Chapter six hundred and thirty first lie to myself
Not everyone is qualified to deceive themselves, it depends on whether they are lied to themselves - whether they are wronged or are cheating others.
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Lu Yuchi once again ignored other people's feelings.
Tonight, I want to show a feeling of being unfamiliar in front of Brother Han’s words and tone, so as to make Brother Han believe that he is a lustful prodigal son.
In other words, when facing Brother Han the whole night, Lu Yuchi's appearance of being ambiguous or unfamiliar with Yang Xiaoying had nothing to do with his inner true feelings about Yang Xiaoying.
He also hid his true feelings in his heart with his superb acting skills as a real estate agent for more than ten years, and Han San Ge obviously trusted him more, otherwise the cooperation would not have been discussed so smoothly.
But he may have forgotten a question. Not only him and Han San Ge were present, but also a necessary "model" to make him proud to show his acting skills. Otherwise, he would be ambiguous to whom he would be unfamiliar with? And this "model" is Yang Xiaoying, who is indeed a model.
Yang Xiaoying once again suffered grievances for Lu Yuchi.
Of course, Lu Yuchi thinks that what others can be called a grievance to him should be after others are at least not greedy for him or sincerely treat him.
So it doesn’t matter whether Yang Xiaoying has suffered any grievances for him before this year. The last time Yang Xiaoying suffered grievances for him was the private party with Han San Ge in Beijing after the New Year.
With Yang Xiaoying's popularity and status in the entertainment industry, even if no one touched her at the party, she sat there, facing a group of dirty men playing with a group of slutty women - this was a kind of grievance. But because she hadn't seen Lu Yuchi for a long time, she was worried that Lu Yuchi would be in danger to deal with Han San Ge, so she went.
There were only three people at the dinner party today, all of whom were well-dressed and elegant, but she was still wronged. Just because she was smart, Lu Yuchi had not told her too much about the situation that would be today; just because she was smart, although Lu Yuchi had excellent acting skills, she knew Lu Yuchi's intentions, and she also saw that Lu Yuchi was acting. But just like what she said to Lu Yuchi just now, she knew - but still felt uncomfortable.
Yang Xiaoying herself also found it very strange. When she was working on an interview program for Lu Yuchi and his crew in West Lake, she had deliberately shown a relatively unfamiliar attitude towards Lu Yuchi because of Wan Qianxi and many people. But tonight when Lu Yuchi was also treated like this, she felt very uncomfortable.
Yang Xiaoying didn't understand, Lu Yuchi understood.
That time, Yang Xiaoying deliberately seemed unfamiliar with him, and was completely for his sake; and this time he was like this to Yang Xiaoying. Although Yang Xiaoying was also beneficial, he finally asked Yang Xiaoying to cooperate with him to deal with Han San Ge.
In other words, it was for him twice, why did Yang Xiaoying "for" him? It was because she liked it.
Yang Xiaoying really doesn’t understand?
No, Yang Xiaoying is lying to herself. She hopes to deceive herself and imply that she doesn't like Lu Yuchi so much, so she will naturally feel better - although she may not be able to do it.
Why does Lu Yuchi understand?
Because Lu Yuchi cannot deceive himself in this matter. He can not accept a woman's love for him and will not give any rewards, but he should not ignore the other person's feelings, nor should he hurt the other person - although he may not be able to do it.
Not everyone is qualified to deceive themselves, it depends on whether they are lied to themselves - whether they are wronged or are cheating others.
Lu Yuchi understood this truth at this time, but he might not be able to change his habit of ignoring other people's feelings. But even if he couldn't fully consider the other person's feelings in advance, he could make up for a woman who had been hurt by his neglect, and care more about this woman in the future and not make the same mistake again.
For example, Yang Xiaoying, who was still depressed by the passenger seat at the time, was reflecting on what he did today.
Yes, Yang Xiaoying is smart and should be able to see many things. But even though she knows that the other party can see it, she can also make it clear in advance so that the other party can fully understand how much she cares about the other party’s feelings, the other party will feel much better.
So Lu Yuchi felt that what happened tonight was ultimately something he had negligent. Yang Xiaoying was just helping him and liked him, and even if it was "unreasonable", it was nothing wrong.
"sorry……"
This sentence was not what Lu Yuchi said. Although he was about to talk about this game, Yang Xiaoying took the lead. But he was not inconvenient to interrupt because Yang Xiaoying was still talking.
"I know we are just friends, you are married, and... Anyway, I have always told myself not to have any delusions, nor can I have it. Since that's the case, I have no reason and I don't have the right to lose my temper because of such a thing. I'm sorry."
"You have, 'even' is just my friend, you have this qualification." Lu Yuchi deliberately stressed the word "even" and said, "It's my problem, just like when we were in West Lake that time - you suddenly said hello to me and left, I would also feel strange, and I felt uncomfortable, so I grabbed you and asked you.
When we were on the phone at noon today, I should have explained my plans and possible actions to you in more detail, but I just came to Beijing and was talking to Xiaomaoer, Lao Han and others about something. I have been very busy and tired recently, so I don’t care about many things and I am too lazy to think too much. In short, it’s my problem, I should say that I am sorry to the person I am."
"Then let's not talk about anyone. We are friends, just say it's okay. I'm fine, hurry up and take me back to the hotel. I know you won't let me leave by myself, but since you've been so tired recently, hurry up and finish sending me, and you can go and rest as well."
"Haha, I know me quite well. I really won't let you come here without driving for me and then take a taxi back to the hotel. But you don't know me thoroughly enough. I'm making you feel bad. If I don't coax you away, I'll go back to your own house?"
"No, I'm really fine."
"But I have something to do. I suddenly want to go to a place. Even if I don't want to coax you, I have to go. But I just drank just now. Although it's not much, it doesn't matter if I drive close to Beijing, but that place is quite far away. If you have nothing to do tomorrow, please send me a ride. Will there be something to do tomorrow?"
"I... don't." Yang Xiaoying was not telling the truth, but she couldn't help but blurted out.
"Then let's go, do a favor and drive for me." As he said that, Lu Yuchi parked the car on the side of the road, got out of the car, and walked outside the passenger car door, obviously trying to exchange seats with Yang Xiaoying.
Yang Xiaoying hesitated for two seconds, got out of the car and got into the driver's seat...
Chapter completed!