Today, I have a special card script. The words are just over a million. I will ask for a leave and tell you about your mental journey.

This book has actually entered a period of exhaustion after writing it here.

When I first started writing this book, I didn’t think too much about it. I just encountered the epidemic at home after graduation. I had no plans to work at that time, so I was going to pass the time.

Thinking that I still have the past scrapped manuscripts, the idea is pretty good, I uploaded them to review without saying a word, and gradually began.

So it's writing without an outline.

Until the first tens of thousands of words passed, I felt that the plot rhythm was a bit slow, so I made a brief outline and roughly summarized which movies to write.

The outline is not complete, so some minor problems arose in the middle of the book.

These minor issues should have some impact on readers' reading experience.

This is my personal reflection.

The biggest problem is that I lack personal abilities. Although I have been in the writing for a long time, my previous experience in writing is not enough to support me to have 100% control over this book at this stage.

The part that I am most proficient in is actually the first 700,000 words, and until now, I have entered a period of exhaustion.

Until now, I have only started to slowly regain my feelings.

Secondly, it lies in life.

Writing books is a hobby and can also bring some income, but it is not a full-time writer. This book cannot support me and make me a full-time writer.

I have to run around for my life.

Especially after graduation last year, I experienced many complicated situations, such as the cancellation of overseas plans and failed to take the civil service exam, and I only started working formally this year, and pressure from all aspects followed one after another.

The pressure is really great.

There is actually no pressure to eat and live, and it is mainly various things in other aspects.

Considering work and life, the time spent on writing is getting less and less.

As you can see from time to time, the updates gradually decrease after May. Before June, I never asked for leave. I could maintain the updates for about 200 days, no matter how tired I was, I kept it updated. Sometimes even if I only added 2,000 words, I wouldn't ask for leave, right?

I invited it twice last month and once again today. I really can’t help it.

I went on the highway twice last month.

Come once, come once.

Today, I was irritated and couldn’t write it out, so I simply asked for a leave to adjust.

Feel sorry.

Having said that, although I am a little tired, I will definitely finish writing this book, so there is no need to worry about the eunuch.

This book has a lot of special significance to me until now.

A lot of outlines and plots have been planned in the following parts. At present, I plan to complete the book in about 150 words. According to the time, there are about 4 months left.

That’s all today.

Finally, I called for a subscription, and the subscription declined severely.

Subscription and revenue link.

Although I never expect that the income from writing books can support myself full-time, I don’t want to drink soup if I can eat meat.

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