"It's not only my life, do you know? Once I met an ascetic monk. He saw me saying that his fate was different. If everything was forced, it would only lead to bad consequences. It was something I could not bear... I hope I could keep my heart..."

"Just last year, I couldn't understand what he said, and I didn't think about telling you, but I always felt that it was something I thought it had to do with you, maybe you knew it."

"I just didn't dare to ask. Later, the vampire happened, and I realized that this was the case. After this month of calm, I found that I understood what it means to keep my heart and not bear it."

"When I have questions, I feel that you must know, but I am afraid of knowing that result, just like a person is somewhat aware of his own danger."

"And this selfishness has changed my original intention. I think I also understand that the ascetic monk said that he was thinking about the future. I may become bigger in the future. I may not necessarily do anything. I don't want my self to become unrecognizable in the future. I can't recognize myself. In the end, I will become nothing, and everything I have is gone because of me..."

"I think that feeling should be the main reason why I have changed."

"So, I'd rather let this all choose to end when it's not happening!"

"Because this is the only way, when everyone thinks of me, there is not only one word, but also a lot of words!"

Bai Kangning leaned against Hualin's feet, just like when he was a child. Every time he was happy or unhappy, he liked to hold his mother's thighs.

Sharing your happiness and unhappiness by your mother...

And Hua Lin would always touch Bai Kangning's head happily...

Such a situation must have disappeared in the past month, but Bai Kangning did not have any resentment, just felt distressed and numb.

"But you can't let your aunt kill you, you're so young..."

Hua Lin looked at Bai Kangning holding her, knelt down again, hugging Bai Kangning, and tears could not help but stayed behind again, why did this world treat them, mother and son like this?

Treat their family cruelly.

She did not do anything bad in her life. She had the best temper and personality in her family, but she got cancer at the best age in her life. She thought she would die, but fortunately she was able to survive...

When she thought she was happy, another incident happened...

"Isn't it great to be young? I'm still sober now, right?"

"Does mom still know herself?"

"I don't want to become like this, my unrecognizable self. I don't want it, because that hurts the closest person. So what's the point of those years I'll live for more?"

"Not even more meaningful!"

Bai Kangning lowered his head and said this, his voice was very soft and his tone was depressed, but with sincerity, his mother's behavior also gave him a wake-up call.

If he doesn't want to become unrecognizable, it's best to end it as soon as possible, because human desires are endless.

Bai Kangning understood Hua Lin's words, but he could not accept that his life was fate, and the others were Cao Jian, and he... had a little conscience.

"What do you mean?"

"My son, look down on his mother? Because she wants you to live is wrong?"

Hua Lin was holding Bai Kangning, but when he heard Bai Kangning's words, he let go of his hands and looked down at Bai Kangning, his eyes crying red.0
Chapter completed!