Chu Xuan'er could feel that her mother was in a bad mood.

He leaned forward and hugged her neck: "Mom, are you thinking about Dad?"

My thoughts were exposed by my daughter.

Chu Yue's heartbeat suddenly accelerated and she said in a panic: "What are you talking nonsense about?"

The little girl rubbed her body: "Mom, dad doesn't want you and Xuan'er, Xuan'er hates him. The uncle just now is very nice, gentle and handsome, and his voice is very nice. Xuan'er likes the uncle just now, I

I asked him, he doesn’t have a girlfriend. Can you let him be Xuan’er’s father? Everyone else has a father, and Xuan’er also wants a father.”

Chu Yue couldn't help but burst into tears.

Is this the heart-to-heart connection between father and daughter?

She didn't know that Mu Shaoxuan was her father, but she fell in love with him so much the first time they met.

Connected by blood.

What a magical thing.

Chu Yue felt that she owed too much to her daughter.

When she first found out she was pregnant, Chu Yue never thought about not giving up the child. But after giving birth, she could not give her a complete family. She always felt guilty in her heart. When her daughter said this, she couldn't hold back her emotions instantly.

.

Biting her lip.

Don't want to cry out.

Chu Xuan'er felt her mother's body trembling and hugged her like a little adult: "Mom, why are you crying again? You like dad very much, don't you? Xuan'er won't say anything anymore, Xuan'er doesn't want anyone else to be his father, Xuan'er doesn't want anyone to be his father.

Yes, don't be sad."

The little girl is warm-hearted and sensible.

If not for this daughter.

Chu Yue may not be able to resurrect from despair.

She sniffed and sighed: "Xiao'er, mom never told you who your dad is, do you blame mom?"

Chu Xuan'er shook his head: "No, if mom doesn't want to say it, Xuan'er won't ask. As long as she can be with mom and have her uncle and grandma, Xuan'er will be happy. Xuan'er doesn't have to have a father."

Chu Yue rubbed her head gently and said seriously: "Xuan'er, your father is a very good man. He is very good, loves his mother very much, and he must love you very much... In this world, there are

There are many things that we cannot take for granted. There will always be regrets in life, and there will always be things that you want but can’t get. As long as you know that your dad is very good, and is incomparable to any man in the world, that’s enough.

.It's just...it's just that mom can't let you live with him. Dad has never been sorry to mom, never sorry to you, and never abandoned us, do you understand?"

Chu Xuan'er is over 4 years old.

I am confused about many things.

Chu Yue's words are too misleading.

Chu Xuan'er pulled her little face, curled her lips and dropped the golden beans, and said intermittently with a cry: "Mom, dad, is dad, is he already dead?"

Chu Yue was stunned.

She didn't mean that.

But think about what I just said.

It seems to really mean something like that.

Chu Yue was so anxious that she scratched her ears and cheeks.

Don't know how to explain it.

The little girl sniffed, raised her hand to wipe her tears, and began to comfort Chu Yue: "No wonder you hide and cry every time. Mom, do you miss your dad very much? Mom, I don't want anyone to give me anything anymore.

I am a father. I only want you, mom. Don’t hide and cry by yourself in the future. If you miss your father, tell Xuan’er that Xuan’er can go visit dad with you. Is dad with grandpa?

?You miss Dad, let’s go to see Dad with grandma and uncle.”

Chu Yue has a big head.

The grandfather Chu Xuan'er mentioned was the husband of her adoptive mother.

He died young.

My stepmother and stepbrother go to the cemetery every year to pay their respects.

Why is the little girl so convinced that her biological father is dead?

He is also buried in a cemetery with his grandfather.

How can she explain this clearly?

If she says that the person is not dead, the little girl will definitely ask why they can't live together if they are not dead? Not even meet each other? But if she lets the little girl confirm this, it doesn't seem right...

Just when Chu Yue didn't know what to do.

The cell phone rang suddenly.

The topic was interrupted.

The video is from my adoptive mother.

Hearing her grandma's voice, the little girl's attention was immediately diverted, she leaned into the screen and sweetly shouted: "Grandma."

The woman opposite is graceful and elegant, with gray hair and a loving smile: "Xiao'er, why aren't you sleeping yet?"

Chu Xuan'er said obediently: "It's time to go to sleep."

Tian Lan responded: "Your mother and I have something to talk about. Can Xuan'er go to bed first?"

Chu Xuan'er nodded: "Okay, goodbye grandma."

"Bye baby."

Chu Xuan'er obediently got into bed and lay down.

I was still thinking about accompanying my mother to the cemetery to see my father.

She has not seen her father since she was born.

I also watched too many bloody dramas with my grandma.

There have been many speculations.

Before tonight, 1 felt that her father no longer wanted her and her mother. Now she is convinced that her father never wanted them, but died and left her and her mother forever. She was in a low mood and pouted her lips while sleeping.

My mother's words echoed in my mind over and over again.

Dad is a very good man, he loves his mother very much and loves her very much.

In TV dramas, many good people do not live long.

Why is this?

The more Chu Xuan'er thought about it, the sadder she became.

His eyes were filled with tears.

Chu Yue took her mobile phone and walked under the window of the living room.

I played video chat with my adoptive mother for half an hour.

The night outside the window is as thick as ink.

It's freezing cold.

It's snowing heavily.

She leaned against the window, unwilling to sleep.

Before returning to China, she was prepared to meet him, but she didn't expect to see him so soon. He seemed to have changed a lot, becoming more mature and stable than 5 years ago.

There seems to be some sadness brewing between his eyebrows.

He hasn't dated a girlfriend yet.

He said: She doesn’t want me anymore!

The tears stopped again.

Chu Yue raised her hand and pressed her temples.

Why does she want to separate from him?

It's just a last resort.

In the past 5 years, has he never dated anyone else?

he……

Is he waiting for her?

She has already said goodbye, so why should he persist?

5 years of accumulated emotions.
To be continued...