Chapter 30 Disappears
Finally, she watched her uncle and aunt being pushed away by the hospital, Gu Shibai's heart-wrenching cry, stopping, and watching her parents pull him to comfort her... But she, like a bystander, silently watching everything that was happening in front of her, but she was powerless. At that time, she realized how small she was.
My parents helped me with my uncle and aunt's funeral. Many relatives and friends came to the funeral. When they looked at Shibai, their eyes were sympathetic and pitiful.
Su Yujin is in the corner now, and she feels very uncomfortable when she looks at this scene.
Gu Shibai stood still, looking at the people on the tombstone until everyone left one by one. His parents couldn't resist him, so he let him go.
The sky was cloudy and it started to rain soon. The rain was not as big as expected, but it was not small. She quickly took out the umbrella she carried with her from her bag, and then ran over, regardless of half of her body being drenched in the rain, and opened the umbrella to block the rain for him.
Looking at the boy who had no reaction in front of him, Su Yujin bit his lip and tried to persuade him carefully: "It's raining, why don't we go back."
Gu Shibai seemed to have not heard it, and his eyes were still staring at the tombstone, regardless of the wind and rain, and the people around him.
Su Yujin understood his pain, sympathized with his experience, and felt more sorry for him. People had been no longer eating or drinking for several days. If this continues, how can their bodies stand it?
"Don't do this. People cannot be resurrected when they die. If the uncle and aunt know, they will be sad."
The other party was still indifferent.
If she had enough strength, she would have pulled him away.
She hasn't had a good night's sleep these days. She closed her eyes and remembered Gu Shibai's painful face. She was not a very comforting girl, but her worries about Gu Shibai never stopped, but it was useless.
She threw the umbrella on the ground and said to him, "Since you don't leave, I won't leave anymore, I'll be here to accompany you."
Seeing the once energetic boy, who had experienced sudden disasters in his life, lost everything, and became thinner, Su Yujin was actually both distressed and sad, and she didn't know how to comfort him.
Such life changes cannot be eliminated by just a few words of comfort.
That day, except staring at the tombstone, he didn't say a word to her, and he didn't even look at her.
The rain was getting heavier and heavier, and in the end, she and him were wet all over. She looked at him and slowly, tears oozed out of her eyes.
That day, she had been standing with him in the rain for a long time, and later she took them home when her parents arrived.
At night, she had a fever, and it reached 39 degrees. She was confused and heard someone gently pushing the door in. She sat next to her for a long time and said a lot to her, but she didn't hear a word clearly and felt very uncomfortable.
Early the next morning, my mother went upstairs to see her in peace.
"How is it?" Mom touched her head and asked with concern.
Su Yujin looked at the water cup next to her, and she remembered last night... She clearly remembered that there was someone around her, was she dreaming? She was stunned for a while before she remembered her mother's questioning.
"It's much better." She took the initiative to touch her forehead, "Look, she won't burn anymore, right?"
Seeing that she was energetic and her face improved, my mother breathed a sigh of relief: "Don't do this next time. Your dad and I were worried all night, but fortunately, the fever finally subsided."
Su Yujin was not interested in this. She poked her head and asked hesitantly: "That, mother, Gu Shibai, how is he doing? Is there any fever or something?"
She was soaked yesterday that she had been wet all over yesterday. She was worried that he had a fever too. Losing a loved one was already painful enough.
Speaking of Gu Shibai, the mother couldn't hide the sadness on her face and sighed: "I don't have a fever. This child's health is better than you, but he didn't say a word like this, which is really worrying."
Su Yujin suddenly remembered the day when the accident happened. She accidentally saw her mother hiding in the corner and wiping her tears. The good sisters who had been for many years left without a word, and her mother must have felt bad.
Su Yujin leaned in her mother's arms and tried to control her emotions. Her voice sounded a little hoarse: "Mom, Gu Shibai had lost his relatives, so he must be very sad. I want to accompany him these days."
Mom touched her hair and nodded: "Okay, now she is the only one left in the Gu family. You peers are easier to communicate than your dad and me. Please help your parents watch him more and tell them in time if there is any situation."
Su Yujin said "yes" and stopped talking.
After going downstairs, she was about to find Gu Shibai. She knocked on the door several times, but no one answered.
Somehow, she was a little worried, so she went to get the key. The moment she opened the door, she was stunned.
Gu Shibai, along with his salute, was gone, leaving only a farewell letter.
These days, because his relatives died, his parents took him home to live temporarily. Now that the room is empty, she suddenly panicked.
My parents rushed over and were also surprised when they heard the sound. Mom couldn't help but blame her father: "Don't you let you watch it well? Why don't you see someone? Where will he go alone?"
After all, he is still a child after all.
Su Yujin was anxious and panicked, and worried. She tried hard to calm her emotions. Now is not the time to hold her accountable. Su Yujin immediately interrupted: "Mom and Dad, stop talking, let's go out and find someone quickly."
Find the person first.
The uncle and aunt are gone. What if something happens to him? Su Yujin becomes more and more afraid of thinking deeper.
School, home... she would not let go of the place he could go, and even if there was a glimmer of hope, she would not give up. That day, Su Yujin and her parents searched for the whole day, but they didn't find Gu Shibai, as if the person disappeared out of thin air.
That night, she cried all night with the letter he left, and she couldn't sleep all night. She didn't know how to describe her mood that day. She was very bad and sad, and she was empty, as if her heart was hollowed out.
The person she liked disappeared without a sound, and disappeared from her world.
Later, she went to Tsinghua University, but she didn't wait to go to the same university with him.
She had fantasized about the scene of them walking side by side on campus countless times, but unfortunately, it was just an imagination after all.
Her secret love disappeared with that person before it even began.
Maybe one day, they will meet again, maybe, they will have to miss each other in their lives, and sometimes she even thinks it is a dream. In the dream, she is covered in mud and watched the man opposite slowly walk towards her, just like that rainy day, he stretched out his hand to himself...
Chapter completed!