Li Zan touched his head and said, "I think they are all pretty good."

Ran Yuwei asked: "What if I feel bad in the future?"

Li Zan smiled relievedly: "People have shortcomings. Characters are also two-sided. The fragile side may be soft-hearted and kind-hearted. The strong side may be indifferent. There are so many personalities in this world, but none of them is perfect in all situations."

Ran Yuwei was silent for a moment and asked again: "Since every personality has good and bad, what do you think can make you tolerate the other side of her personality?"

Li Zan said: "I like her very much. I like her very much."

Ran Yuwei fell out of expectations, and she thought he would answer arguments such as similar goals and similar views.

Forget it, no need, she could see it.

In this society, it is difficult to find a pure, simple, gentle and simple person. As a result, these two are all. Can they not fall in love with each other when they meet? It is just like two other people in the vast crowd.

Before she could speak, Li Zan smiled gently and said, "Auntie, I know what you want to say. I won't be sorry to Ranran."

Ran Yuwei stopped asking, and after a while, he said, "Ran Ran said you are going to peacekeeping?"

Now, his expression slightly stopped: "...well."

"Six months?"

"……Um."

"What action is six months? If I'm not sick, our country's peacekeeping operations are usually eight months."

"..." Li Zan was about to organize the language, but Ran Yu raised his hand slightly and signaled that it was not necessary.

She didn't want to make things difficult for the child to lie.

Military orders are like mountains.

If you perform special tasks, it is impossible to tell anyone the truth, even if you are close relatives.

She just asked, "Is it dangerous?"

"It's okay..." Seeing her eyes burning, she added, "It's a little."

She asked again: "Can you come to Emperor City next year?"

Li Zan didn't expect her to be so insightful, so he nodded and added: "It's not all for this."

"You go to 'peacekeeping' well," said Ran Yuwei. She was just thinking about Song Ran's worsening depression during this period, and she couldn't help but feel anxious, "I'm sick, she should stay in China for a while. You can tell her this first. She is in a relatively fragile mood recently."

When people are emotionally unstable, they are prone to losing their minds when stimulated.

Li Zan finally said, "Thank you aunt."

Ran Yu sighed slightly: "Pour me a glass of water."

“Hey.”

...

A few days later, Li Zan set out for Gamma.

On the flight at noon, Song Ran got up early in the morning to make breakfast for him. He cooked white rice porridge, steamed a tray of small steamed buns, and fryed two more eggs.

She had no intention of eating, so she sat aside and looked at him.

Li Zan felt bitter and said, "I will call you if I have the chance."

Song Ran nodded and said, "It doesn't matter, it's mainly about paying attention to safety."

"Um."

As he was talking, Li Zan's cell phone rang. He glanced at it and said, "I'll go and answer the phone."

He took his cell phone into the bedroom.

Song Ran's phone also rang at this time, the Propaganda Department of Jiangcheng Military Region.

The collar interviewed in one of the programs of "Our Flags" was from Jiangcheng Military Region, and the audience responded well after the broadcast. This time, the military region will be a documentary of outstanding military models. I hope Song Ran will be invited to help plan.

Song Ran apologized and said that his mother was sick and could not leave for the time being.

The other party expressed his understanding and condolences, saying that he hoped to have a chance to cooperate next time.

Song Ran smiled and said that after a few months she went to the Eastern Kingdom, she might be able to interview peacekeepers in Jiangcheng Military Region.

"That's fine," the other party said enthusiastically, "Do you know which number is in our military region?"

"I know." Song Ran said it.

"It seems that reporter Song has a very well-informed news."

"My boyfriend is here," she said.

"yes?"

"Li Zan."

"Li Zan?" The other party hesitated for a moment.

Song Ran realized something was wrong: "What's wrong?"

"Li Zan went abroad for treatment due to injury and took a long vacation. It was impossible to go to peacekeeping. He couldn't pass the psychological assessment."

Song Ran was stunned. He wanted to ask if you made a mistake, but he was afraid that he would cause trouble for Li Zan when he said the wrong thing. He hurriedly said, "Ah, that's what I made a mistake. I thought you said last year..."

"Yes." The other party smiled.

Song Ran put away her cell phone, returned to the dining table and sat down. When she heard the vague sound of speaking English from the bedroom, she became more and more confused and uneasy.

Not long after, Li Zan came out and picked up the spoon again to drink the porridge.

Song Ran looked at him for a while and suddenly asked, "A Zan, are you still tinnitus now?"

"Seldom. Almost none. Why do you ask this all of a sudden?"

"I think I haven't cared much about your physical condition during this period."

He smiled faintly: "I'm fine."

"Oh." She grabbed her finger and asked again, "Then do you still have to go to the United States for treatment?"

"Need not."

"You..." she finally asked, "Are you really going to... peacekeeping?"

Li Zan's heart sank and looked up at her.

Song Ran looked panicked. She would not confront anyone. She waved her hand and explained: "I didn't investigate you. It was "Our Flag" that happened to provide feedback, so she asked. Because when my mother's condition stabilizes, I will also go to Dongguo. I will interview him at that time, so I asked... Maybe they made a mistake."

Li Zan's mind was blank for a moment, but he didn't expect the accident to come so quickly.

He didn't say anything for a moment.

Song Ran stubbornly waited for his answer.

"Ranran," he said, "I'm not going to peacekeeping in the East."

Song Ran didn't understand: "What is that doing?"

He faced her gaze, opened his mouth hard, looked away, and moved back, saying, "Confronting the extremist organizations."

Song Ran was stunned, becoming increasingly confused, and said anxiously: "But our country does not go to war with any organization..." She suddenly understood, and her face turned pale in an instant, "You mean, you want to join Cook's anti-terrorism armed forces, that kind?"

Li Zan looked at her quietly and didn't say anything.

Song Ran's heart was cold inch by inch, and after a few seconds, he shook his head reflexively.

His throat was bitter: "Ranran, this is no different from peacekeeping..."

"I'm not a fool!" she shouted in despair, her heart as if it was being slashed with a knife. She endured it and suppressed it, saying word by word, "How many peacekeeping soldiers have been killed and injured in these days, how many Cook soldiers have been killed and injured? ... And those beheaded and murdered... How terrifying are they? Don't you know?"

She suddenly thought of something and reacted, and became even more scared: "Do you know that you do this kind of thing privately? If it is exposed, do you want to go to military court? Is it?"

Li Zan took a deep breath, and his heart felt like he was being torn against the opposite force. He didn't know how he would throw the two into such a situation, maybe he hated him and hated him at this moment. But now, he could only lie to her: "I will have a way to hide it. You don't need to..."

"I don't care about this! I don't want to see how many more people they killed in the news one day!" She covered her face with her hand, "Why are you... My mother was critically ill before, and I was about to collapse. Why do you want this too now?! Why are you?!"

"Ranran..." He stepped forward to hug her and comfort her.

She pushed him away and turned away.

After all, she was not used to fierce confrontation. After a loud voice, she fell into silence in an instant. She just lowered her head and supported her thin arms on the table, trembling as if she would break in the next second.

Outside the window, the thin autumn sun shines in, shining on Li Zan's face, white and unreal.

His heart hurt a lot after a while. He walked forward, nervous and nervous, tentatively reached out and held her cold fist.

"Ranran." He held her hand tightly and said very hard, "In the past six months, I have worked very hard every day to make myself stronger. I have done it too. I promise you that nothing will happen, okay? I must be very careful, absolutely not..."

But she couldn't listen and suddenly asked, "When did you decide?"

Li Zan said for a while, "...last month."

Song Ran's expression was almost broken, and she asked, "You plan to go to peacekeeping without hiding it from me, but end up running away to be a mercenary?"

Li Zan opened his mouth and tried hard to say something, but it was fruitless.

How could he tell her the truth?
To be continued...