It seemed like it suddenly, the whole process heated up, getting warmer day by day. However, it was not yet hot, and it was still far from summer.

After Yu Xing expressed his attitude, Sheng Yi did not disappear. Instead, she often saw him. Downstairs of the teaching building, in the restaurant, on the way back to the apartment, and in front of her house.

He was waiting for her.

It appeared frequently in her vision, and her eyes seemed to have a lot of things to say.

Yu Xing hesitated for this and quickly adapted to it, just like flowers, plants and trees on the roadside. He saw it when he saw it, and if he didn't approach, he would gently walk around his feet.

If you want to say intentional, you are indeed deliberately ignoring him.

She didn't look at his eyes, dared or did not want to, and every moment she looked in contact with her eyes, she seemed to be calm and hurried away.

The monthly exam results are down.

This time, Yu Xing ranked first on the list alone.

Before the exam, the teacher said that the difficulty this time is not the same level as before, so everyone is ready.

Once the score was released, the second place was fifteen points less than her, and there was no possibility of competition.

It was a meeting in the office again, and it was not easy to admit that it was not as easy as others. Fan Xiangxiang looked so ugly that she looked extremely ugly.

"Fifteen minutes." When there was no one around, Yu Xing said to Fan Xiangxiang who was sorting the exercise book, "Will you not be ready again this time?"

Fan Xiangxiang choked and his face changed a little.

Yu Xing said casually: "If you really can't prepare, don't prepare. I think you are only at this level."

Compared to usual, the smell of gunpowder in her words is much heavier, and she opens up holding a gun and stick, unlike her previous style.

Fan Xiangxiang was so run out of speech.

The questions became more difficult, but Yu Xing did better. Several teachers were talking before, saying that Yu Xing was in a strong way to withstand pressure and seek stability, his grades could be maintained at a stable and excellent level for a long time, seek breakthroughs, and make great progress.

This slap was heavy.

Fan Xiangxiang's face felt aching.

This time, he lost even the confidence to shout, and everything he said was like quibbling. Yu Xing even used his contempt to the extreme. After sarcasm, he didn't want to talk to her and he was about to leave while talking.

Fan Xiangxiang was stunned and said unstoppable: "...You can't hold the Sheng family's thighs and were thrown away by Sheng Yi. You can only expose your anger on me. What's the point of being!"

The person who was about to reach the door stopped and looked back. Yu Xing's eyes were unprecedentedly cold and harsh.

Fan Xiangxiang was stunned and took a step back in fear.

After a few seconds of stagnation, Yu Xing still didn't do anything and walked out quickly.

...

After leaving the office and going back to the classroom to attend the last class, I suddenly felt so upset that I couldn't calm down.

Fan Xiangxiang's words kept playing back and forth in his ears. Yu Xing's temples were tight and he thought a little hatefully. It seemed that he was really too easy to talk. Sooner or later, Fan Xiangxiang would suffer a lot, so that she would never be able to shut up if she didn't learn to do so.

After finishing a class sloppy, fortunately the teacher just explained the test papers. With Yu Xing's score, it doesn't matter whether he listens or not. He packed up his things and went back to the apartment, and Tong Youjing didn't live in school. At this time, she was always alone.

Walking towards the apartment, the crowd gradually became sparse, not only Tong Youjing, but also the vacancy rate of the school apartment has always been very high, and like her, they come back every day.

I suddenly felt tired halfway through the way.

Yu Xing simply sat down by the flower bed next to the trail.

The street light halo spread outwards in circles, falling to the ground, and melting in the air.

A hazy thin yellow layer was covered with under the dark night.

The rustling sound of insects and the noisy sound made the night look even more silent.

Yu Xing didn't know what he was thinking, he thought of everything, but seemed to think of nothing. His head was in a mess. When he went to explore, he found that it was empty and empty.

Thoughts without a settlement finally found a harbor to settle down, and she remembered Sheng Yi.

Or, I've been thinking about it all the time.

The moment he stopped doing the tip of the question, the moment when the teacher gave a lecture in class, the moment when he appeared and did not appear, he filled all the gaps in her life, like a demonic obstacle.

He can recover.

It should be possible.

No...absolutely, absolutely.

She has nothing to do with her. There are so many good-looking people, good-quality people, interesting people, all kinds of people.

He just kind of liked her.

They like each other, but that's a little bit.

A little bit.

She convinced herself like this.

After sitting next to the flower bed for a while, Yu Xing stood up and continued to walk towards the apartment.

As we got closer and closer, the distance gradually shortened, and the familiar apartment building came into view - suddenly there was one more person.

She stopped and stood still.

The same is true for Sheng Yi in front of him.

I don't know when he came and how long he had waited.

She was a little surprised, but not very surprised.

With his eyes down, Yu Xing walked to the side.

Sheng Yi blocked her, but she couldn't get around.

She calmly said, "Give it aside."

"Let's talk."

"I've finished everything I want to say."

"You are talking about that, I haven't said it yet."

She paused for a moment and stepped forward again: "Sorry, I want to go back and rest."

The moment he passed by, Sheng Yi grabbed her wrist.

"It's not just you who thinks you're redundant," he said.

Her wrists were pinched tightly.

Sheng Yi's tone was as desolate as the night, and he was elucidating it with difficulty.

"You said you were abandoned, why don't I? My mother left, and my father followed her away a few years ago. They gave birth to me for love and abandoned me. From beginning to end I was just a gift to their great love story."

"You are afraid, I am no less than you."

"It's been so easy because of you. I think the relationship may be possible for me. I want to try it and try it hard. But you directly choose to give up because of fear and fear."

"Is it fair? Is it fair to me?" he asked.

He knows, he knows it all.

Yu Xing always felt that her birth was a mistake.

For love, the mother let her come to the world as a "father unknown" child, and even lost her life for this.

Her arrival made the Yu family fall apart. The two elders of the Yu family disliked her granddaughter and refused to see her two daughters until their death. In order to raise her, her aunt gave up her normal life.

If they were not born, the Yu family would still be the Yu family. The two sisters Yu Wanchun and Yu Wanzhen might have their own family like others and live their lives in an ordinary but happy life.

In this way, the disgust and hatred of oneself are constantly deepened.

It is a burden, a gift, and an additional product of other people's love.

——If I wasn’t born.

Yu Xing must have thought this more than once, but what about Sheng Yi?

Sheng Guohuai and Fan Nianqiu fell in love deeply. After he was born, his mother Fan Nianqiu passed away in depression. His father's love for his mother turned into hatred for him, and began to torture him, allowing him to go through those extremely painful years.

Until he was taken away by his grandfather, Sheng Guohuai's hatred, which was essentially hatred due to his deep love for Fan Nianqiu, became empty for a moment and was no longer settled. From then on, there was nothing to rely on to survive, so Sheng Guohuai followed his deceased wife.

Violent, paranoid, mania... All the psychological problems and uncontrollable emotions he had had were the impulse in his body, questioning himself why it existed.

He also feels that he is redundant.

Yu Xing is afraid, and Sheng is also afraid.

But now, even she wants to leave him alone.

Sheng Yi pinched her wrist very heavily, and Yu Xing didn't say a word. His strength was loose, no matter how tight he was, he was looser and looser. He refused to let go. The warmth and softness in the palm of his palm were where he could absorb energy in the end.

"Yu Xing, be fair." He said, his voice was suppressed and he was hoarse, "Be fair to me."

There was no response, so quiet that I could hear my breathing.

It started to rain in the sky, and the drizzle was drizzling like a needle, pressing down the heat in the air. If the temperature was a little higher and hotter, the ground would become a wet steamer.

"It's raining." After a long time, Yu Xing gently broke away from his hand, "It's time for you to go back."
To be continued...