Chapter 82 The Confusion of Immortality

Lu Xiaofeng was in a bad mood, so she drank two more glasses with her meal.

The feeling of drinking alone is naturally more uncomfortable.

Zhao Mingyuan drank more with him.

The two of them came together and accidentally drank too much.

Lu Xiaofeng revealed his worries. Ximen Chuixue and Ye Gucheng were both his friends. No matter who loses or wins in this duel, he will feel very uncomfortable.

Moreover, the two of them wanted to fight to the death, but many people not only did not stop them, but actually added fuel to the flames. It was like watching a monkey show, betting on their life and death.

Lu Xiaofeng was very angry.

Zhao Mingyuan comforted him and said, "Do you think Lord Baiyun and Ximen Chuixue care about this?"

Lu Xiaofeng naturally understood that neither of them cared about these rumors.

But Zhao Mingyuan changed his voice and said softly: "No, the candied haws I wanted when I was five years old, the toys I wanted when I was ten years old. Even now that I have grown up and got them all, the feeling I had at that time is no longer there.

It's been a long time.

Regardless of whether he is drunk or not, this is the reality that Zhao Mingyuan will face.

If we find another opponent for them, wouldn't we be asking for trouble?

Without waiting for Lu Xiaofeng's answer, Zhao Mingyuan continued: "Speaking of which, I envy Ximen Chuixue and Ye Gucheng. The way they risk everything for the sword in their hearts is also very beautiful.

Zhao Mingyuan sighed: "Of all living beings, who is not selfish? This is human nature, and there is nothing to be ashamed of."

Lu Xiaofeng felt that Zhao Mingyuan was a little different from usual, more wanton and unrestrained. Looking carefully, he saw that Zhao Mingyuan's eyes were misty, and it turned out that he was already drunk.

After all, being told by your friends that you have had bad intentions makes you look like you are not a friend enough.

Zhao Mingyuan continued: "Actually, it's normal. After all, my origins are mysterious and I'm not sure what my purpose is. I have relationships with multiple forces. I'm almost like a conspirator."

Just because he understands that the road to power is not that easy to walk, it is paved with blood and withered bones.

Lu Xiaofeng couldn't help but think of another friend of his, Huo Xiu, the richest man in the world.

Do you eat all day long and wait to die?

Just like Jin Jiuling said, I got too much.

No matter who loses or wins, you will lose a friend.

May you be away for half your life and come back as a young man. In the end, it is just people’s expectations.

There are a few people who can really go through vicissitudes of life and remain passionate.

Although even if I had to do it over again, I would choose that way and I would not regret it.

But I heard Zhao Mingyuan continue to say: "Do you think that the best and most expensive food, clothing, housing and transportation, driving cars and BMWs all day long, and being with beautiful women will make me happy?"

Lu Xiaofeng opened her eyes wide. Isn't this unhappy?

As for more and more beautiful women.

Today's Aunt Gongsun, Gongsun Lan, is no less beautiful than Mrs. Zhao.

Power and fame?

Zhao Mingyuan's reputation as the "Golden Young Master" is already quite famous. Moreover, as Zhao Mingyuan defeated the head of Emei Dugu Yihe with a sword and killed the embroidery thief Jin Jiuling, his reputation will become even louder as the news spreads.

Indeed, what should Zhao Mingyuan pursue next?

More money?

A more beautiful woman?

Lu Xiaofeng knows that when money reaches a certain amount, it is just a bigger number, and making more money cannot make people truly happy.

Do you want to pursue power?

It seems that Zhao Mingyuan is not keen on this, and Lu Xiaofeng does not want him to take this path.

Soon, everyone in the arena will know that he is an absolute master in the arena, not just a rising star.

Lu Xiaofeng listened quietly and thought to herself that seeing him enjoying himself all day long made her feel uncomfortable. She casually added, "Who did you hate in the past?"

Seeing him in such pain, Lu Xiaofeng wished she could take his own life.

Even if Zhao Mingyuan wanted to find them, he would probably only have the other two beauties mentioned by Datong Dazhi.

At that time, what else could I ask for in the rest of my life?”

Beauty is something that can be encountered but cannot be sought. There are not many beauties who can compare with the two of them.

These are all things I once wanted but didn't get.

Zhao Mingyuan did not wait for Lu Xiaofeng to answer and continued: "Of course not!

Because they only have each other in their eyes.

But, even if Zhao Mingyuan gets it, so what, does he have anything else to pursue?

This is my own business, just complaining to my friends after drinking too much.

Lu Xiaofeng knew that many people had thought this way.

Give up worldly desires and move higher in the world of kendo.

Zhao Mingyuan seems to be drunk. These are just drunken words, but perhaps drunken words are the most true words.

In the end, Lu Xiaofeng didn't make any suggestions to Zhao Mingyuan.

When Zhao Mingyuan said it, he didn't expect Lu Xiaofeng to answer.

For a moment, Lu Xiaofeng was not sure whether Zhao Mingyuan was really drunk. Could it be that he was using his drunkenness to express his feelings and dispel his doubts?

Lu Xiaofeng did not expect to hear such words. Looking at Zhao Mingyuan's painful eyes, she didn't know how to answer.

It's been so long that I can no longer remember my original mood.

Moreover, this is a real problem.

I have no pursuits or dreams anymore.

Others will not catch their eyes at all.

Lu Xiaofeng looked very embarrassed.

But at that time, they had just met, and they were not really friends.

I am young now and can still enjoy these luxurious lives.

If they were not your friends, you wouldn't be so worried about who they were fighting against. Countless people died under their swords, who did you care about?"

I wanted to buy sweet-scented osmanthus and drink it with me, but in the end it was not like I was a young man traveling.

This time, the reason why you feel uncomfortable is just because both parties are your friends.

However, now that I have gotten what I dreamed of, I feel nothing at all.

After all, you still have to walk your own road, and no one can walk it for you.

It seems that there is only one choice left, and it happens to be the most suitable choice for people in the world. What's more coincidental is that Zhao Mingyuan also practices swordsmanship.

But what about the next few decades?

In addition, after hearing the words of the Emei Sixiu and the other little girls, and the evidence of great wisdom, Lu Xiaofeng naturally knew that she was almost the most beautiful woman in the world.

As for their duel, it was their choice.

If you think about it carefully, this seems to be a problem that many people need to face.

"Lu Xiaofeng, what do you think I should do?" Zhao Mingyuan seemed drunk and asked vaguely.

When Zhao Mingyuan got married, Lu Xiaofeng was present. During the visit, although he only saw the bride wearing a red hijab, a veteran like Lu Xiaofeng knew just by looking at her figure that she must be a peerless beauty.

Save it, the two of them were fighting swords, and I already had a huge headache.

I just remember the feeling of powerlessness that I felt when I really wanted something but couldn't get it.

But Zhao Mingyuan was holding the wine glass and continued: "I used to live in a state of confusion, dissatisfied with the status quo, but unable to change, and wasted my time and wasted my youth doing nothing.

"Rich people."

In fact, every battle since their debut has involved risking their lives?

But in the end they all won.

One day I will get tired of all this.

The expression on Lu Xiaofeng's face was indescribable, as if she had eaten shit.

"No, you can't even imagine my happiness! Hahaha..."

Hearing this, Lu Xiaofeng drank a large glass of wine and said with a wry smile: "You're right, it seems I'm just a selfish bastard, I only care about my own feelings."

Until I got the opportunity to change my life, after years of hard work, I finally became the person I hated most."

Other people's words are like a breeze blowing on their face, so what impact does it have?
To be continued...