Inflicting it on one's own is not necessarily painful, it may be that you enjoy it in the process, and you are willing to do it in the end - what others see as "pain" is also your own happiness.

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Wan Qianqian's words "Go to my house" completely softened Lu Yuchi, and he hesitated because he didn't want to hurt Wan Qianqian, a simple woman.

Although hesitating, he still followed Wan Qianqian's instructions and drove the car into Wan Qianqian's community, parked in the underground parking lot, and followed Wan Qianqian upstairs.

During this short journey, Lu Yuchi was still thinking, hoping that this journey would make both of them calmer. Maybe it could be treated as a simple staycation, and nothing would necessarily happen. He had to restrain himself and also dissuade Wan Qianqian.

Lu Yuchi was thinking about it all the time, but was overwhelmed by the music that came from the room after Wan Qianqian opened the door. It was the "Irresistible" they had sung together. Previously, Lu Yuchi said in WeChat that he couldn't go upstairs and wanted to leave. Wan Qian

Qian was in a hurry to go downstairs and forgot to close the door.

Listening to this song made Lu Yuchi's skin and bones go cold, but he felt that his blood was boiling hot. There were only two possibilities, one was that Wan Qianqian had been playing the single on a loop alone at home before, and the other was when they came in

It happened to be this song.

The first is true love, the second is fate.

The two people looked at each other and were speechless for a moment, but they soon came to an answer. A song always ends, and what comes next is a familiar prelude. So this song sung by the two of them has a special character.

The meaning of the lyrics. At this time, the artistic conception of the lyrics gradually blurred, but the title of the song "Irresistible" became increasingly clear...

Lu Yuchi hugged Wan Qianqian, and the two began to kiss. Under Wan Qianqian's intentional or instinctive guidance, the two came to the bedroom—the only bedroom in the house.

"I can not……"

"I can't either, so I don't need to..."

Human beings are amazing. Sometimes they can know each other's thoughts without using words. Just like Lu Yuchi and Wan Qianqian at this time, Lu Yuchi said "can't" because he can't be responsible, while Wan Qianqian said "can't"

It means that Lu Yuchi's family cannot be destroyed. They have two different meanings. I haven't finished saying them, and there is no time to finish them, but they can all be understood...

Afterwards, Lu Yuchi did not "conventionally" light up a cigarette. Although he wanted to, he restrained himself and hugged Wan Qianqian. He felt that he could not "still" have Wan Qianqian aside at this time.

After a while, Wan Qianqian said she was going to take a bath, and Lu Yuchi sat up, lit a cigarette, and thought about him and Wan Qianqian.

He blamed himself for being impulsive again. Although Wan Qianqian did not need to take responsibility for herself and had already made it clear that she would not destroy her family, this was ultimately unfair and even harmful to Wan Qianqian.

After blaming himself, Lu Yuchi began to excuse himself. He thought to himself, facing such a woman with excellent internal and external conditions, facing such a woman who is obsessed with him, can anyone really persevere? Wang Xiaomao can, he

It's a cat, not a human...

Wan Qianxi came out of the bathroom and did not go back to the bedroom, but went to the kitchen. Although she has bought this house, she lives in Shanghai all year round, so she does not need much space here. Nonetheless, as long as she comes here

, if she wants to stay for a while, she will buy a lot of ingredients. At this time, she just wants to make some food for the exhausted Lu Yuchi.

The house was not big and the door was open. Lu Yuchi heard the busy sounds in the kitchen, immediately put on his clothes and walked over. Wan Qianqian didn't need Lu Yuchi's help, and Lu Yuchi couldn't help in this regard, but he didn't listen.

Wan Qianqian returned to the bedroom or sat in the living room to wait. He moved a chair and sat at the door of the kitchen quietly watching Wan Qianqian cook.

The scene of Wan Qianqian cooking made Lu Yuchi feel very warm. At this time, when he ate these southern dishes that were not rich but exquisite, he felt not only warm, but also ashamed.

"sorry."

"It only took me a while to cook a meal, and you went to do something sorry for me?"

"No, huh... you know what I said..."

"Just because I know, it's even more unnecessary. I know what the consequences will be, and my principles don't allow me to destroy you and your wife, but I don't need this at all. I'm willing to do it. What can you do to apologize to me?" Wan

Qianqian smiled at Lu Yuchi, gave him some vegetables, and said,

"Didn't you just say that people are all self-inflicted due to their personalities? I think that's the case for me. I like you so much that I can't help it, just like that song - 'Irresistible'. And my personality likes someone

People's words will not change, so I will accept the consequences no matter what. I am the one who really wants to say 'I'm sorry', I couldn't control it, I'm sorry to you and your wife."

"I told you, she doesn't mind this. But..."

"how?"

Lu Yuchi was a little speechless. Wan Qianqian's "willingness" made him even more ashamed and pitiful. If he asked the two of them what would happen in the future, it seemed that they had to draw a clear line with each other, but he couldn't.

Do not ask.

What else? Will he maintain a relationship with Wan Qianqian in the future? Wouldn’t that delay a very good, simple and kind-hearted woman? So Lu Yuchi still has to ask.

"I just want to ask, how... how will we get along in the future?"

Wan Qianqian was very calm after hearing Lu Yuchi's question. She did not rush to express her position. Instead, she looked into Lu Yuchi's eyes, seeming to feel the intention of Lu Yuchi's words. After only two or three seconds, she took a deep breath.

After a while, he said: "Since your wife doesn't mind, you also told me that you still have other women, so I think I can..."

"No, this is unfair to you. You are a good woman."

"Not necessarily. I have been in the entertainment industry for so many years, and there are so many women in the entertainment industry..."

"Why do you say that? You are obviously not that kind of woman."

"You are wrong. Whether I am that kind of woman or not - actually depends on whether you are a worthy man and the man I like. You are - so I have to be. As you said, I am also because of my personality, so

It seems that my life has been destined to be like this for a long time.

You say you suffer by yourself, but do you know? Some people suffer by themselves, which is not necessarily painful. Maybe they enjoy the process and are willing to accept the result - "pain" is also happy..."

Lu Yuchi once felt that the women who were with him were always asking for things from him because of their family background and money, so he didn't feel like he was hurting those women. That kind of relationship was about each getting what he needed.

And based on his various conditions, he has never felt that he is not worthy of any woman he has had a relationship with, so he will not feel guilty or ashamed.
Chapter completed!