When Xiaotingzi just followed Ye Zao, he was just moved.

He was sent to the Interior Office at a very young age, and after being stabbed for several months, he started working.

If you are too small, you can't do anything good. But the Ministry of Internal Affairs is a place where people can eat.

Eunuchs have no roots and are not worth it. If they can’t work, they just have no food to eat.

Although everyone is eunuch and there are few objects, it is so strange.

There is nothing to sympathize with each other, but it is easy to bully the weak.

When Xiaotingzi was recommended to see the dog, he was actually very happy. He no longer was bullied and beaten by the eunuchs he lived with. He could live in a house and have enough food by himself, which was like heaven.

At that time, the master was still a "servant" concubine, so he could not call him the master, just call him "girl".

He was young at that time, and when he saw the girl's face for the first time, he felt that the girl was so beautiful.

It's better than Foolish!

The girl doesn't dislike him for being young, nor does she dislike him for being unable to work.

After coming to Jinyu Pavilion, he was very relaxed and grew meat in less than a few months.

Later, when coal balls died, he was afraid that the girl would not want him. If he went back, he really wanted to die.

Fortunately, the girl was kind-hearted and did not ask him to leave.

It's not his fault for not being optimistic about dogs.

It was also at this time that he had to stand up when he was angry and could not even raise a dog.

Later, everyone in the palace knew that He Shouting was the number one ruthless person and usually spoke very little. But if it was not good for the master, he would be extremely ruthless.

He couldn't control the masters' thoughts, but after entering the palace, he was very good at slapping the servants' thoughts.

As long as it is not good for the master, whoever comes will be unlucky.

At the beginning, Xiaotingzi was just grateful and thoughts.

When I realized that my mind had changed, Xiaotingzi was already a thirty-year-old eunuch.

At that time, Miss Ye was already Concubine Chen.

She is full of glory and favors, which is a world of difference compared to the "Shi" concubine who was unstable at the time.

When Xiaotingzi noticed his feelings, he even looked down on himself.

Who is the master? That is the immortal "girl" in the nine heavens. How could a dirty eunuch think about it?

He cursed himself repeatedly, even if he liked him, he would not be worthy of him secretly!

So he stopped these messy things and only thought about serving his master.

But even if he has the willpower, he cannot stop this kind of thing.

The longer the time, the more he struggles.

Of course, he didn't think of any changes. Later, he tolerated himself and allowed himself to secretly like his master.

There was no change. He didn't dare to take a look, nor did he dare to do one more thing, or say one more thing.

The master prefers the palace girl to serve him, so he retreats and only does the outside.

It is even more unfavorable for anyone to be detrimental to the master.

Occasionally, when the emperor didn't come, he was worried, how could he not come? The emperor was unhappy if he didn't come.

He was looking forward to it for his master.

He thought that the emperor had to come every day so that the master would be happy and stand more steadily.

He didn't dare to analyze his heart, he felt that secretly liking his master was shameless and despicable.

So he just hopes that his master will be better and better.

He even thought that people like his master should accompany the emperor.

It's just that I have to be so favored.

If the master is a favorite concubine every life, he is even willing to be his master's slave for generations.

Be a rootless eunuch!

Such thoughts were crazy, but he felt his heart beat faster.

When the master gave birth to the Ninth Prince, he gave birth to prematurely for no reason.

He is more active and serious than anyone else.

When the emperor knew about it, he rewarded him with loyalty. But the emperor didn't know, he was just afraid.

I am afraid that there will be enemies in the dark, and that enemy will harm my master.

Later, the master finally became the imperial concubine and became the largest "female" master in the harem.

He also felt much more at ease, and he thought that the master finally didn't need to bow his head.

The emperor couldn't bear to let his master down.

Later, the master got old and lost his peerless appearance day by day.

But he thought the master was better.

Fortunately, the emperor seems to think so.

He thought with relief that the emperor was the one who cared about his master the most. The master was very happy.

Later, the master was seriously ill and later passed away...

Xiaotingzi thought about it and let it die.

But he didn't dare, what if he died and was noticed?

Even if he dies, he cannot ask his master to leave a trace of bad things.

A eunuch, he is not qualified to die with his master.

It will take a few years, and it will be fine if you die of illness in a few years.

After his master passed away, he stayed in the Old Summer Palace. It was the new emperor who understood that he had served his master for the rest of his life and allowed him to retire in the garden.

He was indeed served very well.

The master is gone, he can feel pain openly and unscrupulously. He can miss him unscrupulously.

He had seen too many masters' appearances, and remembered them clearly. He could recall them slowly.

He was glad that he could not write a few words, and he was also glad that he could not draw.

In this way, he won't be able to bear to be exposed.

He used his thoughts as his pen and ink, re-depicting the past one by one in his mind.

From the first sight to the last sight.

If you don’t eat or sleep, you don’t have enough time. After all, he can recall it from beginning to end and then from beginning to end.

I don’t know what year or month I have passed it several times.

After three years of this life, he was already an old eunuch with a white hair on his back.

Even though he is not that old.

He always reminds himself not to "expose" a trace of it. He is a eunuch, and even thinking too much is a blasphemy to his master.

But he couldn't help but recall what his master did and said without sleeping at night.

Sometimes it is clear that in which year the master can think of whatever he wears.

In the fourth year, he was not able to do it.

Memories will be broken and then start over.

Finally, I often remember the first time I met my master.

He died one afternoon, lying on a rocking chair in the yard.

When he was dying, he became clear and clear. He thought he could no longer think of his master. I don’t know if someone like him, who had no roots, could he see his master if he died?

I think I can't see you anymore.

The master must have gone to heaven. He is like this, but I don’t know which hell is waiting in hell.

A long sigh was heard and a low voice murmured: "The little pavilion can't see the master. Master, you want to have a good life..."

When I closed my eyes, it was a gust of wind that came, and the date flowers in April fell all over the ground.

No one knows that this old eunuch likes his master for the rest of his life.

The wind passes without trace, and his likes are like this gust of wind.

It’s just... I like this, but it’s really worthy of respect.

Even if no one respects his like.

Who knows, he won't regret it. It's just a regret, and after the parting, he will never see you again.
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