She thought that there might be two quite contradictory but coexisting points in her nature, namely "being willing to be ordinary" and "moving towards desire".

When she meets the person who symbolizes "ordinary happiness", she may choose to live her own little life with him wholeheartedly. She will have a stable and happy life and have cute and lively children, and then she will always be with him.

Together... until the end of life.

And when she met the big black cat with endless desire, which could almost be said to be the "incarnation of desire", she was also ignited with the desire hidden deep in her heart, and she wanted to lead him forward and see,

How vast and wonderful can this world be, and continue until the end of life or the end of all things?

Can't say which one is better...

I just made a choice, that's all.

And when she realized this, a tear silently fell from the corner of her eye.

At the moment when she still hadn't recovered her memory, she suddenly felt strong sadness, but then she also felt equally strong happiness.

This contradictory and subtle feeling almost tore her whole body apart for a moment, so much so that she had to take several deep breaths before she managed to calm down.

At the end, she raised her hand and touched her belly, which was still flat but indeed pregnant with life, and showed a motherly smile——

Tomorrow, she will hold a wedding with the child's father.
Chapter completed!