Looking at Mu Xisha who was hesitating, Ling Yunxiang said, "The love is too deep, except helplessness, it is heartache, except helplessness, the only thing that can be done is to put it in your heart, think quietly, and digest slowly. Sometimes, it is so tiring to love someone, it is so hard to think about someone, it is so hard to forget someone, it is so painful to give up someone, some people can't love, want to let go, and can't bear to leave. I think you are now tortured by these thoughts..."

"It has nothing to do with you." Mu Xisha said with her head down, her eyes already a little wet.

Li Yuguo in the distance was talking about some practice with Ouyang Qing. The topics between men were always so simple. As an elder, Ouyang Qing knew everything about Li Yuguo’s questions.

Mu Xisha felt very uncomfortable. Since she left Li Yuguo last time, she has been thinking about it many times in bed. Since she can't forget it and doesn't deliberately think about it, she thought maybe only in this way can she find that happy self; she thought maybe only in this way can I live the carefree life of the past; she thought maybe only in this way can I have time to recuperate my body and mind.

But in fact, all this is just a self-deception. How can people buried in their hearts forget so easily?

What she said was very simple, saying that she would quit forever, saying that Bai Gu Ai and Li Huguo would develop well and quit herself, but every time she thought of the scene of Bai Gu Ai and Li Huguo together, her heart was like a knife and was extremely painful. You must know that in the world of love, it was so tiring to fall in love with someone, and it was so painful to miss someone.

"It's been a hundred years, and I have the same mood. You know, that's Ouyang Qing's father... In the past hundred years, I have remembered the days we were together countless times." Ling Yunxiang poured himself a glass of wine, "But those memories have long been deeply rooted in my heart and integrated into my blood. If I want to forget, I really can't do it. If I didn't have the cherishment and agreement of the past, and there was no love that loved you so much that I almost suffocated, I don't think I would have to tormented myself by the pain of lovesickness... It makes me unable to overcome the depth of this love and obsession..."

Ling Yunxiang looked at the bright moon outside the house, as if she had remembered something and recalled something, and it seemed that she had seen the person who had made her fall in love with her for a hundred years.

"Because of love and lovesickness, beauty is born. I would rather experience the pain of lovesickness than forget you in lovesickness. The world calms down, I know I still have the courage to miss you, and I will hide it in my heart, but I know my love and heartache..." Ling Yunxiang smiled foolishly, and she looked at Mu Xisha, "Child, are you really willing? Be a bystander, look at the person you love deeply, and be with another person?"

Mu Xisha gritted her teeth and shed tears.

"Are you sure Bai Gu Ai loves him deeper than you love? Are you sure you want to give up this relationship forever? Maybe one day in the future, they will have their own children..." Ling Yunxiang said.

Child, these two words were cut into Mu Xisha's heart like a blade. Mu Xisha's body trembled and tears fell into the wonton soup.

Li Hugo in the distance also noticed the depressing atmosphere here. Li Hugo said, "Xisha, Ling Yunxiang, what are you talking about? Why do you feel so heavy?"

"It has nothing to do with you. You two men say whatever you like! What do you interfere in a woman's family?" Ling Yunxiang cursed with a smile.

Mu Xisha murmured, "I want to forget you, but I can't do it. I still love you. I think we will hold hands until we grow old in the future! But the reality is far less beautiful than you and I think."

"Are you unwilling to accept it?" Ling Yunxiang looked at the wine in the glass.

"Of course I'm not willing to give up." Mu Xisha finally said that.

How difficult it is to let go of someone, I am afraid that only those who have experienced it can understand that Li Huguo and Mu Xisha have been together for a long time, but it also compensates. But this is also a love affair over time, and almost all feelings are caused by the precipitation of time.

Mu Xisha originally thought that the easiest way to let go of a person was actually to leave time. No matter how deep the feelings were, they would fade with time. Without any feelings, they could withstand the ruthlessness of time. But the facts proved that she was wrong because she obviously wanted to let go, but she couldn't let go, and it became more and more painful.

"I can't advise you to do anything in the future, or not to do anything... But I just want to say one thing, live for myself, don't live like me... Although I am now, my heart is dead... Because since his father died, I have lived in guilt, he is dead... Do you know? He is dead and he is over." Ling Yunxiang said with a clenched fist, "He is dead, I can no longer make up for what I missed, but you are different..."

"I'm different?"

"Yes, I ask you, are you the leader now, right?"

"right."

"Care you the leader to make rules, right?"

"right."

"Then even if you choose love, no one can punish you anymore, because you are the most noble person in the Skeleton God Cult. If you have a word, even if you choose love, who dares to object?"

"This..." Mu Xisha's body trembled and she looked at Ling Yunxiang in horror.

"That's all, now that you are not separated from him, you will lose one chance. Being a human being and being a woman is originally a weak person. We are women, and we don't have many opportunities for self-choice." Ling Yunxiang placed his hand on the back of Mu Xisha's hand.

At this time, Mu Xisha seemed to feel Ling Yunxiang's courage, her body trembled slightly, and she was even a little excited.

After three rounds of wine and five flavors, there is no acting in the world that will last forever.

Ling Yunxiang had enough food and drink, and stepped on the table and said, "Son-smash!"

"Mom!" Ouyang Qing ran over, and a big old boy knelt on the ground; "My mother, what do you want to give?"

"Go home!" Ling Yunxiang jumped on Ouyang Qing's shoulder. Ouyang Qing stood up, like a grandfather carrying his granddaughter. The scene was very strange, but Ling Yunxiang smiled happily, "Girl, remember what I said, women's life... are not easy!"

"What did she say?" Li Hugo looked at Mu Xisha in confusion.

Mu Xisha covered her mouth and chuckled, "It's nothing, the topic between women, what are you, the masters inquiring about, let's talk about it... I didn't ask about the topics about you and Mr. Ouyang."

"Okay." Li Hugo said, looking at the two of them leaving, "They are here to have a free meal... They left so happily, without saying a word."

"It's okay, we'll just cheat them like this next time." Mu Xisha said.
Chapter completed!