Section 17 Conflict(1/2)
For some people, when they are dissatisfied with a certain period of life, they will remember the good and simple days in the past and want to change everything now to make their life more regular and orderly, healthy and perfect.
, Yahan is one of them.
She realizes that her secret love for Jiaming is abnormal, and although she will not be able to forget it for a while, she hopes to cope with this difficult time in the past with a more regular life, making her life more rigorous and healthy, reading,
Exercise, work... everything must run on an arranged track, so that you no longer have the chance to think about things that make you depressed, hurt, and make you want to cry.
It started that night. After school, I returned to my villa alone. The meals were prepared according to strict nutritional standards. They were neither rich nor simple. After eating, I turned on the TV, tidied the room, and digested while moving.
, then take a shower, practice yoga with soothing music in the room for an hour, then take a shower again, deal with some school matters, sit on the bed and read an old book that I haven’t read for a long time, at eleven o’clock on time
Turn off the lights and go to sleep.
Putting aside the tossing and turning in bed after the lights went out, she got up with the alarm clock early the next morning. It was just dawn when she went out. She had breakfast outside the school. After entering the school, she put things in the office and picked up the things that had not been touched for a long time.
I took my sketchbook to the highest pavilion on the hill behind the school. From here, I could have a commanding view of the scenery outside the school.
The golden morning glow bursts out from the eastern sky. Below the line of sight are rows of streets and houses. There are rooms with open doors in small alleys. On the rooftops, there are men and women who come out to brush their teeth. Vendors push hot breakfast carts and dishes.
Vendors in the market are already ready to bargain with the housewives who came out early in the morning. Students have already walked out of the door with their schoolbags on their backs, shouting to each other and running in twos and threes.
This used to be Yahan's favorite scene. Alleys interspersed here and there, passing behind countless rooms, sometimes appearing and sometimes disappearing. The rows of houses blocked each other's full view, and you could only see the houses.
The scene on one side conceals the rooftop of another house and the window of another family behind it. Sometimes you can see figures walking around, flowers and plants on the window sill, and the old man watering the flowers and plants, but after a while he returns to
In the room, this kind of scene can arouse people's imagination, fantasize about people's lives, people's experiences, and people's trivial matters, as if they are looking forward to their own future, and because it is morning, everything seems full of vitality and is very exciting.
Feeling relaxed and happy.
However, no matter what, the paintbrush stopped and went on the sketchbook, and school employees who were doing morning exercise occasionally walked near the pavilion. At a certain moment, she finally stopped the movement in her hands, because somewhere in this line of sight was
In the room where Jiaming, Lingjing and Shasha lived, when the three small figures came out of the room intimately, she tried to pretend that she didn't see them, but finally couldn't do it. She closed the sketchbook and sat quietly in the pavilion.
It took a while until the three figures left her sight. Jiaming seemed to look back during the journey, but the distance here was hundreds of meters, and she didn't think he could see her.
The three of them lived together...
Today's mood was ruined, but it wasn't a big problem. Sooner or later she would overcome this sadness. She decided not to walk around the teaching area that day, lest she see him again and let him come over to strike up a conversation. Since time can dilute it
Of course, unswerving love can also dilute the friendship between two people who still don't know how to position it. He should let him understand his determination and then naturally dilute the friendship between the two parties. I'm not the kind of person who can't love just to be friends.
A strong man, a coward, or an ostrich, he can only deal with the situation in front of him in this way.
However, God didn't seem to want to fulfill her plan. When she left the office during the second class in the morning and passed the door of the Academic Affairs Office, she heard the chatter inside.
"Gu Jiaming... he is a problem student, he must have had a fight at the beginning of last year... Haha, I still remember it. Teacher Jin, aren't you his class teacher? How is he?"
She had already prepared a line of defense in her heart, but when she heard someone mention the name Gu Jiaming, she still subconsciously stopped. In the huge Academic Affairs Office, a group of teachers were chatting, and Xu Mo was among them, or when Jiaming was mentioned,
It was also he who took the lead.
"Gu Jiaming, he has no sense of presence. He always falls asleep in class. It's okay to pass the exam, but he can't always get high marks. The most special thing is that he takes a class off every Monday, Wednesday and Friday. Haha, you usually
He is very polite when you approach him, and he is like a teacher, but no matter what happens, he will do the same thing when you look back. Anyway, there is nothing I can do to him..."
"How can this be done? It's too bad..." A teacher exclaimed.
"Oh, there is no way. As you all know, although his surname is Gu, he is still from the Huang family after all. We also asked some questions during the home visit, but it is said that both his parents are dead, so the elders of the Huang family don't care much about him.
, there is little care and insufficient discipline, which is why he has such a withdrawn and eccentric character."
"Actually, the Huang family really doesn't care about him that much... I heard that's the case..."
"This is the first time I've seen a child with such a personality."
Another teacher said with a smile: "However, maybe this kind of character will be more popular with girls in the future. Isn't it said in society that if men are not bad, women will not love them?"
"How is that possible?" Another female teacher retorted with a smile.
Teacher Jin smiled and said, "Maybe that's true, you know? More than half of his homework was done for him by the girls at his desk."
"His deskmate? Is he the Japanese student named Yuechi Kaoru?" Anyone who has been in Class 1 and Six of Senior High School obviously has a deep memory of Kaoru's appearance.
"impossible!"
"How is it impossible? His homework for today is here. I'll look for it and compare it with Yuechi's..." In order to prove that his news was interesting, Teacher Jin rummaged through his homework with great interest. After a while,
Take two homework books and start circulating them.
"Really, really..."
"No boy can write such beautiful handwriting, and there are obviously traces of Japanese..."
"How, how could this be possible..."
"Didn't the last meeting say that we still have to deal with a few models? I think..."
"Yes, his usual behavior is indeed a bit bad..."
It’s hard to analyze the reason. After it was circulated, a group of people started talking about these things, but Teacher Jin just shook his head: "No, this is not good. After all, the identities of the children from those families are still somewhat sensitive."
, since he didn't do anything too outrageous... and to punish him, Teacher Zhang did it the most. She said to Gu Jiaming many times, and every time Gu Jiaming said, "Teacher, I don't dare anymore."
'Looking back, it will be the same again..."
"Um...I heard that Teacher Zhang and he are fellow martial arts masters in the same martial arts school...well, some people say so."
"Ah, Teacher Zhang... shouldn't be partial in this regard..."
There was a lot of chattering inside, and Yahan turned around and left silently. When Xu Mo turned around, he seemed to have caught a glimpse of the figure in his heart, but when he chased him out, he saw no one.
Thinking about those people's comments about Jiaming, she walked up to the teaching building opposite. When she got to the second floor, she couldn't help but glance at the door of Class 1 and Class 6. The beautiful and elegant Xun was taking notes.
Jia Ming, who was inside, was sleeping on the table as usual. Looking at the dazzling sleeping posture, Yahan suddenly felt a sense of grievance in her heart. Just as the class was about to end, the teacher finished what he wanted to say and asked the students to
We were doing two exercises. She walked in unexpectedly.
"Gu Jiaming, have you slept enough?"
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If calculated based on the sleep time of an average teenager, Jiaming actually doesn't get enough sleep.
After completing the warning about Yanhuang's awakening last night, he also discovered some more difficult things. Since this matter was a bit hasty, he collected intelligence and data by himself, and then compiled and summarized it. It was almost dawn. The key to these things is to be prepared.
Although he was busy all night, it was not a big deal for him who was full of energy, but since he was able to sleep at school, of course he had to catch up on his sleep in time. At the same time, he was still silently analyzing the situation in his mind, and even if he was not too deep sleep, he was called.
wake up.
"Sleeping during class time, you don't change after repeated admonitions, and it's just that you let someone copy your notes for you. You also ask others to help you with your homework, can she help you for the rest of your life..." I don't know why, ever since I learned that Jiaming, Lingjing, and Shasha are living together.
After that, Yahan now felt that he and Xun might be a little unclear, and she felt particularly resentful in her heart at this time.
"I'm sorry, teacher, I won't dare next time..."
"It's the same sentence every time. Leave the inspection to me tomorrow."
"OK……"
"Also...we clean the Academic Affairs Office after school every day for a week!"
"Uh..." He looked at Yahan dumbfounded, but she had already turned around and walked out of the classroom. Under the gloating gaze of the whole classroom, Jiaming chased after her: "Uh, teacher... I have a problem..."
"Tuesday and Thursday are fine, but today is Wednesday, and I have to ask for leave..." It was still class time, and the stairwell was empty. Jia Ming followed Yahan, knowing that she was still angry, so he couldn't be too affectionate.
The tone comes.
"I don't listen to reasons!"
"Uh... that..." Jia Ming sighed, "Lingjing and I take turns cooking at home, each for one day. I really can't do it today. I won't clean it..."
Hearing Jiaming's frank words, Yahan felt sad again. You and she take turns cooking, living together, and going to bed together. Do you know how many things I have covered for you? How are those people there?
Do you know what you said about me behind my back... Biting her lower lip fiercely, Yahan walked forward quickly.
"Why don't you scan it and try it!"
"You know me, you are making trouble unreasonably..."
"I'm making trouble unreasonably, you kill me..."
The sunlight was very bright, illuminating the resolute figures of the two people on the lawn in front of the classroom...
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Since this morning, Shasha has had some pain in her stomach. Her menstrual period has passed for several days, and she has always been in good health. She should not have been in this situation.
Maybe I got up too many times last night...
After knowing about Jiaming's hidden side, she and Lingjing could understand that he would occasionally go out at night and not come back. Of course, understanding was one thing, and there were always worries in their hearts. The fields that Jiaming was involved in could be possible at any time.
Facing swords and guns, facing another world of life and death, many times they would think that it was simply illusory, but whenever Jiaming went out mysteriously, various speculations would slowly come to mind, bringing great fear to the two of them.
.
One night, she joked with Lingjing that every time Jiaming went out, he didn't say what was going on. He couldn't be meeting his lover without telling them. Maybe it was Xun, or maybe it was such a beautiful girl. Lingjing's
The answer is: Even if he really went to meet his lover, it would be okay, at least there would be no danger.
Compared to the possibility of Jiaming dying outside, they would rather accept Jiaming going out to accompany other women.
Of course, that being said, if Jiaming really went to accompany another woman, she and Lingjing would certainly not be content with it.
Because of this, although she would not say it on the surface, last night, Shasha got out of bed and drank water more than a dozen times, which may have caused her to catch a cold. During the last class in the afternoon, she asked for leave and was going home to have something to eat.
To be continued...