Cao Ye held the note written by Liang Sizhe many years ago and stared at it for a while.

After Li You's death, he was not very happy, largely due to a sense of loneliness that was abandoned. Sometimes when he recalled the past twenty years of his life, he always felt that it was an illusion that everyone had their own duties - Cao Xiuyuan played the role of a majestic father, Li You played the role of a gentle mother, Zheng Yin played the role of an uncle who dotes on him, and all the adults who passed through his world were just extras who cooperated with this scene.

But now I suddenly realized that Liang Sizhe, who had made him inexplicably upset over the years, had been loving him secretly. In fact, he had never been truly lonely.

Cao Ye put the photo and notes back into the disc box, and picked up the plate of "Looking at the River" again.

Let’s visit Sichuan first. He wants to see Liang Sizhe who he missed in the past five years.

The projector made a slight operational sound, and a truck appeared on the screen, galloping on the road in the dark. The person sitting in the driver's seat was Lu Hechuan, played by Liang Sizhe.

If Liang Sizhe hadn't had enough recognition, he would have turned from Li Er to Lu Hechuan, which would have probably really been unrecognizable.

Cao Ye recalled Liang Sizhe five years ago. In fact, Liang Sizhe did not look very similar to every role he played, but it would not make people feel inconsistent when it really appeared on the screen.

Lu Hechuan shaved his hair very short, wore an old-washed white sweatshirt, holding the steering wheel with one hand, and reaching out of the window with the other hand to the window for a breather.

In the passenger seat, Guo Zhen leaned his head up against the seat. The road was uneven. The truck ran into a pit and shook it for a while. Guo Zhen opened his eyes and woke up. He yawned and asked Lu Hechuan: "Are you sleepy? Why don't I have a while?"

"You can drive the night road?" Lu Hechuan glanced at him.

"You have to let me try it out."

"Forget it, I'm afraid of death, please help me light a cigarette."

Guo Zhen leaned towards Lu Hechuan, touching the cigarette box in his pocket, but he couldn't touch it. Lu Hechuan spoke in a hooligan tone and said, "Hey": "Where do you touch?"

"Touch the cigarette." Guo Zhen looked down without his mouth, bent down and picked up the cigarette box, took out one and handed it to Lu Hechuan's mouth. When he bit it, he used a lighter to light the cigarette for him.

Lu Hechuan parked his car to the side of the road and chatted with Guo Zhen while smoking a cigarette. At first, he complained that the car was too broken and there was no air conditioner, which was so hot that he said that when the money for the order was settled, they would rent a truck with air conditioner.

Guo Zhen was sleepy and leaned against the seat of the car to fall asleep again. Lu Hechuan jumped out of the truck, walked to the side of the passenger seat, reached out to lower the backrest of Guo Zhen's seat, and then stepped on the car to help get on the car.

A voice came from the carriage: "It's too hot, I don't want to do it... find a hotel."

"Where does this hotel come from the wilderness ridge? Let's make do."

The camera turned into the cramped carriage, and the light was dim. It was vaguely seen that Guo Zhen was sitting on Lu Hechuan, hunching his back on Lu Hechuan's shoulder. The hot Xia Ye and both were sweating. The suppressed muffled groans were hidden in the noisy cicadas, and the seats made a squeaking sound.

Cao Ye didn't feel particularly disgusted, probably because this scene was filmed in a very subtle way, and it was hidden but it made people imagine.

There are a lot of passionate scenes in the first half of the film, one in the car and the other in their rural hometown. Both scenes are filmed in a subtle way, with a secret atmosphere but not too explicit, and are still within Cao Ye's acceptance range.

The third game was still in the car, and Guo Zhen suddenly said that he was going back to his hometown to get married and would not run long distances with Lu Hechuan in the future.

Lu Hechuan had no expression at first, and then suddenly stepped on the accelerator and rushed for a few kilometers. The car stopped, he smoked a cigarette, chatted with Guo Zhen for a few words, and then suddenly got out of the car, grabbed Guo Zhen's arm and pulled him into the woods.

He bent his legs and pushed Guo Zhen's knees, then pressed his head down roughly, allowing him to squat under him. Guo Zhen made a whimpering sound in his throat, and the camera stopped on Lu Hechuan's face. He frowned, unable to tell whether this expression was due to pain or pleasure, or perhaps both.

After the end, Guo Zhen appeared in a mess in the camera, leaning against the tree trunk with Lu Hechuan. Guo Zhen was gasping for breath and wiped his mouth with the back of his hand. Lu Hechuan closed his eyes, but his eyebrows were still not stretched, his neck was sweating, and his Adam's apple rolled.

After the delivery of this trip, Guo Zhen did not appear again for a long time. As requested by his parents, he stayed at home to prepare for the wedding and cheered for his father. Lu Hechuan ran several long distances alone. He kept smoking and carried a woman on the way. After getting on the bus, the woman joked that she thought the car was on fire. The woman was very beautiful. They slept for a while. After that, Lu Hechuan asked her how she felt and asked her if she wanted to marry her. The woman smiled and asked him if he was crazy.

After half a month, Guo Zhen appeared again and they made a long journey. Without discussing with him, Lu Hechuan parked the car at the entrance of the small hotel they often went to.

They all knew what would happen, and Guo Zhen said forget it, but Lu Hechuan grabbed his collar and dragged him into the room. He was very strong and Guo Zhen could not resist.

Lu Hechuan asked Guo Zhen to lie in front of him like a dog, then pinched his waist and hit him hard, as if venting his desire for animals. He said that he had done it with a woman a few days ago, and it turned out that the taste was much better than that of a man. Guo Zhen suddenly cried, and his crying voice was suppressed and was knocked out by Lu Hechuan one by one.

Lu Hechuan stopped his movements, and the electric fan buzzed in the room. Guo Zhen's suppressed cry came over. Then Lu Hechuan let go of Guo Zhen and lay down to press Guo Zhen under him. He seemed to have a sudden change in personality. He kissed him with Guo Zhen's face. His movements became less rough. He pushed Guo Zhen one after another, bit his earlobe, and asked in a low voice if he had ever had sex with his bride, when he planned to get married, what kind of person the other party was, and what plans he had in the future.

The passionate scene of this scene lasted for several minutes. At first, Cao Ye thought of the scene where Cao Xiuyuan and Zheng Yin's bodies overlapped ten years ago. Although he still felt uncomfortable, the scene on the screen quickly diverted his attention.

The shot is...realistic.

The sound of physical collisions and the muffled groans in the throat are quite real.

So much so that when Cao Ye saw Liang Sizhe holding Guo Zhen tightly and kissing him, he felt a little uncomfortable.

It was not because of the discomfort of physical contact between the same sex, but because the kiss was so real that Cao Ye felt a little tasty. Liang Sizhe acted so well, and it seemed that he was in love with the person under him, and he loved both hard and pity, as if he wanted to vent all his love and hate through caressing and impact.

The kiss seemed to be deeper than any kiss he had with Liang Sizhe. Cao Ye stared at the screen and thought, so would Liang Sizhe get involved at that moment, so he fell in love with He Xinze for a short time? Otherwise, how could he act so realistically?

After the passionate scene, Lu Hechuan and Guo Zhen left the small hotel and boarded the road again. Cao Ye then pulled out of his thoughts and continued to follow the story.

After that, Lu Hechuan and Guo Zhen never met again. Lu Hechuan met Guo Zhen again at Guo Zhen's wedding. Everyone in the village came to make a wedding chamber. Guo Zhen couldn't resist it and was pressed against the wall. He watched the bride's skirt reach into the bride's skirt with a few malicious hands.

Lu Hechuan couldn't see it, so he pulled Guo Zhen out of their hands and threw it on the bride. He looked bad and didn't look like a joke. He even beat someone, annoyed a group of people who were making fun of the bridal chamber. Someone got drunk and cursed that Guo Zhen was a second chair, Lu Hechuan's parallel head, and said that he saw Lu Hechuan fucking Guo Zhen like a dog on the side of the river.

This happy event turned into a farce. It failed to "continue joy" as the great god said, but instead made Guo Zhen's father angry. The happy event followed the funeral, and the people in the village pointed at Lu Hechuan and Guo Zhen.

Three days later, Guo Zhen’s father held a funeral, and neither Guo Zhen nor Lu Hechuan showed up. Many people said that they had gone to "do that thing" again, but suddenly someone ran over and said that Guo Zhen had jumped into the river.

After that wedding, Guo Zhen was busy with his father's funeral, and Lu Hechuan went to deliver goods again. He wanted Guo Zhen to divorce the woman and then take him out of the village. But when he returned to the village, he realized that Guo Zhen jumped into the river and committed suicide.

Guo Zhen's family couldn't raise their heads in the village, so they didn't hold a funeral for him, so they found a place on the mountain and buried it.

Lu Hechuan went to the mountains late at night to dig out Guo Zhen's body and sent it for cremation. He also spent money to buy a cemetery in the city. After the matter was completed, he bought Guo Zhen a bouquet of fresh flowers.

It rained heavily on the way back, and the water surface of the Wangchuan River leading to the village rose very high. The bridge was flooded and it was impossible to get through. Lu Hechuan took off his shoes and stepped into the river. The river water overflowed his calves. Then the film ended.

The second half of the story is so depressing that after watching the complete film, Cao Ye recalled the previous passionate scenes and felt a sense of inability to vent his heart.

Cao Xiuyuan is undoubtedly ambitious. He knows what kind of story is most popular at international film festivals. So he shows the dilemma of homosexuals in the countryside, showing the ignorant and absurd reality of "joyfulness" and "breeding in the bridal chamber". No wonder some people say that being banned for five years has made Cao Xiuyuan successful. If it weren't for this, Cao Xiuyuan wouldn't have chosen such a cruel and realistic theme to shoot. Even if it were filmed, the film would not be able to win the Dragon Biao to participate in Cannes under the domestic environment.

This film was undeleted for nearly three hours, and Cao Ye felt very uncomfortable when he walked over and opened the curtains and blinds of the room to get some breath. When he saw the skylight outside, he realized that it was already dawn.

He searched around Liang Sizhe's house but couldn't find the cigarette. Liang Sizhe should have really made up his mind to quit smoking. After all, only people who don't smoke or quit smoking can not find a cigarette.

Cao Ye squatted at the door and looked at the clear sky. He finished smoking a cigarette one by one before gradually recovering from his heavy mood.

After entering the room, he thought he should have a while, but he was not sleepy, so he took out his cell phone and started to browse absent-mindedly, thinking about watching the reviews of "Wangchuan River".

He typed the four words "Wangchuan River" into the search engine, and then a series of keywords appeared below:

"Wangchuan River deleted the clip"

"Wangchuan River Full Version Download"

"Watch the Bed Scene of Wangchuan"

"Is it true that the river of Wangchuan is?"

Cao Ye: "..." Who searched for this? How could it be done?

Even though he thought about this, he still accidentally opened the "Wangchuan River is really done?" When he clicked it, he spitted on himself and was really boring...

The first search result that popped up was a forum post: "I heard from friends in the circle that Liang Sizhe and He Xinze were really doing it in Wangchuan River!"

Cao Ye clicked on the post while despising himself, and there were actually many people following him:

"Ahhh, I just said it! It looks like it's really done, the sound of the collision sounds too real!"

"I also think it's really done. Liang Sizhe's waist is so moving... it's so sexy."

"Upstairs...is it just a waist? Is the back not sexy? Do you dare not have the small half of the butt exposed? Is the Adam's apple not sexy?!"

"How could it be really done? You're thinking too much, Liang Sizhe is not going to shoot gv."

"It's really done... There is a side shot that can actually see a little bit of Liang Sizhe's something."

"Which side shot? How many minutes and seconds? I'm going to watch it again!"

"I forgot how many minutes and seconds I was in the back of the hotel. Guo Zhen was lying down. A side shot passed quickly. You can see it when you pause."

The man said with a nose and eyes. Cao Ye got up from the sofa and walked upstairs.

He absolutely did not believe that Wangchuan would do it, but this person's words were so convincing that he couldn't help but look back.

After entering the screening room, Cao Ye held the mouse and dragged the progress bar to the middle hotel.

No wonder someone suspected that he did it. When he watched it himself, he was also confused about the kiss between Liang Sizhe and He Xinze.

When I watched the previous time, Cao Ye was watching Lu Hechuan from the perspective of the audience, but this time, he saw Liang Sizhe, who played Lu Hechuan as his boyfriend.

Cao Ye found the part mentioned by the person in the post, and there was indeed a side shot, but Liang Sizhe did not reveal anything. Cao Ye held the mouse and dragged the progress bar forward for a while, and looked again. He was sure that the person's words were false.

Then he noticed that Liang Sizhe took off half of his jeans with a zipper, revealing his looming waist and the mermaid line next to his hip bone, extending downwards to the shadow position covered by his pants.

It was so... quite sexy. Cao Ye looked at Liang Sizhe's tight back muscles, thrust waist, and a small half of his butt on the screen. It was covered with a thin layer of sweat, and it reflected a faint luster in the dark hotel.

It was not until this scene passed that Cao Ye came to his senses. He picked up the remote control, turned the projector, closed his eyes and wanted to sleep for a while.

Perhaps because he had just seen the scenes of the small hotel twice, his mind was full of half-naked Liang Sizhe, flashing like a movie storyboard, first on his back, then on his waist, and then under his half-fallen jeans, his beautiful mermaid line and his looming butt.

But then he couldn't control himself and thought of Cao Xiuyuan and Zheng Yin. Perhaps because he had fallen in love with Liang Sizhe, he felt that he didn't seem so disgusted when he thought of them again.

Looking back ten years later, Zheng Yin was only 29 years old, only one year older than Liang Sizhe. Cao Xiuyuan was 38 years old. Putting aside the father-son relationship, if they were separated early as Li You said, then Cao Xiuyuan and Zheng Yin were sleeping... In fact, it was not that disgusting, right?

It was only when he was young that time, he was protected in the ivory tower. When he saw his most admired father and his most trusted uncle go to bed, he felt that the whole world was about to collapse.

He has never dared to think about these things carefully, but since he took that step and was with Liang Sizhe, many things he dare not think about in depth seem to have become less daunting.

Cao Ye slowly fell into a dream, and then he dreamed of the door again and he walked in.

About seven or eight years ago, he had seen this door countless times in his dreams. At first, he pushed the door in and saw Cao Xiuyuan and Zheng Yin's bodies overlapping, and he would wake up immediately. Later, he reflexed and would wake up automatically whenever he dreamed of the door because he didn't want to see the scene that happened later.

The last time I dreamed of this scene was in Yinsi’s small cinema. After more than a month, he dreamed of it again.

Subconsciously, he thought that he should turn his head and walk away. If he didn't see the scene of Cao Xiuyuan and Zheng Yin's body overlapping, perhaps he could still be kept in the dark and continue his innocent and false happy time.

——I have to admit that for a while, he really regretted pushing open the door. Sometimes he would deceive himself that it was just a dream and nothing happened. Thinking about it like this would make him feel better. Over time, he developed the habit of deceiving himself.

But this time he seemed unable to control himself in his dream.

Rationally, he advised himself to stop immediately, but in his dream, he pushed open the door and walked in. Then he heard the gasping and muffled groans in the room. The sound was very familiar, as close as if it was ringing in his ears.

In the dream, Cao Ye stretched out his hand to push the door, and then stood in a daze.

——It was not Cao Xiuyuan and Zheng Yin in the sect, but Liang Sizhe and himself.

They kissed in the bathroom, like "Wangchuan", as if they were going to swallow each other into their stomachs.

He saw that he was facing away from him in his dream, and Liang Sizhe faced him. They were all naked. He leaned down with his hands, unzipped his belt and jeans, and then untied Liang Sizhe. Liang Sizhe's head was against the wall, his brows were slightly frowning, and his Adam's apple rolled, so sexy.

He pressed Liang Sizhe against the wall, lowered his head to bite his Adam's apple, and then he put his fingers together and held Liang Sizhe. The scene in the dream was very chaotic, and he pressed Liang Sizhe onto the bed and kissed the sweat on his back.

The cell phone held in the palm of the hand suddenly vibrated, interrupting the beautiful dream. Cao Ye opened his eyes and woke up.
Chapter completed!