Chapter 126 The future full of question marks
"These are all the results of hard work." Takiichi replied humbly.
"There is also the May Judicial Examination, and I and the members will cheer for you."
For those who advocate knowledge, such a difficult trial as a judicial examination is by no means possible for ordinary people.
If there is a friend working in the judicial organs in the future, this is also an honor that cannot be described in words.
"Do you think I will pass?" Facing Nako's blessing, Takiichi unconsciously approached and asked.
Originally, the two of them were close to the open window, and there was not much distance between them. Now, they were like men and women sitting in the same table.
"I feel...what, after passing the judicial examination, will Takiichi-chan's plan become an intern lawyer?"
Nako felt that she was asking a question that was not worrying about. People who have passed the certificate will never experience the feeling of being unable to find a job and being unable to support themselves.
The group of unemployed otaku who has always occupied a large part of the society seems to be far away from Takiichi.
"A lawyer? When I was a child, my biggest dream was to take it from my father, or live a dull life with the person I love in a remote and quiet place.
But... the judiciary exam is something I have to do after all. After completing this task, I have never been worried about work."
Takiichi smiled as he stroked the thick curly hair on his head.
“With my father, I could go to Hirai Shipping to become a legal counsel, or take over and go to the board of directors, and with Mr. Kimura, I could go directly to become a behind-the-scenes agent.
You also know that I am very familiar with the things within the entertainment industry in Sakura Country. And with Mr. Akimoto, I can even become a producer and live by writing and selling songs."
Over the past ten years, with the expectations of my family and people around me, I have mastered many skills proficiently.
He has held photography exhibitions, published photography collections, as well as painting exhibitions, comic exhibitions, and worked as a personal trainer. In the eyes of others, this is a successful and colorful life.
"But...I haven't thought about these things yet. I probably think that passing the judicial examination first is the most important thing. After all, his difficulty must be taken seriously no matter what."
Nako looked up at Takiichi's big eyes. These dreams caused her to deeply experience the feeling of gains and losses.
"Is that true? For some reason, in recent times, I always feel that you will go far and far. In my dreams, I even dreamed that you left the Sakura Country several times, and I don't know where you went."
But in her eyes, these eyes were like when she was in Tokyo before, and they always looked far away.
Looking at this place, she looked at not only here, but Takichi's gentle gaze.
"Dreams and reality should be the opposite. Don't worry, how could my very good person disappear?"
"I always feel that Takiichi-chan will be further and further away from us in the future. That's what I feel anyway."
"What about you..."
"Why?"
"Have you ever thought about what to do in the future? Even if you are an artist, you should have a plan."
When talking about his future, Nako seemed to be stuck in her throat.
"Do I? I really don't know? I originally thought that being able to become one of them through AKS selection, and seeing Senior Rino at Hara was my goal, but after completing it, I didn't know which direction it should be."
Nako originally thought that after saying such words, he would naturally give himself some targeted suggestions, but the fact was not.
"It seems that everyone is like this."
The wind that flew by was instantly still, and Nako looked at his instantly lost face with surprise. "No, is Takiichi-chan also confused?"
"Of course, I am also a human being. People will be confused. Now I am very confused, even if I know what to do next."
"but...."
Nako looked at Takichi's side face in a flash. Although it was already dark, the girl still clearly saw his expression because of the lights in the room. That was not what she should have when she was telling jokes.
“Before this, when dating Sakura, I took her as the driving force for me to do anything I could accomplish, although the process didn’t seem easy.
But I still worked hard to complete it. Whenever I saw her stunning gaze, I felt that it was worth it. She was happy because of me, and I would be happy, but now..."
His face occasionally flashed with nostalgia, happiness and disappointment, and Nako bit his lips and listened to these words.
Speaking of which, it was evidence of being trusted to be able to hear his heart like this, but then Takiichi turned into a helpless child in Nako's eyes.
Because he completely lost the goal of striving and moving forward, such people began to move back and forth in an area without a sense of direction, just like sitting in a car and hitting the steering wheel until death, only spinning in place.
Takiichi liked him even more strongly.
For a moment, she thought that she might be able to become a new one and lead him in the direction.
As for the moment, the most clear and important thing is that she likes him very much, which is stronger than Sakura and is willing to give all her love for him.
Because Nako felt very sure that she had gained too much power from his words.
At this moment, "Thank you very much for coming to this world" became the only thought in her mind.
"When I lose my goal and do my best to deal with the things around me, this feeling makes me very tired."
Takiichi took the initiative to touch Nako with the cup, then took a sip and continued.
"I heard that people with depression are happy on the surface and have negative emotions inside. When they face you, they smile happily and commit suicide immediately when they turn around. They will laugh so long that they feel that they are not sick at all.
Two months ago, I thought there was something wrong with my emotions, so I chose to go out.”
"How could it be..."
The words of depression caused Nako's emotions to fluctuate greatly. The girl stretched out her hand and held Takiichi's palm. In a short few seconds, her eyes were filled with tears.
"Don't worry, I'm not as fragile as you think. The return of this month's trip has made me understand more. At least, I have you even if I lose my lover."
His expression seemed to have experienced a roller coaster, just like the cruelty he experienced in the past, silently endured the warmth of Takiichi's warm palms touching his head.
And the sentence "I have lost my lover, I still have you" talks about my heart 100%.
This is definitely the best and happiest sentence I have heard since I met him and so far.
"Wait a moment."
After letting go of Takiichi's hand, Nako turned around and returned to the room, took out a piece of paper from the schoolbag he carried with him.
This was the letter she originally wanted to hand over to Takiichi, the one that was full of her own wishes.
With the help of his body, Nako quickly made the letter and the envelope into a paper plane.
"What are you going to do?"
Chapter completed!