Chapter 62 Chapter 62

Song Ran had a very long dream, and there was endless darkness.

She opened her eyes hard, trying to see clearly, but there was no trace of light in the world, only gunfire from time to time, sometimes very close, sometimes far away.

She groped around, trying to run, but she couldn't escape, and couldn't find her direction - her feet couldn't touch the ground, and someone hugged her tightly and ran in the darkness.

She knew it was Ah Zan.

She heard his breathing, heavy, anxious, nervous, and fearful; she couldn't see him, she wanted to touch him, but she couldn't touch him.

She was so panicked that she called him, but couldn't make a sound.

She obviously didn't exert force, but she was very tired. She thought for a moment and then fell into a coma.

When the consciousness returned to its original state, it was still dark. This time, she heard the crying sounds. Azan's crying sounds.

Low, with endless sadness and pain, he said, "Ranran, take me away."

Her heart was broken, and she looked for the voice to find him, trying to hug him, but she couldn't catch anything. His voice seemed to come from the void and she couldn't touch him.

It's endless and endless.

She was struggling repeatedly in such a dream, but in the end she still couldn't hold anything, and in the end she lost consciousness again and again in chaos.

She walked in that dark world for a long time, until one day she woke up, and her eyes were still dark. But this time, what's different?

She moved her fingers and grabbed the bed sheet.

The next second, a strange shout came, it was a Chinese, a woman: "The patient in Room V3 woke up!"

Immediately afterwards, a pile of strange voices rushed in, all in Chinese. A doctor checked her body and asked her how she felt in various parts. A nurse pulled her limbs to touch the metal plate. She couldn't see anything, and she was panicked and shocked: "Where is Ah Zan?"

No one knew or cared about who Ah Zan was. They grabbed her and checked her and asked her questions. She couldn't break free and was pressed on the bed. A nurse said, "You need to change your cornea, but you have to wait in line for donating the corners of your eyes. You may have to wait for more than a month. Don't panic. We have notified your mother and she will come here soon."

As he was speaking, a familiar voice came: "Ran Ran?"

It's He Shanran.

Song Ran was stunned and knew that she had returned to the Imperial City.

The doctor was communicating with He Shanran, but she didn't listen. Not long after, the ward became quiet and only He Shanran was left.

He sat down to the edge of the bed, held her thin arm through the sleeve, and comforted him: "Don't be afraid, Ranran, you are back home, it's very safe. Don't worry about your eyes, wait for your cornea..."

"Where is Ah Zan?" She turned to look at him in the voice, her eyes were dissipated and her pupils were pitch black. "Where is Li Zan?"

He Shanran smiled: "He is still in the Eastern Kingdom. He will not be back in another month."

She was stunned and asked, "How long have I slept?"

"It didn't take long, I fell into a coma for two or three days."

"Why...it seems like it's been a long time?"

"People who are unconscious will feel this way."

"It's February now?"

“Yes. February 10th.”

She murmured: "Why isn't February cold?"

"You forgot that this is the north. There is heating in the house."

The ward door is pushed open,

"Ran Ran!" Ran Yuwei's voice came.

"Mom..." Song Ran's nose suddenly felt sore, and he hurriedly reached out to her. The next second, Ran Yuwei was taken into his arms and hugged him tightly.

"You scared me to death." There was a rare tremor and sob in Ran Yuwei's voice, "Ran Ran, you scared your mother to death!"

He Shanran said that although the bullet hit her throat, it was also missed. When the bullet rubbed through her jawbone, she fainted and was shocked due to excessive blood loss. After rescue, she fell into a coma for two or three days before waking up.

Is it only two or three days?

Song Ran felt that the wound didn't hurt at all. She tried to reach out and touch it, only touching the gauze wrapped around.

Through the gauze, she couldn't figure it out, and she still touched it. Ran Yuwei suddenly said, "Azan called you this morning."

Her hands fell down, her eyes raised, and there was no light in her eyes: "Have you received the call?"

"I always hold your phone. He said he wanted to perform a relatively large task and he might not be able to contact you in the next month. But when the task is completed, he will return to China."

"real?"

"Yes. I'm afraid he's worried, so I told him that you're recovering well and your cornea is about to be found."

"oh."

"So you rest first, and after you have good health and change your eyes. He just happened to come back, okay?"

Song Ran sighed gently and said, "Okay. Have you told him to be careful?"

"Sayed."

"That's good."

She didn't talk for long, and was a little tired, and said she wanted to go to bed.

He Shanran told her to rest and leave first; Ran Yuwei also went out to inquire about Song Ran's condition.

Song Ran lay on the bed, heard the sound of them closing the door, and slowly opened her eyes.

It was pitch black in front of me.

She heard that they had completely gone away in the corridor, and she sat up slowly and groped out of bed. She touched the wall in the darkness and moved forward little by little. She touched the sofa, cabinet, corner of the wall, and finally touched the windowsill along the wall.

She bent her knees slightly, her fingers scrutinized down, and touched the cold radiator.

She felt cold in her heart, and she hurriedly pulled the window and touched it. The glass was clearly warm. She fumbled quickly along the edge of the window, and finally found the switch and opened the window suddenly.

The warm wind and sunshine surged in.

She stood in the direct sunlight, her heart was cold. This weather was at least the end of May.

She has been in a coma for three or four months, and Li Zan has not come back.

...

Another month later, Song Ran finally waited for the cornea and had the surgery.

The operation was very successful. When she opened her eyes, she saw He Shanran's smiling face.

Song Ran looked at him blankly and couldn't laugh.

Ran Yu asked softly: "Ran Ran, how are your eyes? Are you feeling uncomfortable?"

Song Ran looked at her and said, "Can I be discharged from the hospital?"

Ran Yuwei was stunned. When she looked at her daughter's eyes, she suddenly understood. She couldn't deceive her.

This month since she woke up, she seemed to have lost her idea of ​​time. She was unwilling to go out or speak. She slept in the dark every day and did not ask about Li Zan. In fact, she had known it a long time ago. But she didn't want to ask, and she wanted to verify it herself.

He Shanran said: "Stay in the hospital for observation for a few days first, and you can be discharged if you have no problem. I will prescribe some medicine for you."

"Thank you, the doctor," said Song Ran.

She checked the war situation in the East immediately.

Four or five months have passed, and Cangdi has finally recovered.

Since then, the government forces have recovered 83% of the country's territory and the country has begun to rebuild. The anti-military army has survived, and the terrorist organizations have also suffered huge blows and weakening, forcing them to retreat to the northern border.

On the first day of discharge from the hospital, Song Ran got on the plane to Jiangcheng.

When Luo Zhan saw her, he was surprised, surprised, mixed with almost imperceptible nervousness and ashamed, and asked, "Are you in good health?"

"No problem." Song Ran smiled, "Political Commissar, I'm here to find A Zan."

Although Luo Zhan had expected it, he could not face her for a moment: "Your mother... didn't tell you?"

"Tell me." Song Ran said, "My mother said Ah Zan was missing."

Luo Zhan slowly sat on the chair, lowered his head, and grabbed his hair: "Song Ran, you don't know some specific things..."

"I know." She interrupted him softly, "Do you want to tell me that Azan violated the rules and ran out to be a mercenary? Political Commissar, I don't believe it. I know Azan is going to carry out the mission. He couldn't come back. Even if he failed the mission? You don't want him anymore, no matter whether he is, right? Even if he doesn't look for him, let him fend for himself, right? Political Commissar, you can't do this, you can't do this."

"Song Ran, we have looked for it, but we can't find him." Luo Zhan was heartbroken, "He has disappeared from the day five months ago."

"What does it mean to disappear? Why did a living person disappear?" Song Ran choked for a moment, took a breath, and said, "I want to see people alive and die. Even if he dies, you must return his body to me."

Luo Zhan's eyes were slightly wet, covering his hands with his hands, and supporting his forehead: "Song Ran, Azan is my favorite subordinate. It can be said that I watched him grow up. We nominally say that we did not care, but we made a lot of efforts in private. Your mother should not know what happened that day, so I tell you. That day, you were brought back to the stronghold by the terrorists. Azan broke in to save you alone and killed forty or fifty terrorists. But he did not come out. The terrorists abandoned the stronghold that night, and when they left, they mixed up their dead and the accused dead and burned them. The video was blocked after it was announced, but I have it here. Do you want to watch it now?"

Song Ran's face disappeared with a trace of blood, but he still said stubbornly: "If the body is not found, it cannot be proved that Azan is dead."

"The conditions in the East Country are harsh and there is no way to analyze the destroyed corpses. If there is no Ah Zan inside, there is little chance that he will be alive."

After hearing this, Song Ran slowly stood up from the chair and said, "The political commissar, I'll leave first."

"Song Ran, Ah Zan may really be dead, and he has been dead for a long time. It has been almost half a year, and it is likely that they all turned into bones."

Song Ran's back is thin and thin. She has been lying on the hospital bed for half a year, and now she looks like a piece of paper.

She didn't look back, and her tone was very light, saying, "Then I'll pick up his bones. He doesn't want to stay in the East. He told me that he wants to go home."

Song Ran bought the next day's air ticket to Gamma.

After ten hours of flight, she was too tired. When she was asleep in a daze, she dreamed of Azan in such a short dream.

Her eyes were clearly clear, but the dream was still dark, and she could not see Azan's face or touch his body. Only his low crying sounds.

What does this dream mean?
To be continued...