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Gu Siyi was heartbroken by Zheng Peipei's crying, and she didn't know what to say... She could only hold her and gently pat her back. Zheng Peipei had enough crying and finally took a breath.
The two found a coffee shop with few families and chose a quiet location to sit down.
Gu Siyi asked with concern, "What happened to you? Why did it suddenly..."
In recent years, Zheng Peipei often asked her to complain about this underground love, and it was not surprising that she had experienced some ups and downs. Last time they broke up in a cold war, but later they made up again. I thought that they would get better after graduation, but I didn’t know that it would be like this as soon as I graduated...
And this time the sadness is far more than before.
Zheng Peipei sobbed and said, "I have already mentioned breaking up... I don't want to torture myself anymore... Even if I am sad this time, I will survive..."
"Tell me first, what happened? Did he do something that is sorry for you?"
"No..." Zheng Peipei took a deep breath, panting in his chest and gasping, and said, "Just because he didn't, I was even more blocked. He said he couldn't say anything, he couldn't make trouble. He was just suppressing him. If he continued like this, I would go crazy..."
"Then there must be an opportunity?"
"I... saw with my own eyes... he kissed other women..." Zheng Peipei said this sentence with difficulty, and the scene at that time appeared in his mind, and tears couldn't help but rolled down again.
I agreed to come to accompany her during the graduation season. Even if I can't give her a hug in public, as long as I can come, I'd better have fun while there is no one around. But when things come, I'm still in the crew and can't get out.
Work is all about work, she can only understand him...
On the day when Gu Siyi School held its graduation ceremony, Zheng Peipei came to play with her. Seeing the scene of her intimate relationship with Xia Zhijun, she was in a bad mood. They were all in love, so why was her love so bitter?
At that time, Xia Zhijun looked so cold, while Su Han was gentle and gentle and patient. She thought in her heart, how great it would be to be with someone like Su Han, and she could enjoy this gentle sweetness every day.
result……
The cold Xia Zhijun gives his girlfriend a unique favor, while the gentle Su Han gives gentleness to fans all over the world.
Zheng Peipei felt uncomfortable and suppressed, and could only understand Su Han’s work.
But she still couldn't help but miss her and ran to the crew to watch him.
Without saying hello in advance, she wanted to give him an unexpected surprise.
Zheng Peipei sneaked into the infield and saw the set surrounded by a group of staff...
Under that big tree, Su Han pressed the heroine on the trunk and kissed her...
The heroine has been rumored to him for several months, and he explained to her that it was just the need of the investor. She believed him and ignored the news gossip that was flying all over the sky.
But this kiss scene is so real...
The director shouted, and they kissed again...
At the request of the director, their eyes and expressions became more and more in place...
That feeling of love, the feeling of deep love between each other, is so real...
Zheng Peipei collapsed...
Yes, work, it’s all about work. She can understand it. But her feelings cannot be accepted!
He wants to be a good actor, and every time he takes a drama in the future, he will be so close to the heroine...
What should she do? I comfort myself like Ah Q again and again, is it all work needs?
In the camera, Su Han is in love with the heroine Fenghua Xueyue.
Outside the camera, in the corner where no one was around, Zheng Peipei hugged himself and cried silently.
Never felt so humble, never felt so heartbroken... Is this the love she wanted?
Always suppress, always understand, always wait, always be a shadow...
"So, is the kissing scene?" Gu Siyi asked in a low voice.
"Yes..." Zheng Peipei smiled bitterly, "Am I very pretentious? This is obviously his job!"
"I don't know if this is pretentious... I put myself in my shoes. If I learn to do this, I can't stand it." Gu Siyi said truthfully.
No matter what the reason or need, she couldn't accept kissing other women. This is the possessiveness and exclusivity of love.
Zheng Peipei wiped away his tears and said, "Later, the scene was over. I wanted to pretend to be nothing, at least tell him that I have been here..."
"Then what?"
"Then I saw him sitting aside and chatting with the heroine, maybe talking about the script, maybe talking about something else, with that gentle smile on his face, the heroine smiled sweetly... They were so good. There was another detail. The heroine felt hot, so he got up and went to find someone else to get a small fan for her."
Gu Siyi silently and said, "This...he is such a person, very gentlemanly and very graceful."
"Yes, I was attracted by his tenderness before..." Zheng Peipei smiled and said with a hint of despair, "But if he treats women all over the world like this, what kind of happiness can I have? Every fan of him enjoys his pampering, but I can't understand..."
Gu Siyi sighed softly.
Zheng Peipei said with tears in his eyes, "I'm obviously his girlfriend, I'm trying to maintain this long-distance relationship. I'm the person who needs his pampering the most."
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"After all I didn't go to see him, I felt that I was the out of place... After leaving the crew, I sent him a message and asked for a breakup. He called me, and I mentioned the breakup again on the phone. I blocked his contact information. This time I made up my mind to cut off this relationship, either to find a sense of existence or to vent the cold war. I just... have been fed up!... Four years, I don't want to feel wronged myself anymore... I'm not his shadow... I feel so sorry for myself... I shouldn't live like this..."
Gu Siyi whispered: "At the party before graduation, he told me to persuade you that he is working hard for your future."
"Maybe..." Zheng Peipei breathed lightly, "He is indeed very hardworking, and his career is obvious to all, but we are getting further and further away... It's so sad. I have been guarding for four years, but I still can't hold the perfect day."
Gu Siyi pretended to be relaxed and said: "Don't be sad, at least you have been in a relationship with your idol, right? It's still very fulfilling as a life experience. Next time, you can find a boyfriend that makes you happy!"
Zheng Peipei nodded: "Well! I'm going to find my Xia Zhijun too! Who isn't a little princess yet? Can't I have a man holding me in my palm?"
"Yes, of course there are. There were quite a few boys chasing you in your school before."
"That's right, I like me a lot. I didn't like it before, so I can pick it up in the future~"
Gu Siyi smiled, "Give you a little more careful~"
"Just give me half of your love luck. You are so happy with the God of Learning. Even a long-distance relationship can show off your food."
When Xia Zhijun went abroad, Zheng Peipei kept scolding Gu Siyi for being stupid, saying that she had let her boyfriend go abroad because of her brain, and she suffered a lot in the future. As a result... A few times when the two of them were having dinner, Xia Zhijun sent a video, and then they ate and chatted as if no one else was around. The chat content was so full that it was so trivial that she even said what she ate today and saw what she saw yesterday.
Zheng Peipei was amazed and waited for her to hang up the video and asked her, "Why are you talking about trivial things? Don't you talk too much?"
"This is a shared life, why are you talking too much?" Gu Siyi asked back.
Then, she found that they had set up a love app together, and they left messages and wrote jokes on it from time to time to record their daily life. Although they were thousands of miles apart, at both ends of the earth, they knew each other's daily life well. Oh, and, they had an unstoppable date once a month.
Seeing the two of them in a long-distance relationship, Zheng Peipei knew that it turned out that the idiot was himself.
She is not only a long-distance relationship, but also an underground relationship. Her boyfriend is a big star who is so busy that he is almost out of his private space.
Even if you have a long-distance relationship, you can have such a sweet relationship.
Zheng Peipei hugged Gu Siyi's shoulder and said, "I like watching you show off your food now. You gave me confidence..."
Gu Siyi: "Give you confidence?"
Zheng Peipei smiled with a hint of bitterness and joke: "Yes. Although I am not happy, your love is so happy. So, it is not a problem of love, but a problem of human beings. I will not be disappointed in love."
Gu Siyi suddenly felt extremely distressed by Zheng Peipei, hugged her, and said softly: "You will definitely be happy."
Zheng Peipei said that he wanted to be liberated and free, but after all, he had been in love for four years and was still feeling uncomfortable. She was completely empty-handed now, and she didn't want to consider work, nor did she want to go home and be found abnormal by her family. She followed Gu Siyi to S City.
Gu Siyi took Zheng Peipei to live in an apartment in the city. Gu’s mother was worried that the two young girls would not be able to take good care of her, so she specially hired a cook and a cleaning aunt to come to provide services when they needed it.
Gu Siyi went to work at the TV station as a formal employee. When she was at work, Zheng Peipei stayed at home.
She knew that what Zheng Peipei needed most was the space for healing and the company of his friends.
After get off work, when I saw the wine bottles all over the floor of my house, I would not tell her, but asked her if she wanted to have some barbecue. If conditions permit, she would sing with her and indulge her together.
They sat in front of the floor-to-ceiling window, looking at the colorful world outside, the beautiful night view of the city, and the chatting around the southeast, west and north.
During this period, Su Han contacted Gu Siyi and hoped that she would help the two of them meet.
Gu Siyi said: "Give her some space to cushion yourself. It's not too late to see you when she adjusts it."
Su Han had no choice but to give up.
After Zheng Peipei passed the depression in the first stage, he began to go out of the house in the second stage and go to the mall to buy. Her biggest interest was not to buy things for herself, but to buy things for Gu Siyi.
"Brother Yi, I will only spoil you in the future!"
"Take the man and the dog!"
"You are here to accompany me on my birthday! I failed the exam and supervise me for review! I bought new clothes and bags, and you are here to accompany me! When I am sad, you are here to accompany me! When I am still here to accompany me during the holiday carnival!"
"What do I want a man to do? Obviously, the ones who accompany me the most are good sisters!"
When Zheng Peipei was talking excitedly, Gu Siyi suddenly said, "But men have functions that women cannot have..."
“For example?”
Gu Siyi coughed lightly and smiled slightly, "Harmony tenderness."
"…????" Zheng Peipei's black question mark face.
After understanding, he looked shocked, "Brother Yi! You learned bad things! You actually spoke up!"
Gu Siyi hehe: "I'll seek truth from facts."
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To be continued...