"you're awake?"

When Yasuo returned to the world again, all he saw was the ceiling of his dojo, and the healing incense burning around him. The person who asked this question with concern was a person he was very familiar with.

Elder Suma. Beside Elder Suma, his mother with red eyes and a sad face was looking at him and silently wiping the tears from the corners of his eyes.

Obviously, Yongen's death had a huge impact on his mother, and because he was also asleep, his mother must have had a hard time during this period. But despite this, he was still able to learn from his mother

There was a happy look on his face. But this maternal love made him feel ashamed and he wanted to escape from here in a hurry. Because it was precisely because of his recklessness and spirit that he had been taking care of his mother and protecting the family.

Rain's Yongen died.

Suddenly, he remembered that he had never cared about his mother who raised him. His brother had always been taking care of his mother and taking care of the family's farmland, while he had been looking for people to drink, fight, and laugh at.

Yongen doesn't practice his sword well.

How could I do this?

What's the difference between me and a pig or a dog? I neglect my mother, contradict my brother, and ignore everything around me with force...

And I killed everyone...

What am I?

Am I really human?

Yasuo's eyes suddenly fell into confusion. Seeing him like this, everyone in the dojo also shut their mouths that wanted to make a noise. After all, even though their child had left them forever, the most important thing now

But he was still alive. Yasuo's appearance already showed how painful what he had experienced was, so they would not question Yasuo at this time to increase his pain.

They would ask Yasuo when he was willing to speak out, not now.

After all, even if Yasuo has been trapped in sorrow and pain and is unwilling to tell what happened to him, they can still ask a psychic, or wait until the Spring Festival, when the undead return to the world with the help of flowers. This is balance and harmony.

The way the concept bus drives in this nascent land is also the outlook on life and values ​​they have maintained for thousands of years.

"No matter what you encounter, you always have to face it, just like the wind meets a wall, you either blow it down or go around it. But you have to face it anyway, otherwise you

How do you know you can't beat the other person?"

After seeing everyone else leaving, Elder Suma shook his head slightly, then looked at Yasuo, who had silently sat up and was looking at his hands in a daze, and signaled Yasuo's mother to leave here first.

Yasuo's mother did as she was told, and after she left, the white-haired elder Souma looked at Yasuo who was sitting there, still looking at his hands blankly, while shaking his head, he said Yasuo.

The fact that Suo is least willing to face.

"You caused them to die, right? At least that's what you think."

Yasuo lowered his head, and countless tears rushed out of his eyes at this moment. If he could be more cautious and humble, then his fellow disciples would not die, and Elder Suma would treat him like a grandfather.

He would not have lost almost all his disciples at this age. His brother would not have died, and his mother would not have fallen into such sadness.

So he still couldn't say a word. The screams of his fellow disciples before they died were still ringing in his ears. His brother's last disappointed look and those accusing words were still echoing in his ears.

. He almost didn't dare to close his eyes, because once he closed his eyes, the resentful looks of his dead classmates would appear in front of him, and the leader was definitely his brother Yongen.

"Death is like the wind, always with me... Don't worry about me, child. I'm already this age, and maybe I'll be able to see them next year, so you don't have to worry that I'll be lonely and have no one to look after me. Now it's time to

What matters is whether you can face your mistakes and move on from them."

Patting his disciple's shoulder, he could feel his disciple's loss and uneasiness, and the unruly wind that he could feel on his body in the past also slowly stopped at this moment.

This means that his apprentice is now unable to use the wind-controlling swordsmanship. Not only has his heart been locked up by himself, but the sword in his heart has also been broken by himself. If the heart cannot dance with the wind, the sword in his heart will also be broken.

If he cannot merge with the sword in his hand, let alone wind-controlling swordsmanship, he may not even be able to defeat the apprentice he just learned. The shadows of the past will linger in front of his eyes, making him no longer able to feel happiness, and

The wind stirred up.

Yasuo could only cry continuously. He still couldn't forgive himself. The weight of so many lives was holding him down, especially when these people died because of him.

Raising his head, he could see a patch of white outside the dojo through his hazy tearful eyes. Almost every family in the village had died, and the reason was his anger.

If he had to die alone and endure all kinds of torture, he would not shed a single tear, nor would he regret it. He would only regret that he could not improve his swordsmanship again, and that he could not repay his mother.

The nurturing love. But now his mistakes cost others their lives, but he, the culprit, survived alone.

He couldn't accept this ending.

"It's more difficult to live than to die, Yasuo. I don't remember that I taught a coward. Among your mother's sons, there has never been a child named Yasuo who was afraid of challenges."

Yasuo remained silent. He didn't know how he could face his guilt. He wanted to escape, but he couldn't escape because he knew that if he escaped, he would always be able to escape, just like in the family.

Faced with the burden of his father, he is the same as his father who ran away. And once he escapes from his own responsibilities, his mother will bear all the blame on his behalf.

He killed his brother and already made him worse than a pig or a dog. Should he still make his mother suffer for his sins as an adult? In that case, wouldn't he become worse than a maggot?

"I...killed them all."

He opened his mouth with difficulty and said the words that were most difficult for him to say. The guilt and pain in his heart also made Yasuo lose the ability to think again. He could only look at his master blankly and look at his master's sadness.

And a very old face.

Elder Suma knew that he could not completely comfort Yasuo's inner scars, so he could only let out a long sigh and enlighten his most proud disciple as much as possible.

"Everyone has their own choice, Yasuo, what you have to do is not to live up to the life they took back."

But my life is not worth so much.

Yasuo closed his eyes again. There was no longer any sound in his heart, and Yongen's resentful eyes appeared in front of him on time.
Chapter completed!