Chapter 2058: Hidden
But, why?
Why are you afraid to touch this part of your memory?
Although memories from previous lives are basically not good memories, with the cruelty of that memory, even if I glanced at it indoctrination and integration, I felt a little unconfident to accept it.
With another psychological quality, it is impossible to be afraid of that memory.
Even I now feel that those weaknesses are black history, and my mother's memories have always been warm and can support him in despair.
Why?
Why?
Are he afraid to touch it?
At this time, the last two words of the young man, "I can't tell you anything about this" fell, but Chiba's thoughts spread out.
He realized something, but he couldn't understand why the other himself did this.
"So, please accept that memory as soon as possible."
At this time, the young man who finished speaking the previous sentence of the standardized words came.
Will you accept that memory as soon as possible?
But this time, when he heard this sentence, Qianye, who was originally confused, was slightly stunned. All his thoughts suddenly retracted and eventually turned into such a questioning sentence to himself.
The current situation is actually quite clear.
If you want to know what another person wants to do for this Naruto world, what plans do you have, why you have to do whatever you want to divide yourself, and finally make such a big circle, why is the other person afraid of his mother's memory and chooses to temporarily forget and ignore it, and why, it seems that he adopts a negative attitude towards his mother who should not have been treated like this. Everything, the crux of all Chiba's questions now, no, it should be said that the only breakthrough point is to accept that memory.
Among all the memories of another one, the cruelest and most difficult to touch. Even Chiba just glanced at the forced revolving lamp during the fusion, and directly chose to temporarily forget it, put it in the corner of the memory, and didn't want to remember the memory.
To be honest, it’s not that Chiba is unwilling to accept this memory, but in fact, he really doesn’t dare to accept this memory.
However, I am not very brave to accept this memory, but it is not because of how cruel this memory is, but because after accepting this memory, I can no longer choose to temporarily forget it.
At this time, although his situation was already integrated with another self, and the other self also kept his promise and erased his independent consciousness and some residues, it was just some residues, which would only slowly disappear under Qianye's main consciousness, which was not worth worrying.
However, his fusion is still incomplete.
The most obvious situation is that Chiba can clearly distinguish which part is his memory and which part is another one of his memories. The true perfect fusion is part of you and mine.
It is also impossible to selectively view memory.
Yes, in fact, the reason why Chiba is able to quickly selectively forget this part of the cruel memory is because the other part of his memory is in a strange position.
It was like bubbles stored in Chiba's mind.
Qianba can use his mind to select and view the memory, just like a video folder containing various other memories of his own.
Now, only a part of the files in these video folders have been assimilated into Chiba's memory.
For example, when it comes to the role of the light ball, Qianye can't tell whether the person inside is another self or himself. In other words, when he recalls this part, his perspective is no longer the third person to watch, but the first person to experience, and what he said and did at that time seemed to have done by himself.
No!
It should be said that it was made by oneself.
However, he now has another concept of self, so even if he is in the first person, even when he mobilizes this part of his memory, even if he doesn't know whether he is another self or himself, he still has a vague concept. He is the one who does this thing, not the one who is now.
The past self is quite different from the present self, so there is no need for him to move closer to the past self.
This feeling is quite wonderful.
However, this also shows that this is the perfect fusion.
Although there is a difference between the past and the present self, I am still myself.
Instead of yourself, you have a sense of separation from the other yourself.
At the same time, the storage locations of these memory bubbles are also different. For example, other memories are basically in the safe area, just like permanent memory areas. Chiba will not forget them, and will slowly integrate into his memory. The perspective will continue to gradually change from the third person to the first person, and the difference between the other self and the self will become the former self and the current self.
This cruel memory was placed in the temporarily forgotten area, similar to the recycling bin in the computer, but it was not cleared.
In other words, if this memory is not placed in the permanent memory area, Chiba can delete it before this memory is fused.
Yes, delete.
The fusion is still in progress and has not ended completely, because this memory is just a memory, without any independent consciousness, and the dominance is entirely on Chiba. If you can't do it yourself, you can use the light ball to delete it.
When deleting this part of the memory, the light ball will not consume much energy. From the other one's own memory, the other one has indeed deleted the memory, so it is not difficult to infer the energy loss of deleting the memory.
However, this memory is also his experience after all. Even if it is so cruel that he dare not accept it, he will not deliberately delete it.
However, if he is asked to take the initiative to accept it, accelerate the integration of this memory, or even take the initiative to accept it, in a "personal experience", this part of the memory will be perfectly integrated and become the person he was in the past, not the other person, and Chiba also has a conservative attitude.
After all, actively accepting is basically something that needs to be experienced in person, and it is different from the slow and automatic integration without realizing it.
And the cruelty of this memory is a very difficult problem.
Because Chiba's personality is likely to undergo irreversible changes due to this personal experience.
Although there will be no major changes in temperament, some non-positive energy changes may be implanted.
This is what he is most worried about.
At the same time, he was also worried about what kind of emotions and mental state he would be after experiencing this part of the memory.
After all, after leaving here and after leaving the spiritual space, he will still have to face the Nine Tails Night.
Also, face strong enemies.
That's why he chose to put these memories in the temporarily forgotten area and not think about it.
In fact, when everything is over and when he is sure, he plans to experience it himself and take the initiative to accept it.
After all, this memory is one of the most important memories of another self.
"Is there no other way?"
Thinking of this, Qianye frowned a little more, showed a little hesitation, and then spoke.
"That's all you can do."
In response, the young man responded.
Is this the only way to do?
Another one I'm so persistent...
Maybe there is a reason for him.
Why not, give it a try!
At this time, despite the many doubts, although Qianye's curiosity about this part of the memory finally rose to a certain level, and at this time, he finally made up his mind.
"Okay, then I'll give it a try."
As he made up his mind, he subconsciously said this sentence in his mouth.
Perhaps, everything is hidden in this memory.
Including, the method to return to the previous life.
At this moment, this thought arose in his heart.
Chapter completed!