"No, Siyan wants to go see the cherry blossoms with her aunt. Can it be okay for my aunt to take Siyan to see the cherry blossoms?" Xiao Siyan, who was hugged back by Yaqing, held Yafei's hand. Her eyes twinkled as she prayed to Yafei.

concubine.

"Siyan, be good, your uncle is still ill. Your aunt has to stay and take care of your uncle. When your uncle recovers, will your aunt take you to see the cherry blossoms?" Yafei said coaxingly, not even herself.

Do you know when Mu Yan will be healed?

"Uncle? When will uncle feel better?" Xiao Siyan asked, tilting her head.

"Don't worry, uncle, he will be fine soon. Very soon..." I don't know whether he is telling Xiao Siyan or talking to himself.

"Really? But I saw my uncle lying on the bed for a long time. I thought my uncle would never get well." Seeing that there was still no movement on the bed like a dead person, Xiao Siyan answered honestly.

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"Siyan!" Yaqing said seriously. She understood that her daughter had hit Yafei's sore spot again.

"Will be fine."

"Aunt, let's go see the cherry blossoms." The little Siyan grabbed the hem of Yafei's clothes. Sometimes Siyan is indeed more sensible than Siyan. At least she knows what to say and what not to say.

"Um."

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"Hua Shang Muyan, Hua Shang Muyan, how long do you want me to wait? Isn't two years enough? Is my punishment really going to last a lifetime?" Yafei's fingertips touched lightly.

Touching Mu Yan's face. Could this face, which was rarely seen in ten thousand years, have no choice but to sleep forever? She had tried so many methods, but why couldn't she wake him up?

Recalling two years ago, the pain of suffocation still remains. It was the feeling that I wanted to die with him.

That day, he fell to the ground, and almost all the flower petals withered as he fell. It seemed that all the flowers withered for him. He closed his eyes slightly, and there was a sad but beautiful smile on the corner of his mouth.

When she turned around and looked at him again, she felt that the world had overlapped. She almost used all her strength to catch up and hug Mu Yan tightly. Then, the first thing that flashed in front of her eyes was

It was a piece of paper that had been torn into four pieces. The four characters "Hua Shang Mu Yan" were clearly written on the paper.

"Don't - why are you doing this! Hua Shang Muyan, how could you do this?" It was like everything was solved. She had hurt Ji Yuyan thoroughly enough, hadn't she? But why would she continue to hurt another one?

One person hurts another person even more thoroughly! It's obvious that I'm in pain, but why can't I be kinder to him and myself? Do we have to make both of them stabbed and bruised?

"Hua Shang Muyan, why are you so decisive? Why are you using this method to retaliate against me? You know it will hurt me, right? You know I will spend my whole life remembering you, right?"

"I said... you might still be able to remember Ji Yuyan's kindness without me, but I can't. I can't live without you. I just want you to have a little place for me in your heart." This is Hua.

The last words Shang Muyan said. Then, he fell into a deep sleep forever.

"But do you know? My love is not less than yours, not at all less than yours. You underestimate me too much. Do you know that you underestimate me too much?" She knew that Hua Shang Muyan couldn't hear it.
Chapter completed!