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Chapter 27 Lost sense of security

"Wuxiu, here!"                                                                                                                           �

"Wuxiu, is my hat good-looking?" As soon as she walked in front of them, Nie Xinyan couldn't wait to ask me, her eyes shining. It seemed that she wanted to get my praise.

I took the hat into my hand, raised it over my head and looked at it, frowned and said, "This hat doesn't seem to be very good."

When Nie Xinyan heard my words, her expression became depressed and she looked disappointed. I gently put the hat on her again and said with a smile: "This is very beautiful. I should thank you for this hat. You have helped it enhance its charm."

Nie Xinyan burst out laughing, but her face was covered with red clouds. She looked around and felt relieved. Such rustic love words were indeed quite ashamed.

"Huh... I can't stand it anymore." Lin Yiyi said disgustedly, and kept waving her hands, perhaps being smoldered by the sour smell of love.

After a pause, Lin Yiyi looked behind me and said, "Where is your friend?"

"He went back, but he was very conscious and didn't want to be a light bulb. You see you again." I started to arrange her again, as if this had become a subconscious behavior.

"Hehe, I'm here to be a light bulb so that you won't bully Xinyan again." Lin Yiyi said without showing any weakness.

"She is my girlfriend, how could I bully her? I couldn't even take care of her."

"Oh, who made Xinyan cry for half the night two days ago?"

Lin Yiyi mentioned a topic that I and Nie Xinyan were unwilling to talk about. I only remember that night I waited for her in the rain for a long time, and there were two people hugging her tightly in the rain. After that night, we were as intact as before. As for the reason, both of them did not mention it in a very tacit understanding. Now Lin Yiyi mentioned this matter again, undoubtedly putting us on the fire to roast us.

The scene suddenly fell into silence, and Lin Yiyi also realized her fault and looked at us awkwardly, feeling a little at a loss.

Nie Xinyan looked at me, then looked at Lin Yiyi, and said, "Yiyi, you can go for yourself for a while, I'll talk to him." Lin Yiyi nodded slightly, then left timidly, and looked back at us from time to time.

"Sit and chat." Nie Xinyan patted the empty seat beside her, and I slowly sat on it, but no matter how I looked, I felt a little unnatural.

As soon as my butt was on the chair, my body felt a soft and refreshing fragrance that was also transmitted into my nose at the right time, and the hormonal aura suddenly became a little thicker.

I stared blankly at the gentle girl crawling on my chest, helpless. I didn't expect her to be like this. Why is she so abnormal today? No, not just today, it seems that since she went to Wisteria Flower Park, she always gives people a feeling of extreme insecurity.

I only realized this abnormality until now, and it was really not a lover who was called. A feeling of self-blame spread in my heart. I gently stroked her shoulders and tried to give her some physical comfort.

"Wuxiu, we... will always be together?" She raised her head and looked straight into my eyes. For some reason, every time I saw this expression, my first reaction was to dodge. What am I... afraid of?

After calming down the uneasiness in my heart, I responded to her eyes and chuckled and said, "I will always be together. In the past, now, and from now on, I will always be together."

She didn't relax at all when she heard my words, but her expression became even more nervous. She asked again: "Will time... affect our relationship?"

"It is not something that can be affected by time. In my opinion, the feelings that can be defeated by time are not considered emotional at all." Although I don't quite understand why she asked this question, I still gave him an answer I had.

"What about... money?"

"Even time can't affect it, money can't work, right?" I looked at her in surprise and said jokingly, "But if someone offers a price that satisfies me, I will definitely sell you, hahaha."

Nie Xinyan did not sneer at my jokes as I expected. A different kind of emotion appeared in her eyes, loneliness, sadness, and disappointment... I realized that something must have happened to my words just now, and hurriedly said, "Xinyan, I was joking. How could I sell you, and I don't have to exchange for any amount of money."

When Nie Xinyan heard this, her face calmed down, her red lips opened and she said, "Wuxiu, shouldn't joke like this with me? It's not funny at all." I nodded solemnly.

After a pause, she continued, "I originally wanted to tell you this later, but everything that happened recently scared me. I was afraid of losing you, especially the appearance of Li Yue, which made me feel serious in crisis."

I scratched her nose bridge and said with a smile: "What a sense of crisis? You are too worried. She and I are friends. Maybe they are better friends. She is not as important as the older one. How can they compare to you?"

"She is only part of the reason. What I want to say is that I may leave this city after graduation." Nie Xinyan said with a frown on her pretty eyebrows.

"Leave this city? There are not many people in our country who can compare to this city, right? I will accompany you wherever you go." I replied lightly, isn't it just leaving this city? What's the matter? Although this country is not small, there is no place you can't go to.

"Really? Are you willing to go abroad with me?" Her eyes finally showed glory and she looked at me happily.

Her joy was exchanged for my surprise, and my heart was already filled with storm. What she said about leaving this city was going abroad, and then there was a sense of bitterness. Going abroad... What a distant word for me. I finally understood why she asked that just now, time, money... So that's it.

"Xinyan, I... can't go abroad with you. There are too many things in China that I can't give up." I said with a bitter face.

When she heard this, her face was a little dim and she kept muttering: "I knew it was like this, I knew it was like this..."

"Xinyan, when did you decide to go abroad?" I thought about it for a long time, but still asked.

"A month ago, my dad told me that the relevant procedures have been completed and I will have to leave as soon as the graduation ceremony is over."

I really want to ask her if she can go abroad, but this question is too selfish and I can't say it or say it. She didn't ask me if I could go with her, because she knew my answer. Most of the reason she would go abroad was her parents, while most of the reason I wouldn't choose to go abroad was my parents.

After a long silence, I asked, "How long? Which country?"

"Three years, Italy."

"Three years? It's only three years. Do you have no confidence in me? I thought you would never come back after you go out."

When she spoke about time, my heart was finally relieved. Fortunately, the bloody scene in the film and television drama did not take place. I thought she would feel at ease when I heard my answer, but her eyes were still full of worry, concerns about our future.

"Three years is not long. I will definitely leave with confidence before, but how can you let me leave with confidence in these recent events? I am afraid... I am afraid that there will be another girl standing beside you when I come back." Some crystal clear flowed out of her eyes.

I couldn't help but hug her tightly and whispered in her ear: "I will wait for you, don't worry, no one will ever come into my heart again. Because my heart is full of you and I can't hold on to others."

Hearing me say this, she finally settled down, her eyebrows gradually relaxed, and her expression also relaxed.

In order to make her feel completely at ease, I told her everything on the forum. She didn't react much after listening to it. She just became interested in the video. I showed the video to her with a hint of anxiety, afraid that she would get angry because of it. Unexpectedly, after watching it, she had a pleasing smile on her face.

I asked tremblingly, "Are you...n't you angry?"

"Angry, I'm angry with other girls like this. But I'm more happy because you told me everything without reservation." She smiled slightly, and the dimples were revealed again. "So I can go abroad with confidence. I know that in your eyes she is just a better friend of the opposite sex. You can tell me everything about her, but you will never tell her about you and me, that's enough."

I was slightly stunned and didn't understand her brain circuit for a moment, but after thinking about it carefully, I only had the emotion in my heart and nodded to her.

...

"Yiyi didn't know where she went, so she didn't answer the call." Nie Xinyan put down the phone and her eyebrows frowned slightly again.

"Should she be here, maybe her phone has been silent."

...

"Wuxiu, I want to drink milk tea."

"Milk tea? Where can I sell milk tea nearby?"

"I don't care, I want to drink it. You bought it for other girls before, and I want it too." Nie Xinyan became coquettish.

But my attention was all about the saying "You bought it for other girls before." I thought about it carefully and bought milk tea for other girls. This incident only happened to Li Yue.

"That day... were you calling me?"

"Buy milk tea for other girls, and then I shout you to ignore me." I couldn't see any sign of anger on Nie Xinyan's face, but I didn't dare to be careless at all. Now she is more terrifying than being angry.

Could it be that she cried that night because of this? The more she thought about it, the more she felt it reasonable, and couldn't help asking, "Was it because of this?"

"You still said?"

Then I felt a piercing pain coming from my waist, and endured the severe pain and begged for mercy: "I was wrong, I was wrong, I was wrong, I will go now."

She looked at me proudly like a victorious little rooster, and finally let go of the hand. My distorted face slowly returned to normal due to the pain. She said to her, "Let's wait here for a moment, and the younger one will go."

As she watched, I increased my power and rushed downstairs, hoping that the escalator would be faster. Thinking of her performance just now, I couldn't help but feel relaxed. The previous talk made both of us clear away the barriers in our hearts, but it gave me a deeper understanding of her. I didn't expect that buying someone else's milk tea would make her feel so emotionally fluctuated. However, more because I ignored her at that time, and I really didn't see her.

...

Based on my previous memory, I finally found a milk tea shop at the corner not far from Yuelu Department Store. I bought Nie Xinyan her favorite matcha flavor, while I chose chocolate flavor. As for Lin Yiyi, I gave her an original flavor, whether to drink it or not...

When I went back, I planned to take the straight stairs to go directly to the fourth floor. After all, taking the escalator was a waste of time. The moment the elevator door opened, a familiar figure appeared in front of me...

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