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When I heard Tom Bebe's words, I suddenly fell silent. Because she accidentally touched the reason. I was indeed a little scared in my heart, afraid that we would get separated one day, so I really wanted to have a child with her.

In a more professional term, my current phenomenon is a lack of security.

Of course, I don’t want to have this feeling either. I just had a few breakups and reunions with Tom Bebe, which made me a little worried.

"Luo Yang, if it's really because of this, then you don't have to worry. As long as I, Tang Beibei, falls in love with a man, my heart will be destined to be with him in this life and will never change." Tang Beibei saw the unnatural in my expression and quickly explained to me. She didn't expect that I, who always laughed and laughed heartlessly, would have such concerns. She also understood that the main reason why I had such concerns was because I cared about her.

This is the easiest to explain. If a man doesn’t care about a woman, will he still care about her going or staying?

I looked dazed as I heard Tom Beibei's words, and finally said softly: "Baibei, we won't hurry up and have a baby, you will have a baby..."

I haven't finished the following words. If fear of losing her is the main reason, then I am still worried about one thing, which is what my aunt told me that if a woman is over thirty years old, the danger of having a child will be very high.

"I understand what you mean, but I am completely unprepared at all. If I were afraid of having a child, how would you let me accept it?" Tang Beibei's face turned serious. She didn't know why I kept biting the child today. It's not that she didn't want it, but she really wasn't prepared and was not ready to welcome the arrival of a new life.

Listening to Tom Bebe's words, my eyes gradually faded, because I knew that this persuasion would eventually end in failure.

I let out a breath, then let go of her shoulders, sat on the edge of the bed and lit a cigarette, sucked quietly, and didn't say a word again.

Tang Beibei felt the changes in my body, sat up and looked at me, and after a long time he said, "Luo Yang, if you insist on asking, can you give me some time to think about it?"

"Will you think about it?" I stared at her in a daze. Every time I talked about this question, she said she was mentally unprepared. Could it be that she would never use this excuse for the rest of her life?

"Luo Yang!" Tang Beibei shook me coquettishly, and then said, "Can you not use that questioning tone, it seems that I deliberately don't want a child."

I was about to refute her, but in the end I slowly calmed down because I suddenly remembered that several times we had dispersed because of misunderstandings. I had fallen down several times in the same place, so naturally I couldn't make the same problem again this time.

When I heard what I questioned, Tang Beibei was particularly angry, but seeing that I had been silent and did not refute her again, Tang Beibei's face recovered.

"Don't smoke, okay?" Tang Beibei snatched the cigarette from my hand and put it out, then pulled me into the quilt, and we both sat quietly on the bed.

After sitting down, I still didn't say anything because the atmosphere felt a little cramped. I felt that this shouldn't be the case between us, but I didn't dare to speak, afraid that if I would say the wrong thing again, Tang Beibei would be angry.

"Luo Yang, do you think I'm afraid of having a baby?" Tang Beibei held my hand in the palm of his hand and asked softly.

She thought about it carefully and rejected my proposal to have a child twice in a row. Then she thought about my situation and felt that I was doubting this problem.

"I never thought so, but it was so pleasant that you refused!" I looked back at Tom Beibei, not knowing what she was doing when she suddenly asked me this question.

Tang Beibei covered her face and said to me in great confusion: "I think so. Now we both have our own things to deal with. It is inconvenient to take care of Lin'er. My mother also has to take care of Lin'er, so we are not the time to talk about this."

"Auntie can help us take care of the children." I blurted out directly. If she was worried about this problem, it would be easier to deal with.

As a result, as soon as I finished speaking, Tang Beibei looked at me like an idiot and said, "Things are not that simple. Your aunt will not get married after joining the relationship and keeps helping us take care of the children? Besides, she has no experience like me in this regard, how can I rest assured?"

Tang Beibei's series of questions bombed me, and I found that none of them could answer them. Everything she was worried about was very normal, and there was no unreasonable thing.

"Oh, it's really annoying!" Tang Beibei said, scratching her hair with both hands.

Feeling her anxiety, I hugged her directly into my arms, then straightened her hair for her, and said, "Okay, okay, Beibei, can we not mention this matter for the time being?"

Tang Beibei gently leaned her head in my arms and didn't say anything.

I slowly closed my eyes, knowing that this matter might be stuck for the time being, and I was a little hesitant. I didn’t know how to tell my aunt about this matter tomorrow, and I didn’t know if my aunt would be angry with Tang Beibei after hearing this.

Due to this small storm, the desire in my heart had already been extinguished. I hugged Tang Beibei and sat for a while before falling asleep.

...

The next day, I felt someone scratching my chest, so I slowly opened my eyes.

When I opened my eyes, I saw Tang Beibei's little hand scratching me. Her eyes were in a daze as if she was thinking about something.

When she woke up, Tang Beibei smiled at me first, and then she wanted to take off the gauze from my head. When she woke up, she quietly checked my injuries and felt that she didn't have to wrap gauze at all.

"Luo Yang, my aunt and I have agreed to go out shopping together this morning. Do you want to go together?" When I sat up, Tang Beibei asked softly.

I thought about it and said forget it, I don’t want to go out this morning.

Tang Beibei didn't force me, just asked, "Luo Yang, do you still care about what happened last night?"

"No, since I have made it clear, I will naturally not think too much." I pulled her arm and signaled that I would not care about her.

Tang Beibei smiled at me, then pulled me out of bed, asked me to wash up and go upstairs quickly, and said that my aunt was making breakfast and she didn't want her aunt to wait for a long time.
Chapter completed!