Hanyu found a museum book on his grandfather's side. Before leaving, Yan Maohua said that he would add some books and let Hanyu finish reading them and find them all by himself, but don't read them in the last row of books.

On the dinner day of Chongwu, the whole family gathered to have another meal.

The Yan family gathers together for dinner several times every year. Except for Lin Suxin, she only appears on the day of the year every year, she will not leave her home on the grounds of worshiping Buddha.

Hanyu heard that her mother would not go to the main hall for meals, so she went to shout.

Lin Suxin refused to go, Hanyu said it was useless and had to leave.

Mrs. Yan often doesn’t want to see Lin Suxin.

Uncle Yan had a good relationship with Lin Suxin when he was alive, and he was in tune with each other. Lin Suxin was gentle in character. She only obeyed and never resisted when facing her mother-in-law's criticism. However, Uncle Yan knew that Mr. Yan was harsh on Mr. Yan's treatment of Lin Suxin, so Mr. Yan naturally had to protect Lin Suxin. Lin Suxin married him and is now a member of the Yan family. Mrs. Yan always treated Lin as an outsider. This also made Mr. Yan dissatisfied. Uncle Yan had a good personality and never made a big fuss. He only persuaded him with gentle words. He knew that Mr. Yan would make a long speech when he was wronged. Mrs. Yan was convinced. Mrs. Yan was the kind of soft-hearted but not hard-working, and his eldest son's style was very useful to her.

After Uncle Yan passed away, Lin Suxin did not show up frequently. When Mrs. Yan was sick, she would ask Lin Suxin to come over to serve her. If there was any mistake, she would punish her. If it weren't for Yan Maohua's later words, there would be someone around Mrs. Yan, and she would not need her to serve her. It means that Lin would not be able to use Mrs. Yan for the next time. It would also make Mrs. Yan relieved her worries and don't always think about how to torture others for pleasure. Mrs. Yan was so angry that her son was gone, and this daughter-in-law would have to live a good life?

Goodbye Lu, her body has already appeared and her cheeks have gained weight. Lu, who had always had a gentle smile, now had a hard smile on her face.

When Hanyu arrived at the main hall, he greeted him one by one. From his grandfather, grandmother to his second uncle, second uncle, and then to his third uncle and third uncle, his younger brother and sister also politely called Hanyu sister. There were not many people in the Yan family in general, and except for their children, the Yan family’s concubines naturally did not have the right to serve.

As the summer solstice comes, Hanyu's bedroom windows are covered with a layer of white silk gauze to prevent mosquitoes from entering the room. The curtain tent on Hanyu's couch has also been replaced with a new pink gauze tent. It is pink and tender, and there are large peach blossoms embroidered on it, which are also embroidered by yarn, so you can see outside through the curtain tent. This is made by my mother, and only my mother can do such exquisite needlework. Hanyu touches the gauze tent and feels cool, which is very comfortable. She said she would give Shizuka an embroidery piece, but she stopped for so long and never did anything again. She only cared about reading and writing every day, but forgot that her mother was lonely alone, so she should spend more time with her mother.

Hanyu thought that her mother must not have slept at this time, so she got up, got off the bed, and told Madam Hong that she was going to her mother's side.

Lin Suxin usually embroidered flowers at this time of night. Her life is very simple. She worships Buddha, recites scriptures, embroiders, and makes clothes every day. Sometimes when she is free, she sits in a daze.

"Mom, have you slept?" Hanyu went to her yard and asked her through the window.

Lin Suxin straightened her body, got up and opened the door, "It's already night, why are you here?"

"I'll see if my mother is asleep? Are you still embroidering?"

"Quick in and talk. I'm making clothes for you."

"Mom, I have a lot of clothes, are you still making it for me?"

"There are not too many clothes." Lin Suxin sat in front of the embroidery rack, pinched the embroidery needle and continued to embroidery.

"How come this clothes are so big? I can't wear them even if they are so big."

Lin Suxin bent her lips and smiled, and sighed, "Child, you will always grow up."

Yan Hanyu felt a stutter in her heart and said, "Mom, I also want to learn embroidery."

"You have to study medicine every day when reading books, so how can you still have time to embroider? Don't worry, my mother will make all your clothes."

In the last life, her mother passed away, leaving behind two boxes of clothes, silk skirts, jackets, underwear, and embroidered shoes... All the clothes she wore on was spent on her body. Hanyu only realized how stupid she was, and blamed her mother for leaving behind regrets.

"Mom, I will take time to learn, I want to do it." A person who gives so much will always need to repay her. What did she repay? In her previous life, she only gave her mother a lifetime of loneliness. Will she have to repeat the same mistakes in this life and let her mother be lonely for the rest of her life? Even if she makes a piece of clothing for her mother and a company, it is a reward.

Lin's movements stopped for a moment and whispered, "Okay, it's important for girls to learn some of these."

In the quiet night, Han Yu could clearly hear such whispers.

"Does mom regret that I am a daughter?"

"Silly child, you are the child of your mother. Whether it is a woman or a man, you are all the flesh and blood of your mother. It is good to read some books, but my mother just thinks that it is good for a woman to stay in the inner house for the rest of her life and be well-educated. Even if she becomes a talented woman in everyone's mouth, it will not be of much use."

After hearing this, Yan Hanyu felt that she was another slap on her head. Her grandfather did not stop her from studying, and her mother did not recommend her to study. Is her schooling right or wrong?

"Mom, I'm sorry, I misunderstood you."

"Stop talking stupid things, go back and rest early. We will talk about it tomorrow if you have any questions."

"Mom, can I rest here with you?" Yan Hanyu asked.

"Okay, go to bed first, go to bed earlier. My mother will go to bed quickly after embroidering this point. I will call Madam Lin..."

Yan Hanyu sat next to Lin Suxin, "Mom, I'm not sleepy now. Let's see you sleep with you for a while, don't call Madam Lin."

"Okay." Lin Suxin lowered her eyebrows and smiled, continuing the embroidery work in her hand.

My mother's hands were thin and white, and her slender hands were soft. I saw her pinching the embroidery needle with her fingers, slightly raised her little fingers, and raised her wrists and lowered her down. Hanyu felt very beautiful. Hanyu looked up at her mother's face. Her face was very calm, but her eyebrows were twisted slightly at all times. Even when she was smiling, the sadness was still revealed. Is she bitter, sad, and resentful? Hanyu had no idea. My mother was obviously in her prime, but she was a widow in her empty room. Hanyu felt pity in her heart.

At night, when Hanyu was asleep, she felt someone beside her gently patting her. It was a feeling of affection that she had not enjoyed for a long time. Hanyu had not tasted this feeling of love and pampering for a long time, and she felt like a dream and wanted to not wake up.

"I'm sorry, Hanyu, it's all my fault, it's all my fault." The familiar and gentle voice sounded softly.

Hanyu really wanted to answer her, Mother, it was not your fault, how could it be your fault? Mother, don’t blame yourself, it’s not your business! She wanted to say this, but the feeling of sleepiness made her weak all over. Her mouth squirmed a few times and turned into murmurs, and then she fell asleep.
Chapter completed!