He wants to...

This is……

In an instant, Gu Yuan's consciousness went blank. Before his mind could react, his body had already responded spontaneously and rushed forward with his feet pulling out!

A dozen meters away, Fang Jin swayed and walked two steps into the deep water, and suddenly stopped again.

At this moment, another wave of tide came, and Gu Yuan's pace was washed away by the water. In the gap of these seconds, Fang Jin suddenly felt a little awakened by the cold water, and took a step back half a step back.

The tide was pouring up, and Fang Jin slipped and then was rolled up by the ebb and slipped towards the deep water!

Gu Yuan rushed forward with the splash of water, almost jumped down, and grabbed him tightly with both hands. Fang Jin turned around in shock in the darkness. Gu Yuan didn't have time to say a word, and dragged Fang Jin back in the sea water deep inside. While struggling, both of them drank several sips of water, and even had no idea how many branches and shells had been stepped on.

"Hu...Hu..." Gu Yuan gasped and finally pulled Fang Jin back to the beach wet, pushing him to the ground.

"What do you want to do?!"

“…Gu Yuan…”

"What do you want to do?!" Gu Yuan's roar was spread far away on the beach: "What the hell do you want to do? You said! What the hell do you want to do! Do you dare! How dare you?!"

He pressed himself in front of Fang Jin like an angry wolf. Fang Jin was covered in water under the moonlight, his lips were blue, and he was trembling with cold as he spoke: "Yes... I'm sorry, I'm sorry Gu Yuan..."

"If I weren't afraid of beating you to death, I'd beat you to death now." Gu Yuan pointed at him and said word by word: "You are not a fucking thing, Fang Jin, you are not a thing. I really want to dig out your heart and see if it's black..."

Fang Jin trembled violently and tried his best to curl himself into a ball. His pajamas were soaked and tightly pressed against his body, and his naked and white feet were covered with gravel; as his hair continued to drip down, flowing down his forehead to his eyes and cheeks, he kept raising his hand to wipe it, and even he didn't care about touching the wound.

Gu Yuan suddenly stopped and cursed, grabbed his hand roughly and threw it away, then reached out and rubbed it hard on his face, deliberately bypassing the area of ​​the scar.

"Sorry, Gu Yuan, listen to me, I don't want to... go inside... I'm just for a moment..."

Even though his physical condition is not that bad, even if it is just a little better, Gu Yuan would like to raise his hand and slap him hard: "Shut up this fucking mouth for me! I really did something to like you so much. Just kill me. Let's jump down and die together, you fucking-"

His voice suddenly stopped.

Fang Jin's face was hot, hot and hot. For a few seconds, Gu Yuan even thought that what he felt was full of blood in his hands.

But then he saw that there were tears on his face.

"I'm sorry, Gu Yuan..." Fang Jin's whole body was spasm and his throat was choked. It was so embarrassing that he tightened his head and didn't dare to look up: "I originally... I wanted to jump down, but suddenly... I thought of you again. I want to come back to see you again. I can't bear to leave you... I'm sorry!"

He finally burst into tears, which was completely collapsed, without any image, almost called a hysterical cry.

Gu Yuan gasped hoarsely. After a long time, his tense body as furious as a beast finally gradually collapsed.

He leaned over and picked Fang Jin up from the sand, and hugged him tightly. His heart beat pounding in his chest, conveying the heat to the cold and shaking body in his arms without reservation. Fang Jin's mind was already a little dazed, and his throat was slightly inflamed because of the unfinished sob. He subconsciously raised his hand and grabbed Gu Yuan's shoulder.

"I'm sorry, I really...I can't bear to leave you..."

"I can't bear to leave you either." Gu Yuan said in a low voice, hugging him through the night and walking towards the end of the beach.

Fang Jin looked very depressed, his whole body was soaked in sea water, his face was wet and blue, and even his hair was covered with sand. Gu Yuan ordered the butler who rushed over to cook ginger soup when he heard the news, and then took a hot shower for Fang Jin and himself, hugged him tightly with a dry towel, and turned on the indoor heating to the maximum.

Fang Jin no longer choked, and he fell into a state of confusion after being extremely crazy. Gu Yuan took the ginger soup from the butler, walked to the bed and fed it to him, and Fang Jin swallowed it numbly. After drinking more than half of the bowl, Gu Yuan put down the bowl, half kneeled at his feet, raised his head slightly and looked at him and asked, "Is it still cold?"

"..." Fang Jin shook his head.

"Listen, Fang Jin." Gu Yuanhei stared at him deeply, his eyes seemed to be able to see his soul through his eye sockets, and said, "Even if you die, I will not get married, let alone have children. I will not live in the good way you hope. I will be alone, eating, sleeping, working, walking, going to the park, watching movies... I will grow old alone. When I die, people will write on my tombstone. This is the life of abandoned garbage."

Fang Jin moved, his voice as thin as a mosquito: "It's not like this..."

"That's it, do you know why?"

“…”

"Because in my heart, I'm already married. When you live, I'm a family man. When you leave, I'm a widower. People will call me your vassal. Do you know what 'vindictive' is? This person is still alive, he's just not dead. He's just not dead."

Fang Jin's eyelids turned slightly red, and he said softly for a while: "...Don't do this..."

"I used to hate you very much, thinking that you were the one who was the Ming sect who came to monitor my eyeliner. But then I gradually felt that it was not good to make things difficult for you. You just worked a job and got a salary. Why did you have to endure my endless variety of difficulties and bad temper? So gradually I began to be more polite to you, ease, and even pay more attention to you."

"But you, as long as you start to treat you, you can't stop, as long as you look at you, you can't move away. Gradually, I feel that you are good in everything and everything goes well with my heart, and the attention you devoted to you will become deeper and deeper, and even to the point where you miss you when you don't meet..."

Gu Yuan seemed to recall his own concerns over gains and losses, and a distant and slight smile appeared in his eyes.

"At first I was thinking, is this just like it? But how could I like homosexuality? Later, I gradually realized that I didn't have any feelings for other homosexuality. Only you are very different. To me, it's the most special one."

In this half-kneeling position, Gu Yuan turned around and picked up a string of shiny silver chains from the bedside table.

There were pairs of rings strung on the chain.

"Even widowers can't be just like you want," Gu Yuan smiled bitterly, lowered his head and took the ring off the silver chain, his tone full of sourness and self-deprecating: "At least others have had a certificate, it's fine if I didn't, I didn't even admit it."

Fang Jin felt a sudden pain in his heart, and it felt like he was instantly pierced by the fangs of a poisonous snake. Regret flowed through every inch of his body like venom.

But Gu Yuan did not wait for him to speak, put the ring on his flat palm and looked up at him:

"I asked you for love twice. The first time I prepared flowers, candles, romantic dinners, I put the ring in a velvet box and asked you to accept it in the music, but you refused."

"The second time I asked you where the ring was, you said you lost it; I said if one day I will come back and give you more power and more money, would you like to change your mind? You said I told me to get married well, so I threw the ring in anger."

"What you don't know is that after throwing away the ring, I looked for it for a long time before I found it back in the grass. At that time, I hated myself for being so humble. If I had just met you, someone told me that one day I would kneel on the ground and pick up the rejected ring. I must have thought he was crazy; but the facts happened so clearly before my eyes. When I saw the ring from the soil, I almost cried with joy. The feeling at that moment was that I was the cheapest person in the world, and even the wild dogs begging for food on the roadside were more powerful than me."

"Fang Jin," Gu Yuan stretched out his palm spreading the ring and said word by word: "——Today is the third time."

"The first time I proposed to the little assistant who had known him for five hundred days, the second time I proposed to the enemy who betrayed me and almost killed me. This is the third time. I have no secrets to this. All humiliation, hatred, blood debt and grudges have passed with time. Fang Jin, who met me honestly like a newborn baby, proposed to me."

"I have never wavered in my feelings for you. Although you still have the right to refuse now, at least please give me a legitimate opportunity to go through the decades of the next few years as a vassal."

Gu Yuan's eyes were filled with tears and he said, "I beg you, Fang Jin. I really beg you."

Fang Jin slowly placed his hand on Gu Yuan's palm. His fingers were cold and harsh, but the hot tears hit it drop by drop, soaking the palms of the two of them along the palm lines.

"I love you too..." He whispered, "I want to...I want to go with you too..."

He picked up the diamond-free plain circle from Gu Yuan's hand, his fingers were frozen and extremely hard, as if he grabbed the most precious diamond in the world, and he just pinched it tightly without any looseness.

Then he grabbed Gu Yuan's left hand, and, very seriously and a little awkwardly, put the ring on his ring finger:

"I want to accept Gu Yuan as my partner, starting from... from today, whether it is good, bad, rich, poor, healthy, or sick, until death separates us..."

With a strange bitterness in Gu Yuan's nose, he picked up another pair of rings, pulled Fang Jin's fingers and put them on, and then lowered his head and kissed the slightly cool knuckles devoutly.

"No, death cannot be separated."

Fang Jin reached out to hug Gu Yuan. He had almost no strength, but the hug was very tight, as if he was pouring the last strength of his body into the moment when he pressed his skin against each other.

Gu Yuan hugged him with his back hand, closed his eyes tightly, and felt that the ring was almost invisible in his hand, but it was heavy and heavy.

He didn't know what the feeling was, it seemed to be painful and very happy; it was like cutting open his chest with a knife and digging out his heart and holding it to the person in his arms. Although the crack in his chest was still ferocious and bloody, the heart in his hand was so happy that it was about to bloom.

——The tide in the distance rushed from the dark night, witnessing the wedding in the silent place.
Chapter completed!