Chapter 159 Love yourself more than
Xu Ai was silent for a moment, turned around and returned to Xiang Nuan's room, sat down beside her bed, Xiang Nuan closed the door and sat down beside him, looking at his side face without saying anything, silently accompanying him.
After a moment of silence, Xu Ai said slowly, "I have thought a lot from the time when things happened. The mistake was not caused by one person. I had a strong memory when I was very young. Before I was five years old, I remembered how good my mother was to me very clearly. Later, my mother suddenly alienated me. Although I was sensitive, I was still young after all. I knew that my mother hated me, but I didn't know the reason, so I always looked forward to my mother who would love me like I was before I was five years old. It was not until the previous incident in M Country that I knew the real reason."
Speaking of this, Xu Ai raised her head, reached out to hug Xiang Nuan into her arms, and continued, "I let her go after knowing the reason, not only because she was the mother who gave me life, but mainly because her love for me before she was five years old was sincere and not miserable. At that time, she was a mother, my mother. I clearly remember her tenderness, what made such a gentle woman turn into a cruel and ruthless person. I thought about it seriously these days. At first, I had no idea. Later, when I saw her getting along with my father, I thought that their rooms were arranged according to their father's preferences, I suddenly understood that it was because of love."
"A woman's happiness before marriage is given by her parents, and her husband's happiness after marriage is given by her husband. The main reason lies in my father. My father married her mother but did not make her feel at ease. How could a heart that was erratic at any time stand the test? After the incident, my mother still loves her father, so she only has one vent, which is me, a child she thinks my father has a baby with other women."
Xiang Nuanxin was tugged, and it turned out that he understood.
"Since it was because of the father, that is, the Xu family, the Xu family did not let her be happy when they entered the house. This is the fault of the Xu family man. My life was given by her ten months of pregnancy, even if she wanted it, but when I thought of Nuannuan, I suddenly realized that what she wanted was never my life, but my father's love, and the happiness of her and her father. I thought about it from a different perspective and my heart became clear. If Nuannuan had done something wrong and it was irreversible, what would I do?"
Xiang Nuan was stunned. Why did he still involve himself? Could it be that he forgives his mother because of himself? He really wanted to know what he would do if it were him?
"What would you do?" Xiang Nuan asked curiously.
"I will protect Nuannuan. Even if the person you want to betray me, I don't want you to make mistakes. I hope you are well."
Xu Ai's firm words shocked Xiang Nuan's heart. Is that true? Even if he betrayed him, he still wants to make himself well? Is this love? Is this the love that is unswerving in life and death?
Looking at it from another perspective, if Xu Ai betrayed her, she knew that she would never be like him. She knew that she would hate him to death. Even if she didn't fight for life and death, she would never have any involvement or contact, which would completely disappear from her life. She would never ask others for what she could not do, so she never expected Xu Ai to treat her like this, but now Xu Ai said it sincerely, and her inner shock was indescribable.
"Why are you so kind to me?" Xiang Nuan looked at him in confusion.
Xu Ai lowered her head and kissed her white forehead softly and then, whispering, "Because I love you, I love you more than myself."
So he understood his mother. Mother loved her father better than anything. Even when she thought she had betrayed her, she never thought of leaving him. The beautiful daughter of the Jiang family, even if she left the Xu family, her mother lived a good life, but she did not. She had not even told her grandparents about this for so many years. It can be seen that in her heart, even if she was wronged, she did not want to leave her father. With this, he could not care about anything she did to her.
The person in his arms is also the woman he integrates into his life. He will not follow the old path of his parents. He will definitely tie her to himself, use love that transcends life and all the happiness he can give!
Xiang Nuan's eyes heated up, she closed her eyes and buried her face in his arms. Maybe other couples would say such tender and sweet words, but how many can they really do it? But she believed that Xu Ai could do it when she said it, because he was a proud person since he was born and disdained to say things against his will because of coaxing herself.
"You're so stupid."
Xu Ai smiled, "So, Nuannuan, such a stupid person, must not give up, otherwise I will be so pitiful."
Xiang Nuan, who was originally very moved, suddenly disappeared without a trace because of his words, and gave him a blank look, "So are you forgiveing your mother?"
"It should be said that I have never hated her in my heart. I have any reason to hate her. After I knew the truth, I couldn't hate her even more. But childhood and teenagers needed their mother the most. This year, I am twenty-five years old and can no longer be attached to her like I did when I was a child. So, let my dad compensate her for the rest of my life."
After Xu Ai said this, her heart felt much more relaxed, and her calm eyes became softer. The feeling of being in her heart was indeed different. Her heart was calm, and someone shared her worries and happiness. She felt so happy.
"Just as long as you think it's good." Xiang Nuan made up her mind at this moment. She must love this man well in the future, a man who is not easier than herself.
"Let's rest. We are going to our grandfather's house tomorrow. This is the first time Nuannuan has to meet her grandparents. She must be fully energetic."
"Hmph, are you worried about embarrassing you?" Xiang Nuan gave him an angry look.
"I don't worry about this. I'm worried that there are too many wolves tomorrow. I can't stand it, so Nuannuan needs to be mentally guarded against wolves." Xu Ai said seriously.
Xiang Nuan suddenly laughed, "Why is Mr. Xu so unconfident?"
Xu Ai hugged the person who was smiling and looked at her dotingly, "Because you are my warm-up treasure!"
Today, Xu Ai made Xiang Nuan look at him greatly. Xu Shao, who was so cold in the eyes of the people of Long, had such tenderness. He spoke love words and said, and the most important thing was that he could believe in it. Only she could see such Xu Ai, and a feeling of satisfaction surged in her heart.
The two of them talked for a while before Xu Ai left.
Xu Ai made the statement clear today. Xiang Nuan was not worried that he would not be able to handle his mother's affairs well. After taking a comfortable hot shower, he wanted to sleep. He went to bed. He thought that the dress he had brought back had not tried it. He got up and got out of bed and walked into the cloakroom. When the corner of his mouth twitched, she took back three sets. But didn't Xu Ai send her back all three sets of dresses of the same style? He moved very quickly, and they were already placed in her cloakroom, with a wardrobe full of walls hanging.
How many days can she live in the old house? Xu Ai doesn't take over as the head of the family. Even if they get married, it is unlikely that they will live in the old house for a long time. Every dress here is customized and it is expensive. Isn't it a waste to put it here if you don't wear it?
Well, it was already here, and it was too late to say anything. She didn't worry anymore. She took out one of the three dresses she chose and tried it. After trying all three sets, she chose the lilac, slanted shoulders. The dress exposed one side of the shoulders, and the irregular loose skirt underneath it just exposed her slender ankles, which could set off her slender waist and be very energetic.
She hung the selected dress aside alone, and then she went back to bed.
Lying on the comfortable bed, because she was at the Xu family, she didn't have to worry about anything, so she slept soundly. The next day, Xu Ai knocked on the door and woke her up.
She was speechless, no, she stayed at Xu's house for two nights, and her life pattern changed. She had no morning exercises in the morning. She should set an alarm clock tomorrow morning. Although she left Youzhan, she would not stop the training she deserved. After all, strength is the guarantee of safety. When she mentioned the alarm clock, she remembered the alarm clock that Jiang Han specially made for her, and it had been with her for several years. She shook her head. It was a terrible thing. If she couldn't, she could not get up with the alarm clock in the future.
Xu Ai looked at the person who sat on the bed in a daze after being woken up by him, frowned and shook his head. Such a cute person reminded him of the warm treasures he had when he was a child, so cute.
"Nuanbao, what are you thinking?" Xu Ai walked to the bed and reached out to shake her.
Xiang Nuan blinked after coming to her senses, "I'm thinking that I've been too lazy these days and haven't even persisted in morning exercises. This won't work."
Xu Ai was stunned. He knew that for the You Zhan team members, being a trainer every day is essential. No matter where you are, you should not be lazy in practicing ancient martial arts, no matter how old you are.
"I'll call Nuanbao tomorrow morning, let's go for morning exercises together."
"Okay." Xiang Nuan immediately responded. She was looking forward to being able to practice morning with Xu Ai.
"Now I get up and wash up, have breakfast, we are going to my grandfather's house." Xu Ai said in a gentle tone when rubbing her head.
Xiang Nuan slapped her forehead, "I forgot."
Xu Ai was not happy at all. She forgot that it means that her cousin Jiang Han is not the one she puts in her heart.
Xiang Nuan turned over and got out of bed and went in to wash, and her movements were so neat. Xu Ai was speechless. This was the first time she saw someone using ancient martial arts skills to get up and wash.
He shook his head and sat down beside the bed and waited for her.
After Xiang Nuan washed up, she saw Xu Ai still waiting for her. Seeing her coming out, Xu Ai naturally held her hand, "I will come up to change my dress after breakfast."
Xiang Nuan had planned so well, and the two of them came downstairs holding hands and saw two people sitting on the sofa in the living room, one was Xu Siyuan and the other was Jiang Han.
Chapter completed!