After her condition did not improve but worsened after giving birth, Lu Yanxiu did not dare to leave her for a second.

At that time, he hadn't been to the company for almost a year.

The doctor said she would have the idea of ​​self-harm and suicide.

He put away everything in the house that might have hurt her, and he had to stay at the door to rest assured even if he took a shower.

But he was unable to defend himself.

He had no idea when there was an eyebrow-tightening knife in her dressing table. He left for a while, and something happened to her and she was so cruel to leave him.

After he came back, he found that she was not in the room, but saw the bathroom door closed, and when he approached, he heard the sound of water.

He called her, but she didn't respond. He started smashing the door, but she still refused to answer. He kicked the door like crazy and kicked it open. When he saw it, he almost lost his life.

She was so afraid of pain and so cute. She usually had to tear a few times when she was raped and pretended to be wronged and coaxed. She was afraid of thunder. The knife was cut so deep, and blood kept running away from her body like life, flowing out of the blood on her wrist, as if she was about to drain her.

He had only been away for a few minutes, and she did not even think about it, and even put water on to speed up the blood flow.

She really wants to die and has been looking for opportunities...

In the next few days, Lu Yanxiu didn't even dare to sleep, and he fell asleep every time until his body couldn't bear it.

Even if Shen Nanzhi died, Lu Yanxiu would never forgive him. He really harmed them. Even if he died, he would torture Lu Tingwan in his dream and refused to let them go.

He was awakened by her crying more than once, and he heard her crying Shen Nanzhi's name more than once.

Before, he could only feel sorry for her and could not empathize with how desperate she was. Later, she cut her wrist and killed her in the bathtub, which also became Lu Yanxiu's nightmare.

Only then did he truly understand why she was so strong that she couldn't hold on, and even wanted him and the children.

Moreover, as soon as the child was born, he entered the incubator and stayed for three months before he came out. She attributed all her responsibilities and guilt to him to herself, crushing herself and pushing herself into hell.

So what he felt might not be as good as she could bear.

"So you like her so much because of me? When I was a child, you thought I was pretentious, why don't you dislike her?"

Lu Tingwan was not very satisfied, but he accepted this reason in his heart. After all, he was his own daughter, not someone else.

Moreover, the two of them really owe much more to their daughter.

At that time, she had difficulty giving birth and the child was not easy. After her parents didn't even hug her, they sent it directly into the insulated box.

It took me three months to come out, and during this period, Lu Yanxiu didn't care about the child in order to take care of her. Apart from knowing that she was a girl, she had never seen her many times, and she had no chance to be happy.

Not only those three months ago, after the child came out, he was also taken care of by the confinement nanny and the parent-child teacher. For a whole year, because of her illness, Lu Yanxiu left the company and ignored the child, only caring for her. Until she got better, the child was already one year old.

Only then did Lu Yanxiu have the chance to love this daughter, and because her daughter looks more and more like her, Lu Yanxiu loves this daughter more and more.

And she owes her children far more than that!

Not only did she almost make the child lose her mother, but she also almost made her lose her father, and almost made her an orphan.
Chapter completed!