Chapter 558 How did you live in your last life?
"A Jin, how were you doing in your previous life?" Yan Hui asked gently, forgot to be jealous.
He sat over and gently stroked her long hair. How was his little girl living without his care in her previous life?
If the elder brother is lost, she will definitely not be able to live well.
If the eldest brother is alive, Xiao Changfeng will not behave as a thief, but if the eldest brother dies, it will be different.
Nian Jinshu didn't know why, but suddenly wanted to confide, "I'm not doing well!"
She was doing very, very badly!
"Dad is dead, brother is dead, Alan is dead, you are dead, and you are dead." Nian Jinshu's tears almost fell. She had been thinking about the past life for a long time. This time, Xue Lan's death dug out all her emotions, and the scars buried in her heart appeared in blood.
The pain of the previous life has never been away from it.
She never forgot for a moment. She remembered very, very clearly the despair in her heart when Alan died, and also the confusion and loneliness when she was unfriended.
She was alone, traveling through mountains and rivers, and no one around helped her share the burden, and no one extended a helping hand to her, saying, A Jin, don't be sad.
Yan Hui was shocked, "A Jin!"
Nian Jinshu cried without warning, the kind of crying that was about to collapse. In Xue Lan's mourning hall, Nian Jinshu was not that broken, and she cried, and was very sad, and was very depressed. But unlike now, she seemed to be floating on the sea and drowning, and was eager to catch a life-saving driftwood, but no one was her driftwood, and she was trapped in the memories of her previous life and could not extricate herself.
Yan Hui hugged her, so strong that she wanted to rub her into her bones and blood. Nian Jinshu cried in Yan Hui's arms, making her throat hoarse, crying as if she was about to cough up blood, and tears wet Yan Hui's clothes.
"I can't keep anyone, brother, dad, Alan, Bai Ling, you..." Nian Jinshu was very sad, "I can't keep it alone. I thought I would return to my life to make up for my regrets and to protect those who I had lost, but I didn't do it. I didn't protect Alan well. Alan died, Alan still died, and even... it was earlier than before, Alan died."
Alan has lived a few years less.
Yan recalled that when she was in the secret realm on the sea, Nian Jinshu was stimulated by the spirit cards of Xue Lan and Nian Junyao. That time Nian Jinshu was attacked by the soul-devouring spirit, and remembered the most painful scene in her heart. She was almost killed by the soul-devouring spirit.
This time Xue Lan's death made her even more exciting.
She still remembers the embarrassment of Nian Jinshu when she was at the secret realm on the sea.
Yan Hui's heart was about to be heartbroken, "It's okay, cry, I'm by my side."
A Jin, I will not die!
In this life, I am by your side, and I will not give up on you, nor will I abandon you, nor will I hurt you.
Nian Jinshu was really in his arms, crying so sadly. The shadow of the previous life emerged again. That loneliness and despair once again drowned her. When she was not drunk, she didn't feel anything. Reason would tell herself that it's okay, the previous life had passed.
This life is done again. Brother, Alan are all fine and nothing happens again.
She thought her life was over.
Alan's death made her understand one thing that she couldn't get over!
In this life, she is gradually losing the person she should lose. She will lose Alan, her elder brother, Yanhui, and her father. She will eventually have another person.
She couldn't accept it.
In this life, she lived so happily than in her previous life, she couldn't accept it, and everyone left like this.
She will be crazy.
The road to ascension is so difficult. Can you lose someone to prove what? Jiuliuwei
But if this is the case, she would rather not ascend.
She doesn't want to ascend.
"I don't want to ascend, I'll just be an ordinary cultivator. Living for hundreds of years is enough. I don't want to ascend, don't take you all away, don't!"
Nian Jinshu's tears fell on Yan Hui's clothes, "I don't want you to leave, no one can do it."
"No one will leave!" Yan Hui said in a deep voice, "A Jin, don't be sad. We will save A Lan. No one will leave you. Whether I, brother or A Lan, we will not leave. We are still waiting for A Jin to ascend and take us to heaven. A Jin, A Lan will come back. You believe in the resurrection bell and believe in yourself. I have done it again in this life. I was not with you in my previous life, right? But in this life, I will not die."
Even if I want to die, A Jin, I will still kill Xue Yongye with me!
He is your nightmare.
Pull him and let me bury you, and I will never give him a chance to hurt you again.
Nian Jinshu, "Love."
"I won't lie to you!" Yan replied and hugged her and said softly, "I will lie to anyone in the world."
Yan Hui said solemnly, "But Yan Hui never cheated on the New Year's Book."
Yan Hui heard from her words that all her sufferings in her previous life must have been very difficult and difficult.
She lived her whole life alone.
Everyone left her.
A Lan, Nian Junyao, Nian Lingxiao, Bai Ling...he!
He shouldn't be anything to her in his previous life. Even if she leaves, she won't be sad, but the others are different.
They are all her closest relatives.
Her best friend!
So, she must have collapsed.
How did she survive alone after the death of the eldest brother and A Lan and Nian Lingxiao?
In her previous life, why was he not by her side?
Her tears hit his heart, heavy and painful, making him feel full of resentment, wanting to kill the person who had bullied her.
"Don't be afraid!" Yan Hui comforted her endlessly, wishing she was treated like a little baby, held her in her arms, and coaxed her gently. She was so heartbreaking.
The first time he saw Nian Jinshu, he cried so hard.
He hates himself.
Since the previous life was different from this life when I was in the Wanping City Sword Competition, the same thing was before the Wanping City Sword Competition. He hurt her and alienated her.
If it weren't for the sword contest, she would suddenly marry him.
In this life, maybe he and her still have no interaction.
Perhaps, he still watched her helplessly, being deceived by Xiao Changfeng, and finally Wanping City ended up like never night. He alienated Nian Jinshu because he hoped Nian Jinshu would be safe and smooth in his life. He hoped that Nian Jinshu would stay away from harm when he was not rich, and his mother fell into devils. But everything he cared about would be erased. He didn't dare to let anyone know that he had Nian Jinshu in his heart, and he was even more afraid that Nian Jinshu would not give up and still wanted to follow him. He was so scared that Nian Jinshu had become a big dish like a little powder.
Chapter completed!