missing had finally appeared!

The sharpness is proud of the world, with my invincible sharpness!

This is very similar to the once rebellious monkey. It is a temperament that all the strong men standing at the peak of the world possess.

The black bear spirit did not fight with Ye Qingshan before because although Ye Qingshan had the power of a strong man, he did not have the nature of a strong man. Ye Qingshan did not have the sharpness of no other than me.

But now Ye Qingshan has it!

He thought Ye Qingshan would be in a slump, after all, Ye Qingshan suffered too much this time, and he believed that Ye Qingshan would recover one day and become a real strong man. After all, Ye Qingshan's body was filled with blood as he was.

But the black bear spirit did not expect that the day Ye Qingshan became a strong man would be so fast!

From being deeply hit, to the despair behind, and then the final breaking and then standing.

The transformation that ordinary people can never achieve in their lifetime is completed during the period when they eat bamboo shoots themselves.

Feeling the brand new Ye Qingshan, a smile appeared on the black bear spirit's face: "Do you want to fight?"

He still remembered that what Ye Qingshan wanted to do the most was to fight himself.

But the black bear spirit was destined to be disappointed. He looked down at his thick golden bear paws. Ye Qingshan finally shook his head, and a hint of emotion and indifference appeared on his face: "Forget it, it's meaningless."

The black bear spirit was stunned, his pupils suddenly contracted. He seemed to have thought of something. His eyes stared at Ye Qingshan tightly, and a trace of disbelief appeared on his face: "Have you broken through?"

Ye Qingshan understood what the shock flashed through the eyes of the Black Bear Spirit. When it reached their level, it was difficult to break through, but if it broke through, it would inevitably be the next holy level!

However, Ye Qingshan's situation is a bit special. What he broke through is not the realm, but the strength.

The enlightenment just now made Ye Qingshan’s Nine-Turning Golden Body Stage, which had just stepped into the eighth level, directly reach the middle stage of the eighth level.

Because of this breakthrough, Ye Qingshan's terrible power increased by 30%!

With Ye Qingshan's strength of 30% increased by 30%, it is enough to crush Ye Qingshan who had tied with him before!

But the secret of the Nine-Turning Golden Body Leaf cannot be told to the Black Bear Spirit. On the one hand, the source cannot be explained, and on the other hand, it is because the Nine-Turning Golden Body Leaf is a private custom made based on Ye Qingshan's body as the blueprint. Except for Ye Qingshan, no one else can practice it.

So in the face of the shocked look of the Black Bear Spirit, Ye Qingshan could only use a kind lie: "I broke through and did not reach the holy level, but it was almost there."

The Black Bear Spirit did not doubt the authenticity of Ye Qingshan's words, because he felt that the pressure rising in Ye Qingshan's body was beyond the breakthrough, the Black Bear Spirit could not think of any other reason to explain why Ye Qingshan's strength had improved so much.

With a look of envy, the black bear spirit complained with envy and jealousy: "Damn it, is the gap between bears so big?"

Ye Qingshan ignored the black bear spirit's complaints. He looked up at the sky, raised his head high, and his golden body gave people a feeling of showing sharpness. His deep eyes were sharp and there was a light that the black bear spirit could not understand: "It's time to leave, there is no trouble, right?"

The black bear spirit waved his hand and looked disapproving: "Don't worry, I don't want to, no one can cause trouble for me."

He knew that Ye Qingshan was going there. In fact, if he hadn't been to keep him, Ye Qingshan should have left the Black Wind Mountains very early. You should know that most of Ye Qingshan's family and friends were around Jilei Mountain, which was the territory of the Great Sage of Pingtian - Niu Demon King.

Originally, he tried to keep Ye Qingshan to help Ye Qingshan get some benefits from the monkey, but he didn't expect that he would have such a thing. Fortunately, Ye Qingshan became a blessing in disguise, and then broke it, completing the transformation of the self.

As for Ye Qingshan’s concerns?

Stop making trouble. If you want to cause trouble for yourself, you will need a big shot of the level of the Three Worlds Buddhas. A mere Bodhisattva is not qualified.

After receiving the confirmation of the Black Bear Spirit, Ye Qingshan nodded, and his huge body suddenly rose into the air. The golden body looked like a sharp blade that was unsheathed: "Well, let's go."

And just as Ye Qingshan was carrying his peerless edge and soared into the air, the black bear spirit stopped Ye Qingshan: "Wait."

A hint of doubt appeared on Ye Qingshan's face. He stared at the black bear spirit with his eyes that seemed to tear the world apart. He didn't understand why the black bear spirit called him: "?"

Rolling his eyes, the black bear spirit looked at Ye Qingshan speechlessly: "You are wrong. The South Sea Dragon Palace is in the south, and Jilei Mountain is in the northwest."

Ye Qingshan was stunned, and his body was stiff in the air.

After a while, Ye Qingshan's old face turned slightly red and he ran away without looking back.

Damn, it's so embarrassing. I finally showed off once, but I didn't expect it to be the ending. It's so amazing!
To be continued...