Chapter 441: I dare not approach
I am especially looking forward to seeing someone, but I really don’t dare to approach him. I don’t dare to approach him but can’t help but look at him a few more times.
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Lu Yuchi didn't know if Yang Xiaoying would be like these female stars in front of her at such a party a long time ago, the big bosses, directors and actors with status in the entertainment industry were ambiguous in their words and deeds, and even made more explicit and dirty deals, but he knew that Yang Xiaoying was not needed today.
Although Yang Xiaoying is controversial today, she is firmly in the so-called "front line" in the circle. Her connections have naturally been opened up, not by opportunities and resources. Moreover, she has become a wife and a mother.
Although he is thinking about divorce, and who would think there are too many resources? But even if Yang Xiaoying is interested in any rich man, she should still use a more advanced and hidden way to definitely not make a public fool of herself.
This is not only because of identity, but also because of personality and habits. Lu Yuchi can tell from Yang Xiaoying's previous contact with him and his attitude towards him, he can tell that Yang Xiaoying is a master - a very stable master.
Moreover, through Yang Xiaoying's eyes looking at the men and women who hugged each other, Lu Yuchi saw a kind of indifference and a habit. I think Yang Xiaoying was not surprised that Han San Ge held such a party. She had worked hard in the circle for many years and could know what kind of scene and nature it would be when others made an appointment with her.
Then it is no longer necessary to socialize these scenes. After coming, I sit quietly and listen to others singing and look at Yang Xiaoying who is hugging others. Why do I still come?
Lu Yuchi was very curious about this. The two of them had not seen each other for a long time, so he naturally couldn't help but look at Yang Xiaoying a few more times. Moreover, in this group of corrupt and dirty men and women relaxed, the person sitting quietly was already conspicuous - let alone such a beautiful woman.
Of course, Lu Yuchi was not really indulging indulgence. Even the flowers that were scattered a few years ago did not bother to relax with Han San Ge, so today he is relatively quiet. In this noisy and corrupt environment, two relatively quiet people who know each other should have many common topics, but Lu Yuchi did not go over and talk to Yang Xiaoying.
Last year, when he was having dinner with Yang Xiaoying during the Chinese New Year, Lu Yuchi had already said everything he should say - it was obvious enough, but he did not wait for Yang Xiaoying's answer.
At that time, he was both expecting and afraid of Yang Xiaoying's answer. He was also surprised and dared not get close to Yang Xiaoying whom he saw by chance today.
Perhaps the last conversation between the two made Yang Xiaoying not even want to do anything to him, so what could he say even if he walked over? And at this time he was the father of two about to be born, and he also told himself silently in his heart that he would never dare to get entangled with other women anymore.
Perhaps there is another reason that makes him afraid to go to Yang Xiaoying, but he doesn't want to admit it himself, that is, he is afraid that he can't suppress it.
He has always lacked immunity to lust. Although he deeply dislikes people like Han San Ge and those who are in his heart and hates such gatherings with these people, the ambiguous words and actions between men and women who are close to him are always stimulating him.
This kind of stimulation is undoubtedly a torture for men, especially these days Lu Yuchi was in Beijing and did not see Wan Qianqi. Qi Qi also returned to Tianjin. Besides, they were both pregnant, which was not convenient. He and Lin Ge had not been in contact for a while. He felt that this stimulation was "fatal" to him, so how could he dare to take the initiative to approach a woman who had made him full of evil thoughts and made him feel complicated at this time?
If he approached, something might be destined to happen tonight.
No matter what the reason is, in fact, we are like this many times. We are particularly looking forward to seeing someone, but when we really see him, we dare not approach him, but we can't help but look at him a few more times.
Although he was restraining himself, looking at Yang Xiaoying, Lu Yuchi couldn't help but have an idea - after tonight, find a place and a woman - to vent it. Of course, this idea was fleeting. Among the three women he was still around him, two of them were pregnant, and he was looking for such a woman to vent it? It was too dirty.
He picked up his cell phone like a devil and sent a message to Yang Xiaoying. He hoped that after the party would end, he could talk to Yang Xiaoying alone. When he sent this message, he still told himself that he could control it, and this was just a normal contact between friends who had not seen each other for a long time.
Can he really control it? This doesn't matter anymore. He couldn't send this message anyway, because Yang Xiaoying had already walked towards him.
Yang Xiaoying sat calmly beside Lu Yuchi, close to a reasonable range. This makes sense. The nightclub is very noisy and you have to get closer to it if you want to talk. Then she helped Lu Yuchi and herself fill up the wine, and then calmly toasted Lu Yuchi with a glass.
Yang Xiaoying's calmness made Lu Yuchi feel calm, but Lu Yuchi drank this glass of wine, but he felt a little disappointed mixed with his calmness. Even the disappointment was disappointment, but he toasted himself, and he could not lose his etiquette. He said "thank you", took out two cigarettes, handed them to Yang Xiaoying, and lit them for Yang Xiaoying.
"You..." Lu Yuchi didn't know what he wanted to say, but asked Yang Xiaoying why she came to such an occasion, or asked Yang Xiaoying why she came to him, or just say something casually? But he knew that since the two of them were sitting together, they should say something, but they didn't know how to speak.
But it doesn't matter. After taking a few puffs of cigarettes, Yang Xiaoying spoke first: "I see you keep looking at me but ignore me. Here - it's quite dark, I'll just come over to let you see it clearly."
This sentence seemed to be teasing, and it seemed to be anger. Anyway, it made Lu Yuchi quite embarrassed and didn't know how to answer the conversation.
Of course, Yang Xiaoying didn't need Lu Yuchi to reply. She was sweet, polite, calm, and could not tell her happiness or anger. She smiled at Lu Yuchi a little strangely, and then said: "Brother Lu seems to be a little unwilling to let go. Isn't you used to this kind of place?"
Lu Yuchi thought to himself, the few times I can let go of you are not there, and you are here, how can I let go of you?
He is not a person like Han San Ge. Even though he was the same as before, he has always been dating many women for a relatively long time. Although this has not been relatively long, it will not be just one or several nights that are clearly marked.
His so-called "letting go" is also to confuse Brother Han, and it is also pretending, so he doesn't have some feelings for Yang Xiaoying, even if he is just a friend, he doesn't want to show that side.
Chapter completed!