Chapter 839 You blame yourself?
"You blame yourself and feel sorry for me, so you keep saying repentance around me, reminding me how much you have hurt me and making me unhappy with you?"
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There are too many women in a man. Even if these women say they don’t mind, it’s just because they love this man’s tolerance and compromise too much. Even if they don’t mind at all, they will eventually share this man with others in real life.
If Qi Qi runs a car 4S store on the usual day, Wan Qianqian is even more busy in the entertainment industry. They are already very busy, and the feeling of being shared will fade. But now they are all pregnant and don’t work, so they naturally need Lu Yuchi’s company.
Lu Yuchi felt that even if they were far apart in their pregnancy time, it was only one month apart between the two. Wan Qianqi's due date was about to arrive? So isn't Qi Qi's due date also about to arrive? At this time, Lu Yuchi was not going to have to balance. He was very concerned about his women and the upcoming children, so of course he was very worried.
He didn't regret that there was such a good woman - whom were only what many people dared to think about in their dreams, and he had more than two. But he blamed himself and didn't say anything about his fickleness. No matter how tired he was or how to take care of him, he had no clone skills.
That night, Qi Qi couldn't help laughing while listening to Lu Yuchi saying these self-blame words beside her.
Qi Qi's smile made Lu Yuchi even more blamed himself because Qi Qi was not a woman who likes to talk and laugh. Lu Yuchi's grandmother Liu Shuqian told him before that Qi Qi was deliberately optimistic after she became pregnant because she had a heart disease. Of course, it was not Lu Yuchi's fault that Qi Qi had a heart disease, but he felt that not only did he not take good care of Qi Qi, but he was also outside...
"Oh, I'm just a joke, I want to be happy. What do you always repent next to me? You blame yourself and feel sorry for me, so you keep saying repentance words around me, reminding me how much you hurt me and making me unhappy with you? Why don't you go to the bathroom to repent yourself?"
"Then I'm not mentally ill?"
"So, don't affect my mood. Besides, what's wrong with me? Actually, this is my problem."
"Don't...you must not say that."
"Really. You always say that I am a holy woman, but I am not as good as you think. I also have very evil selfish thoughts..."
Qi Qi really feels that there are often blessings in stories set in modern society, with many wives and concubines, but that is a story after all, how can it be common in reality? If it exists, there must be a reason for it to exist.
Qi Qi always thought that her father abandoned her mother after she had some money, her brother and herself, and her brother also had many women after growing the business. These did make her think that men might be like this. But is she really willing to be with such a man? At least this willingness is not thorough enough.
So when her mother and her brother went to Beijing Development Company, she wanted to stay in Tianjin to study, work, and live a very ordinary life. At that time, she really hoped to find an ordinary man in the future and live a dull but happy and down-to-earth life together. And what she called down-to-earth was the component of a dedicated one.
Unfortunately, her brother bought the 4S store where she worked at that time, and she became the boss for no reason. Later, she met Lu Yuchi, who was disguised as a poor man, but after being moved, she found that this poor man was not ordinary rich.
So she proposed to break up. She was really ordinary, but her brother destroyed this ordinary. But Lu Yuchi was deceiving like this. How could she live the ordinary and down-to-earth life she yearned for with her?
In fact, she had a good expectation back then. Not to mention her family, Lu Yuchi herself had a big business. Moreover, Lu Yuchi's personality is a man who has expanded his territory. However, the business he had become bigger and bigger, and now he has crossed the borders.
What is love? It’s not something that can be really given up if you expect or make up your mind. In the end, she became Lu Yuchi’s wife, and this incident itself made her feel that Lu Yuchi is not loyal or dull.
In fact, it’s not just preparation, the facts are right in front of you.
At that time, Lin Ge had been with Lu Yuchi for two years, and was the one who had the longest relationship among the many women around Lu Yuchi who had been in the past. What about Lu Yuchi? He used to just treat Lin Ge as a tool to vent his desires. During that period, he reflected on himself and began to understand this woman who had been with him for two years.
In Lu Yuchi's words back then, he was guilty of Linger.
If you have sin, you will be given atonement.
For the kind Qi Qi, this is a woman who knew him much earlier than her and Lu Yuchi, a woman who had been played with by Lu Yuchi for two years, and a woman with a miserable life experience and no regrets. How could she let Lu Yuchi abandon this woman in order to be loyal to her?
Besides, can you abandon it? That is not an outsider, that is Lu Yuchi's father's adopted daughter, but Lu Yuchi never knew it before. But if he didn't know it, it wouldn't change the facts. They are all one family, how can the whole family abandon it?
So Qi Qi couldn't bear it for Lin Ge, but in fact she couldn't do it. If she really did that, she would feel distressed and uncomfortable. This is what she called "selfishness". As for Wan Qianxi, she felt that she also had selfishness.
Even though Wan Qianqian was already with Lu Yuchi, Qi Qi knew that if she had been tough at that time, Lu Yuchi would still respect her wishes. Moreover, she knew that the Lu family would not accept women from the entertainment industry, and Wan Qianqian would not replace her.
Then is her tolerance great? Not all.
In fact, her tolerance is the same as Lu Yuchi's grandmother Liu Shuqian's acquiesce to the matter at the beginning, because she has a serious heart disease and the doctor does not recommend getting pregnant. But as the eldest grandson of the Lu family, Lu Yuchi's husband, she doesn't want to see Lu Yuchi without a child. She can't give it herself, so she hopes others can give it. Isn't this selfishness? Even evil and cruel selfishness.
If she had made up her mind to take the big risk at that time, she would have a child who belonged to her and Lu Yuchi, and she would not ask if Wan Qianqian was a good woman, maybe she would really choose not to accept it.
Unfortunately, it was not until Wan Qianxi became pregnant that she made up this decision, but at this time, should she let her husband abandon a kind woman, or let her husband abort an innocent child?
She can't even do it.
Chapter completed!