Some memories cannot be forgotten, and Martin's thoughts cannot help but float to his previous life.

All the unforgivable sins of Wang Nan in his previous life originated from selfishness!

He had almost never pretended to be anyone else in his heart.

His selfishness has led to his abominable, hateful, and abominable life trajectory!

His biggest mistake in his life: resentment towards his parents is more important than rewarding for their raising grace.

When I was a child, my parents were very energetic and thoughtful to help my son achieve something. However, I lacked patience in the discipline methods and would serve him if he had any problems.

At that time, Wang Nan could not resist and could only suffer and wait to grow up.

When he was in junior high school, he began to exercise consciously. After reaching the third year of junior high school, Wang Nan's size suddenly reached 180, his arms and legs became stronger, and he accumulated capital for resistance.

Finally one day when he was about to be beaten, Wang Nan snatched the stick from his father's hand and threw it to the ground, yelling with his neck: "Are you used to hitting me? Try hitting me again!"

The father, who was just over 40, was caught off guard against his son's resistance. He was so angry that he trembled but didn't know how to move forward. He could only lament in his heart: his son has grown up and he can no longer beat him.

From then on, Wang Nan completely entered the rebellious period and was out of control, and he went further and further on the road of a bastard.

The following is excerpted from the bastard words that Wang Nan once said from the age of 15 to 40:

"Don't worry, I'm not a bastard, it's impossible to hit my parents, but if you dare to hit me, I won't go back to this family."

"Do you understand that the more children take care of themselves, the more rebellious they become? Will you take care of children? You always complain that grandma is spoiled by me, you are not as good as her!"

"Martin is the most obedient! Martin is good at everything! Why didn't Martin be your son? Tell you, he is also afraid of parents like you!"

"Have Martin's parents beat him? Have you ever? And what about me? I was beaten by you!"

"I can't make the money I earn? I have to leave it to you? Why do you like to interfere in my business so much?"

"A joke, of course I have suffered the crime myself, and I didn't beg you to go to jail for me!"

"I didn't handle the relationship well when I was a child, so don't think about regaining it now. It's meaningless."

"I can't ignore my parents, and you can't change me. Just like now, everyone is more cautious and polite when speaking. Don't break the paper, otherwise both sides will not look good."

"I said a long time ago not to break this fig leaf! You have to compete! It's interesting to be so self-righteous?!"

The sixty-year-old mother was tearful, while the sixty-one-year-old father had a severe pain in his internal organs.

The parents have experienced a long reflection for nearly thirty years;

They keep scrutinizing and criticizing themselves;

They continued this guilt towards their son until the moment they closed their eyes.

...

If you don’t have parents in your heart, you should have a wife, right? No!

"Where is your money?"

"Lost."

"Lost! You gamble again! Do you still have some shame? What did you say last time? If you bet, just buy your fingers, go and go and chop!"

"Is there anyone who is like this who is your wife? How can you live this life by forcing your man to buy your fingers?"

"I can't live this day at all. How can I live this month without money? My child is less than one year old and it costs hundreds of dollars to just milk powder. Where does the money come from?"

"You get some from your mother first. They can't spend so much money. Can't I not bet next time?"

"You are really not a human being, why am I blind and fell in love with you!" The wife cried loudly, holding her son.

...

If you don’t have parents or wives in your heart, you should have your own children, right? No!

If the child doesn’t know how to call him dad, then his dad has become his mom’s ex-husband;

As soon as the child learns to crawl, his father has completely freed from the constraints of home;

When the child is sensible, he asks his father, but his father has no news at all;

The child was isolated and helpless at the school gate after school, and that bastard father was having fun in a corner of the world.

It was not until his son was fifteen that the legendary biological father gave him the only message: this man is dead.

...

If you have no parents, no wives and children in your heart, you should have brothers, right? No!

Chen Yong is the most loyal comrade in Wang Nan's army. The two have faced death together and are truly friends of life and death.

The old comrade lent Wang Nan the savings he had saved again and again, causing him to lose his life because he had no money to buy a house.

Chen Yong, who was 35 years old, was still a bachelor and had no place to settle down, and he worked hard until Wang Nan went to prison and completely extinguished the light, and he had no choice but to leave this bottomless hole.

Even so, before Chen Yong completely disappeared, he still went inside to see Wang Nan and left several thousand yuan for Wang Nan's parents.

Wang Nan and Martin are only one month away from their birthdays, and they crawled together since they can't walk.

Kindergarten, elementary school, junior high school, and from high school to graduate from high school, they are always in the same age and class, and they are real primary school students.

Since childhood, Martin has been following Wang Nan in all aspects, and has been persisting until he really can't see any changes in his childhood friend, so he has to leave with thirty years of friendship.

Martin's father and Wang Nan's father were childhood friends, comrades and colleagues. By Wang Nan's generation, they were pure and solid friends of the three generations.

The fathers took the same path, and they transferred to the same unit in the same county town, and then successively got admitted to university as their father, becoming deputy section chief, section chief, and deputy director.

The path of the son generation is only 108,000 miles away.

After graduating from a prestigious university, Martin started his own business and built an office building in the capital Gucheng City, with assets of over 100 million yuan.

Wang Nan did not get into college and became a soldier. He was promoted to an officer by a traitor. He also found the head's daughter to get married and have children, which made his parents naively think that his son had finally turned aside and "save the country on the curve" and embarked on the right path.

Things went against my wishes, and the good times didn't last long. The restlessness in my heart and my persistence in anything made Wang Nan lost in the whirlpool of going into business and making a fortune again.

He lost all his family, paid all his savings from his parents-in-law, and owed all the hard-earned money from all his acquaintances.

In the end, he lost his career and family, and left in a mess.

With a spirit of "never admit defeat" that will only fantasize out of thin air, and dream of getting rich overnight, abandoning all the good opportunities to obtain fruits through hard work, Wang Nan wandered around the society for seven years.

Seven years later, the ex-wife, who was alone with her son, finally stopped waiting and married again.

In the end, Wang Nan took a risky death route and "successfully arrived" in the prison.

Perhaps it was because I really felt the beauty of freedom in prison;

Perhaps it is because I have time here that I have to reflect on the past;

Perhaps it was moved by the crying confession of the inmates next to him every time he was received.

Wang Nan's selfish heart began to touch his family and family affection.

In the past three years since I came in, my parents have been here to meet me almost every month, no matter it is windy or rainy.

They carefully considered the language and did not dare to mention the past at all. They just said words of encouragement repeatedly, hoping that their son could cheer up again.

Wang Nan looked at his father's hunched back and his mother's increasingly aging face, and felt a little touched from time to time.

In the third year when Wang Nan was imprisoned, his parents finally couldn't bear the so-called guilt for their son in this life and passed away one after another. The couple left less than a week apart.

The only sister was also sent to the hospital for emergency treatment due to excessive sadness and almost struggled back from the brink of death.

The first thing my sister did when she woke up was to go to the prison reception room and complained Wang Nan from beginning to end for twenty minutes with tears in her eyes. Then, after she returned, she immediately entered the newspaper: she announced that she had severed relations with the only immediate relative in the world.

All the police and other families at the scene burst into tears after hearing their sister's accusation.

Only Wang Nan sat there calmly, not crying or making a fuss, his face and expression still had a trace of curve.

My sister's heart-wrenching words deeply penetrated Wang Nan's heart. At that moment, he actually gave him a hint of relief and comfort.

It feels good to be scolded by your loved ones, because it is actually a kind of happiness to be scolded by your loved ones.

Although, this is not the first time, it must be the last time.

If you are scolded like this by your loved ones, you will never tolerate it before.

My sister once couldn't see it, so she pointed at her nose and scolded Wang Nan, causing him to slap his mouth with two big mouths and blocked her mouth. Her brother-in-law wanted to vent her anger on his wife, but was knocked to the ground by the well-trained him with three punches and two kicks.

On the surface, things were resolved by their parents, but the grudges took root in the hearts of both sides. From then on, the two siblings no longer communicated, and even the little bit of beautiful memories of playing together when they were young were discarded.

Just like two passers-by who came to visit the house at the same time, they just barely maintained the little bit of courtesy on the surface.

Now, it is finally time to break up completely, and my sister no longer has to care about her parents' feelings and has made the decision happily.

He also helped Wang Nan remove his last nostalgia.

My parents who have been preaching, worrying, and maintaining their lives finally calmed down;

My parents who have been opposing, resisting, and refuting will never appear again;

The "hate, affection" between parents and sons, ended with the "complete defeat" of one of the parents.

No need to worry anymore, no need to refuse to worry anymore;

No need to be hard-working, no need to treat it as a breeze in your ears;

No need to feel guilty about the past, no need to take the past to hurt people's hearts.
To be continued...