Chapter 120 We hide from each other
"That's good, but I'm a little worried that Sakura will regret the decision she made one day in the future. What should we do at that time?"
Under the dim street lights, it seems that particles of dust can be seen through the ray of light, and the surroundings are occasionally mixed with the barking of dogs kept in several houses.
This kind of scene really looks like a scene in a TV series.
"Breaking up and getting back together is a process that every couple in love must go through. Didn't we quarrel many times at home and even regarded words like breaking up as a habitual word? Unless in the future, Sakura can
Find a boyfriend to replace that kid.
Otherwise, this relationship will be engraved in your heart forever, and I believe you don’t want to see that one day in the future, the child suddenly regrets and foolishly wants to find the other person to get back together, using the past relationship as a bargaining chip."
The parents' generation always views relationships much more maturely than the younger generation. The difference during this period is not only a few rounds of age difference, but also life experience.
While Sakura was just wandering between reality and virtuality, the past and the present, her parents had already seen the future.
Some people always change something because of some things, but the essence in their bones will not change.
Because it was something given by your parents, and it was built with genes by your parents the moment you came into this world.
The conversation between the two parents made Sakura smile bitterly in her ears.
I remember that many years ago, when Takiichi came to visit his family, he once raised a question: If the two of them quarreled, whose side would his parents take?
Sakura clearly remembers her father's answer at that time: if the two of them quarreled, or if some factors caused the two to break up, the responsibility must be on his own side.
Growing up, it seems that because of Takiichi's help, Sakura remembers that she rarely experienced failure.
If you fail to enter the akb48 team through multiple cabinet election elections, it will be considered a failure...
A career that is too smooth can easily make a person become self-centered and give up the love that should be well managed for the sake of career.
But... at this moment, we were eavesdropping on this conversation more than one meter away. At first, we broke up because we didn't want to put any more burden on each other.
At least at that time, at the critical moment of her career, it was impossible for Sakura to give up on her dream.
As he grows older and comes of age, Takiichi must also accept or adapt to the life of the heir to Hirai's enterprise.
Getting engaged and announcing their relationship are things that they have to do one day.
It's just that Takiichi has never mentioned such a thing at the moment. If he had been opposed to Sakura's identity as an artist, they would not have become lovers from the beginning.
But at this time, Sakura was shaken deep in her heart because she thought of this.
And she never mentioned this idea to Takiichi. Both parties seemed to be hiding something from each other.
After all, she lost to time and distance. The girl watched helplessly as her parents' figures walked further and further away. The direction in which their figures disappeared was not home, but the next intersection.
(We broke up...all this is far away from me...)
Sakura thought this way, even now, she still doesn't have too strong feelings about this matter.
Every time I cry, I feel like I'm dreaming.
In the past, it was like naturalizing and living together.
These things still flashed before my eyes like they were yesterday, except that I never thought about how far I could go with him.
The rest of the things can come to Sakura realistically in a semi-past form.
The girl thought that maybe there was some kind of contradiction in her body, where the mentality of acceptance and escape coexisted.
Not long ago, she was sitting in the car with the sound of metal colliding, and all she could think about was her past with Takiichi.
For example, in order to get to school early in the morning, I got up early and took a train with almost no other passengers to go to Shigakukan Junior High School in Kagoshima.
He occupied the entire seat in the box by himself, and often wrote letters to someone on a sticky note on his knees.
Whenever I finished writing, the tram just arrived near the school. Because I thought of someone, time passed quickly, but I also felt full inside. It was really different from the empty feeling now.
Did I do something wrong?
When I came back to my senses, my parents had long since disappeared, and the windows at home were still dark, which meant that they had not gone back.
On the street in front of the station where there were not many pedestrians, under the light and on the cold and pale road, Sakura saw two lines of footsteps walking towards the darkness, one was a boy and the other was a girl.
It must have been an illusion. At that moment, the girl saw him holding the hand of his former self, kissing her goodbye reluctantly.
To this day, he and he are still children, but they have grown up. However, the reality of growing up now makes them feel disgusted.
After returning home, my parents still could not come back.
There was no sound in the empty living room. The switch was turned on and turned off the next second.
Following a little light in the darkness, the girl stepped on her slippers and arrived at her room on the second floor.
It's rare to have such a situation. After breaking up, I no longer have sweet conversations with that person on the phone every night.
The invisible loneliness and darkness are destroying my heart bit by bit.
He opened the quilt and lay down. After ending the relationship with that person, Sakura tried to destroy the habit that he had insisted on in the past, and developed some "bad habits", such as starting to like sleeping naked.
The clothes that were taken off began to be thrown in a mess on the floor. On the table in front of the window, there was still a fragrance made of cherry blossoms and a group photo full of a sense of the times.
The room was filled with the fragrance of cherry blossoms, and it was so quiet that I could only hear my own breathing.
After closing her eyes and gradually falling asleep, something seemed to gather in front of her for a moment, driving the girl into the dream like a key.
He quickly fell asleep in less than five minutes, but at the beginning, Sakura dreamed about the meteor shower that night many days ago, and also dreamed about the past.
In the dream, Ichi and Taki were just children, or in other words, they are still at the age of children now.
It must be because of those three letters. I filled the entire trash can over and over again before I felt satisfied and put it into the envelope and affixed the stamp.
But just after entering such a dream, Sakura seemed to pull her thoughts back from it on her own initiative.
When I opened my eyes again, the room was still dark.
Wisps of moonlight shone through the window and hit the alarm clock in front of the bedside table. It was only ten minutes before I fell asleep.
Is this the rhythm of insomnia?
Sakura sat up, and accidentally because the quilt was lifted, the cool wind from outside blew in through the gaps, causing her body to inevitably tremble.
"Donglong..."
I opened the drawers in the cabinet under the front of the bed. The paint on the surface of the cabinet has peeled off in some places.
Chapter completed!