Standing outside the captain's office, hesitated a little.

He was already raising his hands up and ready to ring, but his hand stopped in the air and could not fall down.

"Do you need to see the other person again? What can he say when he sees the other person? Could it be that he asked directly? It seems inappropriate!"

Hesitantly, he suddenly felt that it was not very wise to come to the captain!

"It's just to find depression for yourself!" He raised his hand and tapped his head, "It's great to just click it directly! After sending it with one click, you don't have to consider repentance! It's so easy! Really!"

He rubbed his forehead, wishing he could turn back immediately and walk in step immediately.

But his legs and feet were just like his hands and refused to fall down.

“…”

After stroking his face hard, he cheered up a lot more and seemed much more determined, as if he could make a wise choice with his choice.

"Dongdongdongdongdongdong!"

After all, I still plan to see the old leader and take his big step.

"Please come in."

After the captain invited him in, the child made excuses for himself in his heart - there is surveillance here, if he doesn't go in, wouldn't it...it makes people suspicious!

Thinking of this, he didn't know why he called out the "report".

But after hearing the captain let him in, he hesitated for a moment, or was uncomfortable!

"Xiao Zheng? Why are you here?!" After looking up, the captain was a little surprised. For this former team member, all his information was seen from the information, so it was unlikely to say that there was friendship.

But the same thing is said. Even without the foundation of the friendship in the past, he still has a more familiarity and favorable feeling for this call than other strangers.

"Didn't you come here just now? Did you have any ideas to add in?" Considering that the words just now sounded like they didn't welcome him, the captain smiled at him gently and said, "I can give you an extra chance."

"Thank you for your care, the captain." His performance was also a bit dull. "I came here but had nothing to do with supplementing information. I suddenly dreamed of training in your hands in the past, and I couldn't help but feel a little confused. I really want to see you now. Talking to you can relieve that little melancholy, right?"

"Oh?" Is this reminiscence?

The captain realized...it might not be able to sit still.

"You wouldn't have been intentionally approached me, right?" The captain used a joke tone, but if he looked in seriously, the seriousness in his eyes would not be funny at all.

"If you say that... that's fine." He said with a smile, "I came to you and wanted to wait until the dock, and give an explanation to Chu Zheng and Shen Liang and them. No matter how you meet your previous leader again, if I can't tell the details, they can't spare me!"

"What you said, I just want to say no, it doesn't seem to be possible!" The captain didn't think too much, but just smiled bitterly and shook his head slowly.

I saw it, and I also thought it wasn't seen.

"I want to talk to you." He sat down at the other party's signal, and after the conditioned reflex, he wanted to touch his pocket. The action clearly meant that he wanted to smoke.

It was just that the ship clearly stipulated that smoking should not be allowed, so before they boarded the ship, the cigarettes and lighters were thrown away on the spot, so it was useless for him to touch it, the key was that there was no.

Seeing his actions, the captain couldn't help but feel happy.

"Here, I'll give it to you."

The captain pulled out a pen from the stationery storage box and threw it to him, "This can be enjoyable."

He received it and lowered his head and smiled.

The slender pen holder was spinning delicately like a flexible athlete in his hand. He looked at it carefully and couldn't help but be dazzled.

His eyes accidentally passed by the captain's fingers, and then passed by the dark light in his eyes that was difficult to attract attention.

Throwing a pen and replenishing cigarettes for him was a common move they used to joke.

Obviously, the captain must not have an impression of this due to his amnesia... So, just follow the information?

I think there have been many changes in his personality.

If it weren't for his wrist

The old injury is still there and it doesn't look like it's been processed later. It's hard for him to imagine that the person in front of him is the same person as the old leader in the past.

"I know why you came to me."

The captain suddenly spoke, and his heart suddenly jumped.

This is not because of his poor psychological quality, but because of the other party's unexpected impact, which caused the disorder in his mood at a certain moment.

"Oh? Then you talk." As if he was joking with someone close to him, he curled his lips and said, "I want to see if the old leader and me, the former team member, still have a tacit understanding."

"Haha...If I say I have no impression of you and your partner Chu Zheng, it seems... it is not very accurate." The captain seemed to be a memory, and also thought.

"I don't know how I used to be, but now I don't want nostalgia, because nostalgia means loss." He looked at this point.

"Can you understand what I want to say?"

I knew it in my heart, but pretended to be confused and shook my head, "If it were the old leader in the past, I would understand."

What is the implication of this is that he doesn't understand?

The captain suddenly laughed and said, "It doesn't matter whether you understand or not, our captain is the same now!"

I heard the thorns in my words, but I didn't respond, but just curled my lips and smiled.

In this way, the captain did not chase and rush, but continued, "The doctor said that there was a great possibility that I could remember, but the psychologist said that if I did not actively pursue memory, I could regard my previous life as my previous life."

"And I accepted it. Do you know why?" The captain said, and couldn't help but pull out a pen from the stationery storage box, put it in a state of holding a cigarette, as if he could suck the smell of tobacco in this way.

As a captain who used to be an old smoker, he did not last this action for too long. It seemed that this action was just to explain his meaning. "The information says that you and Chu Zheng and others have tried to quit smoking to make me quit smoking, but they have not thought of any more ways, but now... after I can't find my memory, I will stop smoking."

"You even lost your physical memory?"

After saying this, I couldn't help feeling a little upset.

As an extremely experienced team member, he should not speak such inconsistent words.

In other words, he was out of control.

After all, he was unable to find a good night's friendship.

Thinking of this, he couldn't help but feel a little upset about coming here.

"Don't worry, I didn't want to make a joke." The captain naturally saw the thought and comforted him with a smile.

He had good intentions, but he had no feeling of comfort. "Don't pay attention to me, please continue."

"That's OK."

The captain was decisive and said he would ignore him, but he would really ignore him.

He said directly, "I know you may have doubts about me, but it doesn't matter, because you are not the first person to think of me so, and you probably won't be the last one."

When he heard what he said, his heart was a little relieved while jumping slightly.

It seems that this person has been tested many times?

In this case, it doesn't matter whether he can see something wrong, because this person can speak like this, obviously his current identity has been endorsed by the upper class and he will definitely be able to take it out.

Thinking of this, he was not a little self-deprecating about his erratic approach.

"You are excellent." The captain suddenly said this, which surprised him a little.

Seeing him so surprised, the captain couldn't help but smile and said, "Although I don't want to remember the past, every time I see the detailed description of being with you in the information, I always envy the me at that time."

"Detailed information?" is completely different from others' touching points, but the focus is on the information issue.

"You are quite alert." Seeing his reaction like this, the captain found that he was in a particularly good mood.

"It's not much different from what you think, because I want to remind me of it, or... to help me find my lost memories. The leaders have been very worried. It's almost the same.

All kinds of methods have been used, but unfortunately I am a person who is useless, but I just can't understand everyone's kindness, so I can only let everyone down."

"..." Looking up at the captain in front of him, he didn't seem to feel really guilty no matter how he looked at him!

"Later, the leaders were completely helpless and could only let it go. However, all the information about me, whether it was official or recorded from colleagues and friends, was left to me so that I could understand what I looked like."

Nodding, he thought, he probably knew the old leader... Oh, no, it should be said that the captain in front of him was thinking. It seems that his former friendship may be a burden in the other party's eyes!

"It's not a burden, because all your memories and feelings have nothing to do with me, they are the ones I used to have, so how could it be my burden?"

"You can tell me so clearly that I feel ashamed of myself." This is not a mockery. If you have any emotions, it is just an exclamation.

"I'm going to retire soon!" The captain did not continue the topic just now. The topic was a little sad. He didn't want to continue, so he turned to the topic he thought was easier.

But unexpectedly, as soon as he finished speaking, he was shocked and looked at him. His expression was so incredible that he was extremely surprised.

"..." All the words that came to your mouth were returned.

"I'm sorry, I may have lost my composure." After seeing the emotions in the other person's eyes, I became much more awake.

His eyes were filled with complex emotions, and even speaking was a little difficult - it wasn't that he couldn't speak, but that he was afraid that he would choke up as soon as he spoke.

"I thought you would be in the team for the rest of your life." Turn your eyes away and let the slightly wet corners of his eyes dry as soon as possible.

"This is the promise you and your friends and me back then?" the captain smiled.

His words did not make it clear, but it was clear that he wanted to say that he did not recognize the promise because he did not make it now.

"I admire you so rationally and soberly." After saying this, he paused for a moment, shook his head and smiled bitterly, "This is not irony, this is my true thoughts."

"Then I will thank you for your praise!" The captain was very happy to see that he understood, so he couldn't help but want to say a few more words, "I'm not suitable for work now, but I admire you and envy you who can continue here for a long time until you retire."
To be continued...