Chapter 100
Warm, soft lips touch together.
This is a very light kiss, like a dragonfly skimming the water.
The first step was at the corner of the mouth, the second step was between the lip gap, and the third step was Liang Sizhe sucked Cao Ye's lower lip lightly.
When this kiss happened, Cao Ye's mind was blank. He smelled the faint smell of red wine in Liang Sizhe's breath, and his heart beat lightly or severely with every touch, causing the rhythm to mess up.
Liang Sizhe stepped aside slightly. Through the thin air, both of them were restraining their breathing intentionally or unintentionally. The wet breath that was entangled together seemed to be trembling slightly.
Liang Sizhe looked at Cao Ye who was slowly opening his eyes. Cao Ye was still wearing wet water vapor, his hair was wet, and his eyes were wet, looking like a small animal who had been lost in the forest in the rain for a long time.
The kiss could be deeper, but Liang Sizhe couldn't bear to let it go and didn't dare. He thought this was enough. Cao Ye was willing to poke his head out of the shell and had already rescued him from the hopelessness of the rest of his life. Take the rest slowly.
There were enough surprises tonight. He was ready to prepare Cao Ye for hesitation for ten days and half a month. Cao Ye pretended not to know how to continue to be ordinary friends with him, and even prepared to prepare Cao Ye to stop contacting him from now on. However, he did not expect Cao Ye would come over in the rain that night and appear in front of him in the wetlands all over his body. His boy was much braver than he expected.
Enough, past experiences tell Liang Sizhe that people should not be too greedy, otherwise everything they get in front of them may be easily lost.
But soon, Cao Ye gave him another surprise.
Cao Ye came over and touched Liang Sizhe with his lips just like he had just touched him.
The kiss was a bit clumsy, like a simple imitation move that wanted to express a response.
After Cao Ye stepped back, Liang Sizhe couldn't help but want to laugh. His boy was obviously not ready to kiss, but he was using this clumsy touch that almost didn't seem to be a kiss and told him that he was not disgusted with the kiss just now. You are too cute, Cao Ye...
"I..." Cao Ye lowered his eyes and avoided Liang Sizhe's gaze. The gaze was too deep and too heavy, which made him unable to help but want to hide. "Liang Sizhe, give me some time, I may not be able to accept it so quickly..." He said halfway, as if he didn't know what word to choose, and then paused before proceeding, "Go further..."
Before he finished speaking, Liang Sizhe interrupted him in a low voice: "I know, don't be afraid, there is a lot of time, let's take your time."
"Yes." Cao Ye responded softly.
Liang Sizhe looked at Cao Ye for a while, then turned his face and looked out the window. There was still no sign of the rain stopping. There seemed to be a sound of rain in the world. He suddenly said in a low voice: "That cloud is floating over."
"Huh?" Cao Ye looked at him. In my memory, Liang Sizhe said this ten years ago. At this moment, the outline of Liang Sizhe's side face seemed to be the same as the night when he whistled, but he was less sad and more gentle.
His heart beat a little faster. Cao Ye now knows this feeling is called heartbeat. They have known each other for ten years and are no longer the teenagers they used to be, but even so, he still can't control his heartbeat for Liang Sizhe.
"Nothing," Liang Sizhe smiled, turned his face to look at Cao Ye, "How did you come here with such heavy rain? Do the high-speed rail?"
"Well, the plane has been grounded." Cao Ye raised his hand and rubbed his nose. When Liang Sizhe asked, he felt that he was a little reckless and impulsive this trip, but at that time he felt anxious that he had to see Liang Sizhe tonight. Now that he really saw Liang Sizhe, he felt at ease. Before Liang Sizhe could let go, he was still waiting for him, and everything was still in time.
"Are you hungry?" Liang Sizhe looked at him, "I'll call the hotel to deliver food?"
"Oh... OK," Cao Ye said. He didn't realize it on the way. Now he thought that breakfast and lunch were going to send Xiao Xiaobai to euthanize him. He was not in the mood to have a good meal. He didn't have time to eat at night. He didn't eat anything that day, his stomach was empty and he was so hungry that he felt a little uncomfortable.
Liang Sizhe called the hotel restaurant and ordered seafood porridge.
When the meal came, he went to the bathroom to get a clean towel and snored on Cao Ye's head twice: "Wipe your hair again, and there is still water dripping."
"Oh..." Cao Ye took it, wiped the water from his hair with a towel, wiped it twice and asked, "Did you just take the opportunity to touch my head?"
"You found out." Liang Sizhe smiled.
"I just know." Cao Ye muttered.
During the meal, Liang Sizhe asked about Xiao Xiaobai's situation when she left. Cao Ye didn't say in detail. He thought it was a good thing that Liang Sizhe was not in Beijing, otherwise he would have witnessed Xiao Xiaobai's death with his own eyes. This scene was really cruel to Liang Sizhe who had been with him for so long.
"It's walking calmly," Cao Ye swallowed a mouthful of porridge and thought for a while, "I feel a sense of relief. After all, I've been sick for half a month."
"Okay." Liang Sizhe lowered his eyes.
Cao Ye took the spoon and drank two more sips of porridge, which was a little unpleasant.
The breakup was five years ago, which was also the night of Liang Sizhe's birthday. He said in a panic that two men were as disgusting as two dogs together. This should have caused great harm to Liang Sizhe, otherwise he would not have remembered it for so long.
"I couldn't speak at that time," Cao Ye took the spoon and stirred the porridge in the bowl, "You forget that."
Liang Sizhe looked up at him.
"That's the sentence," Cao Ye said vaguely, "You know."
"Okay." Liang Sizhe didn't ask much, but just responded.
There were only the tiny sounds of spoons and bowls colliding from time to time in the room, and all the remaining sounds were covered by the sound of rain outside the window.
Cao Ye was drinking the porridge bite by bit. He felt Liang Sizhe sitting opposite him, his eyes falling on his face.
Liang Sizhe's eyes always look a little different after being drunk, just like the night he played the producer a few years ago, they sat on the wooden bench on Yinsi Street. Liang Sizhe also looked at him very deeply and long-term, saying Cao Ye, why am I so happy to see you?
At that time, Cao Ye felt upset. Now he realized that it was not Liang Sizhe who was upset to him, but he was also happy to see Liang Sizhe. He was upset because he couldn't help but be happy.
While washing up, Cao Ye couldn't help but think about how he and Liang Sizhe should sleep for a while.
Liang Sizhe lives in a one-bedroom suite, either both of them sleep on the bed or go to the sofa alone.
They are all adults, and they just kissed again, and they all know what it means to sleep together.
Cao Ye put down the cup and looked at himself in the mirror. He still had a little red around his eyes. He was so unreliable just now that he cried without warning. When Li You passed away, he cried a little, but he never cried afterwards. Why did he cry in front of Liang Sizhe?
I can't explain the feeling at that moment, it's like I've been enduring for many years. As soon as I met someone who treated me so gentlely, and he liked the person in front of me, and this person also liked him for many years. Suddenly, the grievance and sadness of being ignored and patient in the past emerged, and I couldn't help it.
Is this... together? Do you have to get along as a couple in the future? I have been in love many times, but when I think about falling in love with Liang Sizhe, I feel at a loss.
I feel a little happy, a little helpless, a little unprepared, a little...subtle embarrassment.
The very light kiss seemed not that difficult to accept, not disgusting, but the warm, soft touch made him feel pretty good.
Suddenly, he realized that he hadn't received any kisses many years. He didn't like kissing and always felt that exchanging saliva with another person was an unbearable thing, so he always resisted kissing.
Cao Ye raised his hand and touched his lower lip, then subconsciously pursed it, licked it with the tip of his tongue. Liang Sizhe sucked it very lightly, as if he also left a little wet saliva with the smell of wine, but... it seemed that it felt pretty good.
When he pushed the door open, Liang Sizhe sat by the bed and read the script. Cao Ye felt that the scene in front of him seemed to be back to Lan Yan. It was a bit awkward, so he just pretended that he was still in Lan Yan. He slept in the same bed at that time, and he didn't feel uncomfortable.
But when they approached, they felt different from Lan Yan - there was only one bed in front of them, and they had just kissed each other.
Liang Sizhe put down the script and looked at him.
"How do we... sleep?" Cao Ye asked.
"If you want me to go to the sofa," Liang Sizhe said, "then I'll go there."
"You said this," Cao Ye sat next to him and whispered, "It seems that I want me to be a villain, and I will go to sleep on the sofa..."
"Oh, yes, I forgot, you like to sleep on the sofa." Liang Sizhe turned his face and looked at him with a smile, "The sofa in the living room is quite comfortable, otherwise..."
Cao Ye turned his head to look at him. He really wanted to sleep on the sofa and felt uncomfortable, nor did he like to sleep on the sofa... he just couldn't explain it clearly, but it was quite awkward anyway.
"Let's sleep together." Liang Sizhe continued.
Cao Ye was stunned for a moment, and his words suddenly turned around, and he didn't react for a moment.
"Don't you slept together before," Liang Sizhe observed his reaction and laughed, "Just think it's the same as before, Cao Ye, don't be nervous, do I look that anxious?"
"Hey, don't..." Cao Ye spoke like a conditioned reflex when he heard this, and stopped halfway.
"What's the matter?" Liang Sizhe asked.
"Don't always tease me..." Cao Ye's voice was low, "It's quite awkward, give me some time to adapt."
"Finish." Liang Sizhe smiled with a good talk, "Then we will tease you when you get used to it."
The lights were turned off, and it was still drizzling outside the window, the night was quiet, and the room was pitch black.
Liang Sizhe's hand groped over and covered Cao Ye's hand. He first held it very lightly, and then the strength in his hand became heavier and heavier.
Cao Ye felt that he was holding it very hard, which almost made the bones of his fingers squeeze a little painful, but he didn't break away and let Liang Sizhe hold himself like this.
Liang Sizhe held it for a long time before letting go. Cao Ye moved his hand and groped Liang Sizhe's finger. It was Liang Sizhe's left hand. He remembered that his left hand was injured.
"Cao Ye."
"Um."
"You just said that your mother once said that she regretted giving birth to you, what's going on?" Liang Sizhe asked in a low voice.
"I overheard it," Cao Ye said, "She was sick at that time, and I heard her call someone outside the ward."
"I think your mother probably didn't mean that."
"Well," Cao Ye said in silence for a while, "There were too many things at that time, and my whole state was wrong, very negative and extreme. After she passed away, I recovered my emotions for a long time before I felt that I should ask her carefully and ask what happened back then. She should have her difficulties as well."
Liang Sizhe turned around and turned to Cao Ye: "Cao Ye, come around."
Cao Ye turned around and lay facing him.
Liang Sizhe raised his hand and hugged him. The distance was too close. Cao Ye's body stiffened for a moment because he was not used to it, but he quickly relaxed, lowered his forehead and pressed against Liang Sizhe's shoulder.
They hugged each other for a while, Liang Sizhe lowered his head and leaned over to kiss Cao Ye.
The night was very dark, and they could not see each other, and could only feel each other's wet breaths. Liang Sizhe groped to find Cao Ye's lips. Then he stopped. The distance between them seemed to be only a slight slight, and their breathing was plunging on each other's noses, a little itchy.
Cao Ye approached and took the initiative to kiss Liang Sizhe.
Chapter completed!