"Feng Yan, are you asleep?" Grandma stood at the door of Feng Yan's room and knocked on the door gently with a bowl of boiled eggs with a peeled shell.

"Grandma, what's the matter?"

"You open the door and grandma wants to chat with you."

"Grandma, I, I'm asleep"

"Good grandson, hurry up, there are many mosquitoes at the door."

Feng Yan had no choice but to open the door for grandma obediently

"Grandma has cooked a few eggs for you, eat them while it's hot." Grandma walked into the house while smiling at Feng Yan's background on the bed. Feng Yan lay on the bed and turned his back to grandma, and he curled up in a ball, "I'm not hungry."

Grandma put the bowl on the table next to her and sat next to Feng Yan's bed. She had never seen her grandson feel so depressed, and her heart hurts hard.

"What's wrong? Can you tell grandma?"

"Grandma, why is this world so unfair? Some people are born with money and status, while others have to fight for everything by themselves, but they are called 'poor boy',,,,,,,,,"

"Child, although grandma doesn't know what you have experienced outside these two days, grandma wants to tell you a truth. Although a person's background is good and bad, there is no high or low., A person's sense of happiness is by no means something that money can buy. Take your friend Yang Sao for example. Look at him, he usually laughs. During the Chinese New Year and the holidays, ask him if he is happy? Can his happiness be bought by money? A person's background is destined by God, but fate is in his own hands. Other children will complain that the previous generation was incompetent and did not leave some ancestral property for themselves, but our Feng family cannot think so. This is a coward's behavior. Feng Yan, you should be glad that you can start from scratch.

Home, because the country you have built in this way is worthy of pride and respect. We can be poor but we must never be poor. Grandma knows that you are under great pressure now. Grandma feels really uncomfortable when she sees you like this. Child, don’t think so much. Just straighten your back and move forward. As long as you are willing to work hard, you will definitely gain. Grandma believes in you,,,,,,,,," Grandma put one hand on Feng Yan's shoulder and taught Feng Yan earnestly. Feng Yan grabbed the back of his grandma's hand and pondered for a long time. Suddenly turned around and sat up: "Grandma, I know I was wrong. I will adjust my mentality. I want to prove myself step by step. I am so young, I have nothing to be scared about."

"Hehe, I'm just like a man. I'll eat the eggs and go to work early. I'll have to get up early tomorrow."

"Oh, hehe" Feng Yan instantly became the innocent child in front of grandma again. He looked at grandma while eating and laughing. Grandma watched Feng Yan finish eating the eggs before coming out of Feng Yan's room.

"Mom, are you still good?" The couple who had been hiding outside the door and eavesdropping praised her mother who came out of the room and praised her.

"Okay, okay, go to sleep." Grandma Feng Yan walked straight to the hall with an impatient look on her face,,,,,,,

Feng Yan thought of giving up after answering Mi Xiaojun's call, because he was suddenly scared. He was afraid what to do if he couldn't give Mi Xiaojun a good life. He couldn't stand the contempt of those people in her family. The more he thought about it, the less he felt. For a moment, he even began to doubt his ability. Today, grandma's words came very promptly and just right. She not only gave Feng Yan confidence but also gave him correct values; Feng Yan, lying on the bed, was repeatedly digesting grandma's words, and suddenly he remembered that the sentence he had seen in a book before could be used to make a motto for himself. Feng Yan jumped out of the bed like a demon and ran to the old dining table that his father bought for him as a desk in the trash market.

"No, there is not even a piece of paper?,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,," Feng Yan pulled out a dilapidated classmate record from the middle of a stack of books. He quickly turned to the last few pages that were not used and specially picked up a relatively new one and tore it off. Then he folded it in half and tore it off halfway, picked up the pen next to it and wrote a sentence on it-

"People who succeed on garbage are more worthy of respect for others"

Feng Yan lay on the bed holding his motto with both hands excitedly recited it over and over again, and fell asleep unknowingly.

The next day, Feng Yan was called by his father before dawn. Because he slept too late last night, Feng Yan struggled for a long time before he got up. Feng Yan stood beside the faucet in the yard, brushing his teeth while looking up at the lonely stars and cried in his heart: "The stars in the sky have not even gotten off work, so I, a miserable person, got up to go to work,,,,,,,,,,"

"Feng Yan, is it OK?"

"Okay dad"

Feng Yan quickly sent the toiletries back to the room and walked quickly to the hall.

"Come on Dad"

Today is the 15th day of the lunar calendar. Every day on the 15th day of the lunar calendar, it is a day to burn incense for my grandfather. Of course, Feng Yan remembers that when Feng Yan walked into the main hall, his father had already burned incense: "Come on, kowtow to your grandfather." Feng Yan's father said, and kowtowed at the door with Feng Yan and kowtowed three times. Feng Yan had seen many incense burners in the temple outside before, who had some requests while burning incense, but he had never seen his father say a word in front of his grandfather. He was always very curious about this matter.

: "Eat your meal, what do you think I'm doing? The noodles in your bowl have a lot on my face."

"Dad, I have something I want to ask you for advice?"

"Who did you learn this from? You're so squeamish?"

"I just want to know why you don't say anything whenever you burn incense to your grandfather. When I see people going to temples to worship Buddha, they always say something, asking for peace, asking for wealth, asking for children, etc. Why don't you ask grandfather to bless us to get rich?"

"Do you think you are asking for something? We worship your grandfather is just a kind of remembrance, another form of filial piety to your grandfather. The kind of worship you mentioned in the temple was originally a kind of faith, a kind of inner awe, and what you ask for was a kind of peace of mind, but after being packaged by someone, faith became an omnipotent Buddha. Now those worshiping Buddhas are not called worship at all, that is a wishful transaction. I burn incense to you, you can keep me safe and prosperous, and each one needs,,,,,,,,,,"

"It seems to make some sense to hear what you said, but I still don't agree with it. Think about it, even humans as high as us exist in this world, that's really amazing. Yes, I think it's better to believe that there is something than to believe that there is nothing. You have not had any fortune until now, it should have something to do with your thoughts. I advise you to change it and make money early."

"Eat yours!!! I am so superstitious at such a young age."

After dinner, the father and son packed their things and went to the township and county under the night. Under the stimulation of Mi Xiaojun's family, Feng Yan worked harder and worked harder. Feng Yan's father said that Feng Yan's efforts were hard at work. He loved his son very much and was afraid that Feng Yan would not be able to bear it. He advised his son not to do so hard and slowly, but all of them had little effect. In desperation, the father had to follow Feng Yan to rush to do it. In this way, the father and the father worked for a month. Feng Yan not only did not get tired. The father and the father also took on a few extra small jobs in this month. Mi Xiaojun called Feng Yan, who was working overtime on the construction site at night, and told him that he could go to Tai County at noon tomorrow. Feng Yan felt anxious but had not finished his work on the construction site, so he had to bite the bullet and ask his father for a long time off.

"What are you doing?"

"I have something to do"

"What's so mysterious, even you can't tell me?"

"Just a little bit, I'll come here the morning after tomorrow."

"Did you go and find the girl I came here last time?"

"Which one? Oh, no, not her"

"Not her?,,, who is that?" Feng Yan's father became interested when he heard that his son was indeed on a date. He put down his work and walked towards Feng Yan. "Tell me honestly!"

"You have never seen each other, and you don't know each other even after you say it."

"If you don't say it, let's do it yourself." Feng Yan's father took off his gloves and walked downstairs as he took off his hand.

"Dad, you're not doing it? Dad,,,"

"Do you, I'll go to the bathroom." Feng Yan's father took out his cell phone and called Feng Yan's mother as he walked downstairs.

"Hey, I'm working overtime. I'll tell you if I have something to do. My son has a date. I just knew it. I just asked for leave. I've just asked me for leave and told me that I've got something out of the world. I don't know. This kid is so stern, he doesn't say anything, and takes it home? I think it's better for you to say this. It's okay. I said I'm OK. I know. I know. Then I'll hang up." Feng Yan's father finished calling and rushed upstairs. Feng Yan saw his father coming out panting, and a trace of contempt streaked across his lips.

"Feng Yan, stop doing it, go back to sleep"

"I just came up for a while."

"As you, go back to sleep, you have to keep your energy, hurry up!!"

"What, what a big deal?"

"This is a big deal for our family. Well, by the way, your mother just asked you to find an opportunity to take your family in the past few days. We all want to see it, especially your grandma, yes, this is what your grandma said."

"Dad, when did you speak so quickly? The whole family knows when you go downstairs to the toilet." Feng Yan had no intention of leaving and scolding his father while working.

"You are the only one in our family. Of course I have to let your mother know about this kind of thing. You don't want them to be happy. I will give you five hundred dollars tomorrow. Don't forget to tell me about taking her home. It's best if you are the day after tomorrow. The day after tomorrow is a gap. Did you hear it??"

"I heard it,,,,,,,"

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In the afternoon, when Feng Yan arrived in Tai County, Mi Xiaojun had already arrived, but because Mi Xiaojun had something to do and couldn't leave, they had an appointment in the afternoon and could only push them to the evening. Feng Yan sat alone in the canal park. At 7:30 pm, Mi Xiaojun finally appeared.

"Feng Yan, you must have not eaten dinner. Look, I brought you a lot of delicious food." Mi Xiaojun said and took out the food from her bag - yogurt, bread, ham sausage, eggs, biscuits, apples, Yanran's treasure box - yogurt, bread, ham sausage, eggs, apples, Yanran

"Xiaojun, you bring so much food, it's not heavy. Besides, I can't eat so much."

"This is what my mother prepared for me on the road in the morning. I didn't eat it, so I'll keep it for you." Mi Xiaojun said with a smile. When Mi Xiaojun turned to look at Feng Yan, her smile disappeared. "Feng Yan, you've lost weight again."

"Is that so? I feel like I'm stronger again." Feng Yan said while moving his arms to show Mi Xiaojun his biceps

"Feng Yan, don't take what you said to you last time. I will do a good job for my parents. You have to believe me." Mi Xiaojun held Feng Yan's arm and leaned against Feng Yan.

"Silly, I'm so stingy. Didn't you say that last time? We still have time. Why? Don't you have confidence in me?"

"No, I always believe that you are the best,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,, do you miss me?"

"You have asked me this question several times on the phone."

"Do I just like listening to you?"

"Okay, okay, I miss you, I miss you every day, I miss you all the time." Feng Yan put his hand on Mi Xiaojun's shoulders and stared at Mi Xiaojun with a hot look, expressing his love, while Mi Xiaojun, who took the initiative to seek love, was shyly lowered his head by Feng Yan's eyes.

"You're embarrassed to see it."

"Then I won't look at it, change it to hug it." Feng Yan took the opportunity to stop Mi Xiaojun in his arms, and the two of them sat in the old place beside the canal in the canal park, embracing each other in an old place beside the canal in the canal park.

"Feng Yan, I just fell in love with a new song. Do you want to listen to it?"

"OK"

Mi Xiaojun took out her phone and turned on the music and handed a headphone to Feng Yan. She still leaned against Feng Yan's arms and hummed quietly.

"The illusion of tears, the attachment of crying, love in yesterday, the endless miss, the withering of the stamens, the fickleness of emotions, the oath floating by, there is no language,,,,,,,"

"What's the name of a pretty good song?"

"Shh, don't talk." Mi Xiaojun raised one hand and covered Feng Yan's mouth. She was intoxicated by the song and couldn't extricate herself.,,,,,,

(End of this chapter)
Chapter completed!