Sitting in a wheelchair, Qin Shousheng kept bent and stretching his toes, hoping that through physical exercise, his premature aging limbs could be improved.

The spacious and bright hall is full of the atmosphere of books. A row of tall bookshelfs are filled with ancient books with yellowed pages, and there are even many bamboo and wooden slips. On the surrounding walls, famous ancient paintings worth billions of yuan are hung like that; on the wooden racks beside the walls and on the coffee table, one by one, which seems ordinary, but in fact, is even worthless cultural relics, and some are thrown to the ground and thrown away the corners.

A wave of lazy footsteps came from the stairs. The footsteps were messy and floating, making people feel that the owner of these feet was an older person than Qin Shousheng.

Qin Shousheng frowned, but a kind smile appeared at the corner of his eyes. Obviously, he loved the master of his footsteps very much.

A young man with messy hair walked downstairs.

Seeing Qin Shousheng's back, a complex expression appeared in the young man's eyes. There was hatred, respect, disdain, and fear. Many expressions were intertwined, forming a complex look.

The young man shouted upstairs: "All hesitates to come down, get out if you should get out, don't stay here."

The stairs rumbled, and five or six little girls wearing loose eyebrows and avant-garde clothes ran down.

Seeing Qin Shousheng's back, the little girl's eyes showed a look of admiration and fear.

The young man waved his hand and said impatiently: "Look at what he does, an old guy who is too old to play with women, what is worthy of your admiration? Get out of here, I won't call, I'm not allowed to harass me."

The young man took out a small bundle of money and threw it to one of the women, which was a compensation for their sleep last night.

Qin Shousheng kept looking at the scenery outside quietly until the young man was about to go upstairs again, and he said, "Come here."

"What are you doing?"

The young man stopped reluctantly and said impatiently, "There are so many girls last night, I was busy until the second half of the night, so I was sleepy."

Qin Shousheng was not angry either and asked the young man: "Do you know why you were named Qin?"

The young man snorted: "How do I know the name you gave me? What's wrong? Is it just a few more words? So many people call me Qin or when they see me? Are you upset? You said you are not educated, why would you name me? Don't look at your own name? Qin Shousheng! Humph, it's a beast. Tell me, can this name meet people? But you have used it all your life, which makes me embarrassed too."

Qin Shousheng snorted: "The body, hair and skin are accepted by my parents, and I cannot give up my parents. Therefore, Xiahou Chun swallowed his eyes during the Three Kingdoms and did not abandon them. My name was given by my parents, and I will keep it. Even if this name is a very humiliating name, I will use it for the rest of my life. My parents, your grandparents are not educated, but their love for me is no less than other parents."

The young man shook his head and sighed: "Are you so confused? You are my grandfather. I should call your parents great grandfather, great grandma. Hi! Why am I calculating about these things with an old fool? Am I so confused too?"

Qin Shousheng's face showed a painful expression, as if millions of steel knives were stabbing his heart. The hidden pain in his soul relapsed, making him unable to help but cover his chest and moan.

Qin? Seeing this, the cynical expression on his face immediately disappeared. He hurriedly picked up the medicine bottle beside Qin Shousheng and served Qin Shousheng to take medicine.

After a while, the pain on Qin Shousheng's face disappeared.

Looking at the outside world nostalgic, Qin Shousheng said to Qin: "?, it means literary. I gave you this name because I hope you will be a truly civilized person. Don't be regarded as a villain like me who is full of evil and dies."

Qin? said depressedly: "I want to be a good person. But with you in front of me, what can I do? People say: 'Dragon gives birth to dragons, phoenixes give birth to phoenixes, and the son of a mouse can dig holes. The seeds of beasts can only be animals, not humans.' So, I can only be animals, not humans."

Qin Shousheng showed a sorry expression on his face and said to Qin: "Child, you have suffered. What I want to tell you is not to not be a beast, but to be a beast disguised as an adult, a high-level bully, and a villain who praises you as a great good man."

Qin? Relied on: "Isn't this a basketball player's crotch-breathing? Good and evil are clear. How can there be someone who does bad things and can make people praise them?"

Qin Shousheng sneered and said, "Where are there? Look at those guys who are well-dressed and hypocritical, and always call them the people and love them the people. Which one is clean? Who dares to swear to the heavens, saying that they are righteous and have clean sleeves?"

Qin? He was dissatisfied and said in anti-voice: "You are mentally perverted. You are not a good person, so you regard others as bad people. The secretary of the Discipline Inspection Commission in our city, known as "Bao Longtu Living", lives in a two-bedroom and one-living house. When the elderly in the family passed away, they could not even afford the funeral expenses. Isn't he a righteous and honest official?"

Qin Shousheng smiled slightly, took out an electronic remote control at hand, pressed a few numbers, and the same picture appeared on the row of monitors opposite.

The sound of "huh, ahhh" came, and an extremely obscene picture appeared in front of Qin?'s eyes.

Qin? He is not old but is a master figure who has been tested for a long time. Seeing a man and a woman having sex on TV hard, he didn't even show any signs of an erection.

Looking at the man carefully, Qin exclaimed: "Isn't this Yang Wei, Secretary of the Discipline Inspection Commission? He... he actually does this kind of thing too? He also publishes declarations on TV every day against the anti-**, anti-luxury, and anti-corruption of life. He... he is so shameless! He is obviously called impotence, but he is still so arrogant. It's really not a thing!"

Yang Wei's powerful speech at the Anti-corruption and Integrity Conference appeared on TV: "Although I am the secretary of the Commission for Discipline Inspection, I am also a human being. I know that everyone has emotions and desires and will make all kinds of mistakes. In my eyes, the function of the Commission for Discipline Inspection is not to fight crime, but to deter those who want to commit crimes, so that everyone can hold the heart that wants to break free from the edge of the cliff and return to the track of serving the people. Comrades, is money really that important? It is worth your risk with your future and even your life? Look at me, I

I only earn a few thousand yuan a month, and I need to support a family and help the villagers. I have no spare money. But I do it right and act straight, and I am not surprised when I knock on the door in the middle of the night. When I am upright, I am just angry. Some comrades said that when I see me, I feel a whisper in my heart. I am not happy to hear it. Why? Because if you are afraid of me from the bottom of your heart, it means that your heart is not right and there is a ghost in your heart, so I am afraid of my integrity. I advise those who have ghosts in your heart to be careful and be careful of my..."

Qin? He opened his mouth wide and did not close for a long time. The two manifestations of Yang Wei's extreme opposition destroyed his unformed outlook on life and world.

Qin Shousheng said leisurely: "The bureaucrats in the city looked at them with big heads and big ears and powerful officials. When they came to me, no one could bow their heads and no one could say that they were. They felt so wronged that they were not only rich and powerful, with people above and under their hands, but also because of their corruption and bribery and bullying men and women. Hehe, otherwise, why can I be elected as Vice Chairman of the Municipal CPPCC and Provincial People's Congress as a villain who is called a ruthless person to be elected as Vice Chairman of the Municipal CPPCC and Provincial People's Congress representative?"

Qin? After finally coming back to his senses, he said blankly: "How could this happen? What they said and did was completely different. The contrast between people and people was so big, wouldn't they be confused?"

Qin Shousheng looked at Qin lovingly, and said patiently: "The world we exist is an extremely opposite world. Starting from life and death, good and evil, to high and low, large and small, good and evil, there are extreme oppositions. Strong and weak are the most opposed extremes in the world today. Most people in the world are weak. The weak need to crawl at the feet of the strong and let the strong deal with it. This is the law of nature. Human beings cannot get rid of this law, and the weak are controlled by the strong. However, human beings have another major shortcoming that they claim to be.

It is hypocrisy. With the progress of society, human beings will bring hypocrisy to the extreme. From birth, a person is instilled with theories such as kindness, beauty, obedience, and not violate the rules. But is it really so beautiful that theories in society are promoted? The fact is, no. So, the person who accepted the sheep theory becomes the weak man controlled by the strong. In fact, he could have become the strong man. Some sheep find themselves deceived, and they are unwilling to accept it and resist desperately. During the resistance, some sheep die, and some sheep succeed."

Qin asked tentatively: "Are you the successful sheep?"

Qin Shousheng smiled bitterly and said, "Yes, I am the sheep who succeeded. But the price of success is too great. As much as my wife and children are separated, my family is destroyed, and my body is covered with scars. It is all that damn educational theory, which has caused me too many setbacks and too many pains, which has made me go from being a newcomer with ideals, morality, culture and discipline to becoming one of the four evil people who are extremely vicious, guilty, unforgivable, and full of evil. Unfortunately, I don't have that ability, otherwise, I must develop the "wolf" sexual education theory among young people, so that our young people will become aggressive wolfs, rather than timid sheep. If there are hundreds of millions of little wolves screaming, the Western muddles will not dare to bully us no matter how red their eyes are."

Qin? said in surprise: "Grandpa, I didn't expect you to be an angry young man too! I thought that only people of my age were an angry young man? I didn't expect that an old man like you was an angry young man too."

Qin Shousheng touched a scar on his chest and said proudly: "This is the scar I left when I fought with the Japanese for the sake of the country. It is also one of the few things I can be proud of in my life. Perhaps the country has not touched me and has not sent me to hell because of the few things I have done that benefit the country and the people."

Qin? He became curious and hurriedly squatted in front of Qin Shousheng and begged: "Grandpa, you never tell me your past events. When my mother mentioned your name, her eyes turned red and she didn't say anything. I know, Grandpa must be a great hero, a great hero. Just tell me your hero story, right?"

Qin Shousheng showed a sarcastic expression on his face and murmured: "Heroes, bears, saints, beasts, who can tell clearly? 'Rights and wrongs, merits and demerits, freedom and future generations commented on'. Hehe, the ancients were really hypocritical. Can descendants know the thoughts of the person involved just between the lines? Can they know the torment in my heart? Can they know the shattered ideals in a person's heart and the painful torture when the outlook on life collapses?"

Seeing Qin's face full of incomprehension expressions, Qin Shousheng smiled lovingly: "Little?, you are only eighteen years old and don't know so many life philosophy. I only fully understood it when I was twenty-six or seven years old. Now I'm talking about these things to you, and it's a bit embarrassing you. But I feel that I don't have much time left. If I don't tell you now, I'm afraid I won't have the chance to say it. Over the years, I've been writing diaries and writing down everything I have since I was a child. If you are interested in my grandfather's life, just take it to read it."

Qin? Seeing Qin Shousheng take out a neatly bound large paper book from his wheelchair, he asked curiously: "Is this grandpa's diary? It's so big!"

Qin Shousheng said kindly: "In order not to let you re-take my old path, I am writing diaries every day, hoping that you can learn something from it. I just don't know if my body can allow me to finish writing these things. This is the first diary, you can read it first. I will continue to write it."

When I saw Qin, I was about to open it. Qin Shousheng stopped Qin: "Don't look in front of me, I don't want to see my child crying and suffering, that would break my fragile heart."

Qin? suspiciously took his grandfather's diary upstairs.

Just as I was about to open the diary, Qin suddenly saw from the window, with the help of his servant, sitting in a wheelchair and wandering around the garden.

Open the diary with a curious heart, and a line of neat and powerful words appeared in front of Qin?:

Qin?, I wrote this diary with a complicated mood. Originally, I wanted to hand over the diary to you after I passed away. After thinking about it, I decided to hand over the diary to you myself. Because I don’t want to have any regrets left, and I don’t want you to have any resentment towards me. What I want to tell you is that no matter what you see, don’t get angry, and use your patience to finish reading my diary. If you have any anger and hatred at that time, come to me again and I will answer it carefully. Before reading the diary, I want to tell you something. I don’t know if you noticed it. I have never treated you as a grandson, nor have you ever regarded yourself as your grandfather. Because I am not your grandfather at all, and you are not my grandson. Don’t be shocked, you are not adopted, you have my bloodline in you. Everything is explained in the diary.

He gasped in his chest, Qin? couldn't wait to open the diary and find the answer to make his heart burn.

Turning on the first page, a few big blood-red words appeared in front of Qin?:

"Diary of the Growth of the Wicked"
Chapter completed!