Chapter 176
"Mom, do you stop caring about me anymore? Mom!"
As the carriage was walking fast on the road, Yan Hanyu sat in the carriage in a daze, a little at a loss. She grabbed the hem of her clothes, let go, and grabbed the loose, and then grabbed it again and again.
"Hei'an, this is not the way to Inoji Temple. Where is this?" Yan Hanyu just wanted to arrive as soon as possible. The curtain was opened, but when he saw that the road was wrong, he asked.
"Miss, the eldest lady and the others are already on the way to Xusi Temple. When the old lady said that she would ask the master to slave the eldest lady, so we must arrive as soon as possible. If it is too late, the eldest lady may have shaved her head."
At this moment, Yan Hanyu hated her grandmother.
"My mother wants to ordain Ni, who told her to do this?"
"I secretly inquired, and I heard that it was the eldest lady who meant it, and said it was a prayer for the uncle."
"Pray? Pray for my father? What does my mother mean?" Yan Hanyu smiled bitterly, with tears in her eyes, but it was red, "Does my mother want to leave me alone?"
"Miss..." Ping An could not think of words of comfort at this moment, and looked at the lost lady and her words were choked.
"Miss, I will help you take care of your clothes."
Yan Hanyu closed her eyes and shook her head.
The temple is so poor that my mother is weak. How long can she live in the temple?
Before she could grow up, was her mother leaving her? She didn't believe it, she just believed that it must be the grandmother who had interfered with it and said something to her mother, so she had to do this.
After getting off the carriage, Ping An jumped out of the carriage and turned around to help the young lady get off the carriage. The young lady had already jumped down, but she didn't stand firm.
Ping An quickly bent over and helped him up.
Yan Hanyu stood firmly and turned her head to see the carriage in front of the temple. It was the carriage that her mother and grandmother were walking while she was walking.
"Go and ask where my mother is?"
Ping An responded and stepped into the temple.
Xusi Temple, with green doors and gray tiles and mottled tree shadows covering most of the courtyard walls.
Stepping onto the stone steps, Yan Hanyu followed into the temple.
Even if today is the Double Ninth Festival, there are only a few pilgrims coming to the temple one after another.
The temple is quiet, and when you look up, you can only see the curling blue smoke floating in the air and then turn into shadowless.
"mother!"
In the separate room, my mother sat on the side with her eyes blank.
"Hanyu, what's wrong?" Seeing his daughter in a mess, Lin Suxin stood up anxiously.
"Mom, don't ask me what's wrong? What are you doing here?" She accused her face.
Lin Suxin raised her hand and touched her cheek, her voice softly, "Hanyu, you have grown up and become sensible. Now that I leave, I feel at ease."
"Today is my birthday! Mom! Why are you?" Yan Hanyu asked loudly.
"Hanyu, my mother will sincerely pray for blessings and pray that God will bless us Hanyu for a safe, worry-free and healthy life."
"I don't want it! I just want my mother! I just want my mother by my side."
Seeing Hanyu reacting so much, Lin Suxin closed her eyes and sighed silently. After a while, she returned, "I have been suffocating for my mother for several years. Coming here to practice is the best destination for my mother."
"donor."
Yan Hanyu turned around and saw her grandmother. She was standing beside her with a master in a green robe. She folded her hands together and hung Buddhist beads in one hand.
"The Master is polite." Yan Hanyu clasped his hands together and lowered his head, "I have a few words to tell my grandmother and mother, please give me some convenience."
"After entering Buddhism, you must stop all past events. The donor must think about it carefully."
"Thank you, Master."
Seeing the master go out, Yan Hanyu said, "I have a few words to say to my grandmother alone, "Peace, go out, listen to the snow, you go out too." She said as she looked at Madam Han behind her grandmother.
"Madam Han is not an outsider, just say anything." Mrs. Yan walked to the upper seat and sat.
"I'm afraid that some words will make my grandmother feel embarrassed. Grandma really wants to keep Madam Han?" Yan Hanyu smiled sarcastically.
Mrs. Yan couldn't see much emotional change on her face, but Lin Suxin reached out and pulled her.
"Hanyu, don't talk to your grandmother like this."
"Grandma, I would like to ask my grandmother, my mother cuts her hair into a nie. Did my grandfather agree?"
"It's enough to have my consent." She was still sitting upright, and her voice remained strong.
Yan Hanyu curled her lips and sneered. Yes, my grandmother was in charge of the inner house, so she really had the right to make decisions about such things.
"Did my grandmother forget that my father was named Marquis Shizhong? Although it was a posthumous title, my mother is here, after all, she is a Marquis' wife. If my mother wants to cut her hair into a nun, she at least asks the Queen."
"I will go to the palace to tell the Queen that your mother is widowed and now she wants to cut her hair into a nun for your father. This is a good thing. Maybe she will reward your mother with a chastity archway at that time."
Mrs. Yan kept her eyes half-closed from beginning to end, looking majestic and solemn, like a Buddha statue.
"You force my mother like this, I'm afraid I'll wish my mother would sacrifice her life for my father, right?" Yan Hanyu asked angrily.
Mrs. Yan's eyes suddenly opened and she looked at her with a gaze, "Is this your attitude towards your elders?"
"The granddaughter wants to talk to you well, are you willing to listen?"
Yan Hanyu continued, "Grandmother, you are not asking my mother to keep her rituals, but forcing me to die."
"Bang!" Mrs. Yan slapped the table in a slight manner.
"Grandma, am I going to kneel down now and beg you to spare my mother's life?" Yan Hanyu showed sarcastic expression. She had been giving in her last life.
"You are simply a traitor!"
"Hanyu, don't talk nonsense!" Lin Suxin had never seen a daughter with such a cold attitude, so she stepped forward to stop her.
"Mom, am I wrong? I'm telling the truth. Grandma just wishes you could follow your father to bury him! She is just selfish. She doesn't care about my feelings. If you leave too, I will be the only one who is lonely!" Yan Hanyu said this and tears flowed down.
Mrs. Yan's face turned pale, and one hand gradually raised, like a sieve. Her lower lip trembled, trying to speak, but she couldn't speak.
Yan Hanyu looked at her expression and slowly calmed down, asking, "Grandmother, did my father enter your dream? What did my father say to you in his dream? Do you still remember who my father loved most during his lifetime?"
She asked and answered, "It's my mother. My father loved to value my mother most during his lifetime. He loved so much that he couldn't bear to suffer any grievances. He loved so much that he would argue with you for my mother. My father only hoped that my mother would live a good life and live a good life, not that he wanted my mother to follow him to go to the burial of her forever."
When Yan Hanyu said this, Lin Suxin's eyes were moistened.
"You used to kill my mother, but my father wouldn't even enter your dream to ask you? My father asked you, is his wife good? His daughter good? Grandma, how do you answer? Grandma, I'm afraid I haven't dreamed of it. It sounds nice to say that your best son is gone, your favorite son is gone, you feel sad and hurt, but my father doesn't enter your dream. Why? Because my father doesn't want to come to see you, you dare not see my father..."
Chapter completed!