I know what my problem is, but I don't know how to express my promise to him. We can't seem to have a next conversation because I can't give the answer he wants.

It should be said that I am quite powerless.

I feel like I can't explain it.

"Sorry, I didn't do it in line with your wishes. I disappointed you. I was extremely upset when I hurt you. I knew that you didn't blame me because of this, but more because of Mo Yuanlian... At that time, I made you sad."

It's true that I'm not sure about that degree.

It is indeed my problem that leads to the current situation.

Xi Zhan looked at me silently, and I stepped back and moved away from him and said, "I heard what you and Assistant Yin just said. No matter what you think, I will protect your company. If you are really tired and tired, then let Yuan Yu-yi-jung Hyuk and others help you support it. I don't want you to retreat from that position. I am not greedy for power, but I don't want those who stare at you in the dark to pounce on you like a mad dog when you have no power."

I hope Xi Zhan is safe and sound.

Even if he is unwilling to have power anymore.

I will also maintain his power.

After saying that, I asked him, "Xi Zhan, what answer do you want?"

The man's voice was dull, "Your attitude."

He wants my attitude.

But I just made a promise.

But he said that I had promised him.

I used to say in front of Xi Zhan that I had no relationship with Mo Yuanlian, including Gu Tingchen, but my previous relationship with them sometimes exceeded that of my friends. For example, at Mo Yuanlian, I care too much about Mo Yuanlian.

This is my problem.

“I don’t know how to express my attitude.”

Hearing this, Xi Zhan snatched the cigarette butts and walked past me and into Yoon'er's ward. I sat on the bench with some weakness thinking about what I just said. I really have no way to explain!

Because his attitude is too vague.

I don't know how to express it.

It was really my fault if I thought about it carefully.

I have never given Xi Zhan the sense of security he wants.

We separated for ten months before, and when we met Xi Zhan again ten months later, we didn't blame me for anything. Even if I gave him his injuries, he didn't blame me, nor did I misunderstand me because I shouted that day that I wanted Mo Yuanlian. He just wanted my attitude, just wanted me to give him a clear attitude.

I remembered what he once said, life was too short, and I appeared too late in his first thirty years of life. Misunderstandings and suspicions cannot separate us. The key is my intention.

Because he can't control my heart.

He said roughly this.

He is now fully abiding by what he said.

But I can't show the attitude he wants.

I love him, but he thinks my love is too messy.

He thinks it's not just him that I want to care about.

This was not his unjust accusation of me for no reason.

Because I had similar experiences in my life, when I was entangled with Gu Tingchen, Gu Lanzhi appeared next to me again, and recorded that video. I kept saying to Gu Lanzhi that I like you, and it would be a waste of time to like you. Although I wanted to draw a clear line with him at that time, the words I said at that time were more like asking for something but not getting it. Before that, I was kissed by Fu Xi in the bar.

Although Xi Zhan and I had just met these things when they happened, there was Mo Yuanlian behind them, which allowed him to experience them personally.

In Xi Zhan's heart, I am a person with a criminal record.

He is the only person who doesn't understand love for this life.

He doubted me, naturally, normal.

Besides, when I confessed to him before, he never agreed to me and kept teaching me what love is. In Xi Zhan's heart, love is very pure and flawless.

It is not allowed to be another person.

Now I have violated his taboo!

I made Xi Zhan doubt his own love.

This is the most critical issue.

I sighed, and felt my stomach hurt.

In fact, a woman as delicate and critically ill as me does not deserve love, nor does she deserve a perfect man like Xi Zhan, but he is like a beam of light shining on my life.

My world was dark before his appearance, and since his appearance, my world was bright. The pampering and indulgence he gave me was something I had never had before when I met him, and I couldn't even think about it. He made me feel what mutual respect is, what love is, and what trust is the two without any doubts. The experience he gave me made me unprecedented.

The love Xi Zhan gave me is both a teacher and a friend.

Make me look like a little woman more.

Moreover, what Xi Zhan gave me is far greater than what I gave him. Over the years, I have been enjoying the love he gave me, but I have never given him anything, and I have even hurt him everywhere.

"Xi Zhan, how should I explain to you?"

I really have no explanation.

And I feel more and more inferior.

He has always been flawless.

But I have many problems.

But I have never thought about those men, and even keep a distance. Sometimes I will exceed this distance because of my soft heart. For example, I can't watch Mo Yuanlian die. This is the key to the problem. I also understand that I must deal with these issues before I can talk to the next step, but my promise is not worth it.

Xi Zhan feels that my promise is worthless.

This is the most helpless thing.

I thought about it all the time, and my head was dizzy because I couldn't think of it anyway, which was very painful.

Forget it, wait until later.

I got up and went back to the room. Yoona was awake. She stared at Xi Zhan with round eyes. When she saw me coming in, she called my mother. I responded and asked her, "Does baby still hurt?"

"Yona doesn't hurt, Yoona wants to eat Tangtang~"

Yoona is greedy, and most of the things she can only think of in her mind. I coaxed her and said, "When the disease is cured, my mom will give it to you."

"Dad, Yoona wants to eat Tangtang~"

She asked Xi Zhan for help again.

Xi Zhan responded to her: "No."

Hearing this, Yoona looked a little sad.

I quickly said, "The mall has not opened yet. Can you buy it when it dawn? I will also reward you with strawberry juice."

Yoona's mood improved after hearing this.

Half an hour later, Yoona finished the fluid and she asked Xi Zhan to hug her. Xi Zhan carried her into her arms. The man was tall and big, Yoona was lying on his chest and was small and cute.

"Dad, Yoona wants to go home."

"Well, I'll take you home."

Xi Zhan hugged Yoona out of the ward door. I hesitated whether to follow me. Yoona shouted, "I want my mother too."

Xi Zhan turned around and looked at me, "Come on?"

Is Xi Zhan going to take me back to his home?
Chapter completed!