Chapter 2563 love but can't get(2/2)
She is a woman, and she also has pink dreams like little girls.
She wants to marry Prince Charming, she wants to be a princess.
But reality did not allow her to be a carefree princess. She became a responsible single mother.
Did she have any illusions about Gao Han?
Of course. After all, Gao Han is her first love.
But living with Gao Han is not what Feng Lulu wants.
Life between them is too
The disparity, being together with the cold, feels like living on clouds.
Too unreliable, she feels insecure.
Feng Lulu is a realistic and pragmatic woman. She has experienced too much. The cruel reality has long shattered all her pink bubble dreams.
When she was with Xiaoxiao's father, she was rushing to live a good life.
She thought that in the future there would be someone who would depend on her and rely on each other.
But reality completely defeated her.
She could not forget the scene when she gave birth to Xiaoxiao. After the birth, she lost consciousness in pain.
After she woke up, the other pregnant women in the bed were all being taken care of by their families, but there was only a child waiting to be fed beside her.
She has no one to rely on, all she can rely on is herself.
Other pregnant women cannot move for twelve hours after giving birth because the postpartum wounds are too painful.
However, Feng Lulu sat up an hour after giving birth because she wanted to look at the baby who had been crying.
The child cried loudly, and she held the child and secretly wiped her tears.
She felt heartache and physical pain, and she was numb at that time.
If she had been alone, she might have ended her own life and ended her miserable life.
But now, she has a child by her side and someone who can accompany her.
The day after giving birth, she was discharged from the hospital despite the doctor's dissuasion.
Why was she in a hurry to be discharged from the hospital?
Because she had no money on her, she had no money to pay for hospitalization.
No one has felt Feng Lulu's pain, so many people will not understand how much she needs a sense of security.
Gao Han helped her solve a big problem. She was grateful to Gao Han, but she would not be with him.
"Feng Lu..."
Listening to Feng Lulu say "enough", Gao Han felt like a needle pricked his heart.
It seems that he does not exist in her life plan.
"Gao Han, to be honest, if Xiaoxiao didn't go to a public kindergarten, I would really be in a tight situation. So, I'm very grateful to you for giving me a hand when my life was difficult."
Feng Lulu was only grateful to him.
Gao Han pursed his thin lips tightly and said nothing.
After a long time, Gao Han finally spoke, "Feng Lu, starting from tomorrow, you don't have to bring me dinner anymore."
Feng Lulu looked at him blankly, and then she responded blankly, "Okay." She lowered her eyes and didn't look at him again.
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Feng Lulu didn't know how she came out of Gao Han's office. She seemed to have lost her soul.
Gao Han's words are always in my mind, "Feng Lu, starting from tomorrow, you don't have to bring me dinner anymore."
"Mom, the bus is here."
It wasn't until the sound of laughter brought Feng Lulu back to reality.
Feng Lulu raised her hand to wipe her eyes. She picked him up and got on the bus with a smile.
"Mom, why are you crying?" Xiaoxiao sat on her and gently wiped Feng Lulu's eyes with her little hands.
Feng Lulu pursed her lips and looked at her daughter with a forced smile. She shook her head gently.
She raised her hand and wiped it hard, but for some reason, the more she wiped it, the more tears flowed.
When the child saw her mother crying all the time, her little mouth flattened and her tears fell down.
Feng Lulu hugged her daughter tightly. She coaxed the child softly, but her tears were like broken beads and she could not shed them.
On the bus, everyone, one big and one small, was crying silently.
Others saw Feng Lulu crying pitifully, including an elderly aunt, who couldn't help but persuade her in a low voice.
"Girl, there are no obstacles in life that you can't overcome, just be patient."
Feng Lulu nodded vigorously. She had already figured it out when her family suffered a sudden change when she was eighteen years old.
She is crying now because of the cold.
She loves the cold, but it's a pity——
Chapter completed!