There is no feeling, no emotion, and nothing seems to shake his heart.

Even if it is the death that is near.

Even in the process of death.

It seemed that the soul had been withdrawn, and all his actions now seemed to be physical instinctively completing the obsession of revenge.

After losing everything, I experienced several scenes in the past, and in these scenes, Chiba slowly understood the current state of my past.

In addition, he also seemed to have a feeling of emotion, as if the soul was withdrawn.

At the same time, as his understanding of the evil of human nature became deeper and deeper in the past, he almost learned to look at things from another perspective and another angle that he would never think of now.

Gradually, he saw some things more thoroughly than before.

At this moment, he seemed to understand why the other self had to experience this cruel memory by himself.

Although this memory is cruel, even so cruel that it may cause some irreversible changes in Chiba's current personality, the things contained in it are really what Chiba needs now.

It will be helpful to him in the future.

And it is very helpful.

Whether it is technical or psychological.

However, in a sense, this kind of help also comes at a price, that is, his current mental state, perhaps because he is in this memory and fully feels all his feelings in the past. At this time, he is also experiencing a psychological state without feeling and without feeling. The feeling of soul withdrawal, he is feeling it.

This state has begun to bring him a sense of not very good psychological changes, such as an emotional withdrawal, and even when he recalls himself before he remembers, he feels strange.

Even during these scenes, Chiba spent a considerable amount of experience to constantly recall the beauty of the Naruto world to prevent this emotional sense of withdrawal from further expanding.

And now, he only hopes that this stage will pass a little faster.

In other words, in the past, I will solve that team as soon as possible and complete revenge.

Now, the only thing that can give you the past self is the matter of revenge. As long as you can feel something in the past self, it means that he can also feel something. At least after feeling something, this sense of withdrawal will be relieved a lot.

At this time, Chiba also knew that the real test had begun, the test for him.

Whether it is assimilated by this memory or transcends this memory depends on whether his mind is firm enough and whether he can resist the feeling of being withdrawn from the soul.

The previous three hundred nightmare cycles and the hellish-style human torture caused emotional backlogs, which were just appetizers. The current sense of soul withdrawal, without feeling or emotion, is the main meal.

If he could hold on, then he would gain more wealth than he thought, or to get another one of the greatest legacy he left to himself except the light ball.

Of course, if he can't hold on, then he is likely to become the second other self.

Everything depends on the degree of firmness of his mind and whether he can resist this mentality similar to a mental breakdown.

Yes.

In Chiba's view, in fact, the current situation in the past has become a mental breakdown, or in other words, due to excessive emotional excitement and great suppression, the accumulated emotions erupted directly beyond the maximum range that the past self could bear, causing the self-protection mechanism in the subconscious of the past to be activated, blocking out all senses about emotions, thus causing this state of no feeling and no emotion.

It was just because of the tragic death of my partner, my emotions in the past were already accumulated and were about to collapse. Although I was temporarily awakened by Xiao Qian, I just hid these emotions deep in my heart. Even the burning flames of revenge were just a moment of these emotions.

As Chiba, who can truly feel everything about herself in the past and can get from the perspective of a bystander, is very clear.

Although I had a much darker mentality than myself in the past, I was used to thinking in the worst direction and measuring everything with the most sinister human heart, in essence, they were all the same.

Since he is in the Naruto world, he will ignore life and death for Kushina and the others. Then, although he was different from himself in the past, his enthusiasm for giving life for his partners is the same.

This can be seen from the first scene when I saw Xiao Qian save him, I ignored any subsequent backhand and raised my gun to save Xiao Qian.

Moreover, those perverts on the evil side who are mentally distorted and distorted have a firm love and friendship that can be used to both sides. Moreover, in the past, they were just a little darker in their psychology and had no connection with perverts.

In the past, I lost my partner and watched my partner to death, just like Chiba watching Kushina and the others being tortured to death but being powerless.

Qianye understands very well how heavy, intense, and dark the emotions that were under the past were in the heart and pressed down on the heart!

The killing of Xiao Qian with his own hands completely detonated these emotions. Xiao Qian's death destroyed the last line of defense in his heart. The accumulated emotions suddenly burst out. These dark and intense and heavy emotions did not give him any chance in the past, and touched the human body's defense mechanism. All emotions, emotions, and feelings were blocked.

Especially when I saw Xiao Qian's last pistol.

At the beginning, it was also like this pistol that he saved Xiao Qian, gave him a beam of light, a dazzling light, and gave him the best time.

Then, this kind of pistol erupted all the darkness in his heart. In an instant, he lost his feelings and feelings, and his soul seemed to be pulled away.

It is obvious that Xiao Qian had the chance to kill him, and he could kill him very easily.

However, Xiao Qian did not do so.

Both herself and Qianye knew very well that Xiao Qian had deliberately broken up and sacrificed her life. They were all designed by her.

The purpose is to let the past self survive.

Even for revenge, we must survive.

At the beginning, Xiao Qian stabbed his chest with one knife, and the seemingly decisive break, and the appearance of being swallowed by hatred, Xiao Qian began to plan. It is very likely that Xiao Qian would have helped the first three waves of enemies.

Xiao Qian may have been by his side all the time.

And Xiao Qian can do it completely, protecting his past self without realizing it.

It is precisely because of this that because of Xiao Qian's wholehearted efforts, the past self felt unprecedented warmth, and for the first time he felt the passionate feelings of others towards him. For the first time, a girl was wholeheartedly for herself. At that moment, the past self felt the greatest joy in her entire life. At the same time, the strongest joy was, and then the regret and resentment that gave her happiness was so violent because of her own killing and transforming happiness. It is also because of this that all dark emotions like explosives burst out together.

However, thanks to these emotions suddenly burst out and did not give me any chance to react in the past.

Otherwise, if these dark emotions are accumulated bit by bit and cannot be vented, during the backlog, I am afraid that the past, who was already dark in the past, would have collapsed before it could break out and become the perverts on the evil side.

In Chiba's opinion, the current result is still relatively good.

Of course, all of this is attributed to Xiao Qian. The deep bond between himself and Xiao Qian in the past was moved and shocked at the moment when the pistol fell.

To be honest, Qianye didn't expect that Xiao Qian would do such a thing for his past self.

In Qianye's eyes, this girl is definitely a tough character, being cruel to others and even more cruel to herself. Her ruthlessness also has a kind of understatement, as if it is very normal for her to do something that others dare not do.

This is the real terrible.

In this way, in order to survive, Chiba never expected that this girl would entrust her hope of life to her past self at the critical moment.

He didn't even realize that the girl actually had deeper feelings for her past self.

To be honest, he didn't know where he used to attract such a girl who was destined to become a strong man.

To be honest, although I had an extraordinary mind in the past, I did not have the qualifications of a strong man after all.

Perhaps, under the influence of Xiao Qian in the future, he has the opportunity to become a strong man, just like the strong man in the team that abused his companions.

However, it is impossible to rely on yourself alone in the past.

Although this extreme state in his past state has caused great trouble and tests to Chiba, in a sense, he has already been qualified to become a strong man.

Perhaps, this is also under Xiao Qian's calculation.

It is even very likely that Xiao Qian's last kiss was a kiss of motivation to himself in the past.

This kiss triggered all the dark emotions.

Similarly, it is also the key to becoming a strong man.

Although, it is something Chiba does not want.

Next, when Chiba was fighting with that sense of soul separation, the past self continued to experience endless nightmare cycles. For the past self who had no feelings or feelings now, after mastering the skills of the evil of human nature that seemed to be a demon's whisper, every scene was so relaxed.

Every time, almost all the past self plays with everyone in the palm of his hand. Even after about five hundred events, the past self almost did what God could do, or what the master who controls this nightmare reincarnation can do.

He has reached the point where he can use various factors that can be used to determine who will eventually live and who will eventually die in a scenario.

Even if this person is strong, it doesn't matter how strong this person is.

He has some ways to defeat the other party and decide the other party's life and death.

Although I had no feelings or feelings in the past, my acting skills seemed to have been greatly improved. Using various body and facial expressions, I could almost 100% simulate the feelings of emotions, including joy, anger, sorrow, and even some subtle emotional expressions, as if I could become any type of person.

It was also because of this seemingly accompanying stunt that he was able to manipulate other people again and again.

To be honest, even Chiba felt terrible after five hundred games.

It was after that, Qianye in the past began to have another shadow of himself. Of course, it was just a shadow, and it gave Qianye a big difference.

However, during this period, I have been hovering in the scene of about 30 people in the past and have never entered the team battle.

At this time, the past self also began to think about the factors of entering team battles. With the past self and present wisdom, it is actually not difficult to get results.

After about a hundred games, five or six "partners" gathered around me in the past, and naturally all survived. Then, once again, they entered a team battle, at least a hundred people.

Then, in the first team battle, the past self encountered that team again. This time, the past self was no longer the weaker person he used to be, but a strong man who was familiar with the evil of human nature, possessed the most perfect disguise color and the most terrifying inner self who could almost control the entire scene.

That time, the winning was extremely easy.

However, in the past, I did not do anything excessive, and even designed to let them survive.

Escape from despair.

And survived.

However, some rumors about this team began to spread among the surviving people.

Then, there were about ten more games, and they encountered each other again.

The team escaped from death again.

Rumors began to be passed on among more people.
To be continued...