Chapter 146 Jin Zhixiu and the cat
Takiichi thought that Sakura, who had been in a short period of time, must have had this feeling.
Compared to her turning around her and doing everything, Sakura also has the identity of an artist.
In other words, now he seems to have been writing letters and eventually he comes to a certain field as the relationship between the two parties deteriorates.
Because of the confusion, the confusion leads to sudden envy and silence before entering that field.
During the process of communicating with each other, this feeling was that when I wrote three reply letters to Sakura, the bite marks on the deformed pen tip were about to be bitten. As long as this feeling made Takiichi feel no longer approaching.
Actually, I understand this feeling very well. This is the realm of language, just like I hit a cliff and cannot move forward.
Even if I think of something, I just move my mouth emptyly and never make any sound.
It's like a player that turns off the sound. Only the CD or tape is rotating, the content is going on, but the melody cannot be sent out.
The correspondence with Sakura will definitely not last long, Takiichi gradually realized this in his subconscious mind.
He always wrote very long letters to her, and she would also write very long letters to herself.
They each wrote about what happened recently around them, and there were many trivial things...
Gradually, in the process of correspondence, an urgent sense of competition seemed to be born
Sometimes I keep piling up words, Takichi is like this, maybe at some point, Sakura is like this.
Because they are all desperately trying to maintain their relationship.
But this form may one day stop working through some feelings in correspondence.
Persevering behavior does not keep the same motivation and keep moving.
Even cars also need to refuel, and when entering the gas station, the driver needs to rest and will also find a rest area on the highway.
It is precisely because we don’t want to look at each other’s mutual letters that, without realizing it, become a simple record and report, which makes it lose the weight behind the paper and become a simple paper filled with words.
In the future, no one will be writing a letter.
With this idea, it became the reason why I did not reply to the text message in the end, and it may also be because I felt that I should no longer have too many entanglements with the past.
Maybe those three letters will be his last three letters at the moment, or maybe he will pick up the pen again one day later.
When I no longer write a letter, I want to experience the transcendence of letting go of something, but if this feeling disappears, the remaining fragments of sakura in Takichi's body will be re-synthesised and volatile after being filled with the rich colors of reality.
"I need time to treat it, and I also want to stay away from this land, because I don't know whether I will forget everything about him in a strange place as time passes."
With this idea in mind, Takiichi's stopping steps were slowly driven again.
When I first entered here, I was placed next to the door and visited a pair of very neat wooden shoes, which did not attract Takiichi's attention too much.
Every day, people come here from time to time.
Clean the internal hygiene and keep books at hand.
He and his father both like to study, but as each other's career grew bigger, it became his own private territory.
“…”
Stepping into the study, the two servants who were stepping on a ladder to organize the bookcase bowed to him.
This is respect that has been integrated into the bone marrow. Taki didn't say much, but just took out two red envelopes from his arms and handed them out.
Because the rules were set before that the servants who came to work here were not allowed to speak loudly.
Takiichi held several books in his arms, which had taken from here before Mitsuki, and it was time to replay them back to their original location.
He walked slowly along the innermost bookshelf, gently touching his fingers on each book, and putting the books he brought out again according to his previous memory.
Suddenly, the scene in front of him made Takichi stop, and his thoughts also stopped at this moment.
It was only then that he truly realized that in this study, in addition to the two servants who were working, there was a third one.
In the silent library, Kim Ji-soo, who was squatting on the ground searching for the book he wanted in his heart, his nails were bit by bit passing by books on different covers.
Meow...
She raised her head when she heard the soft voice.
In the dim corner, there is a round green eye glowing.
She blinked her eyes and looked quietly, put her hands on her feet and kneaded her slightly, maintaining this posture for several seconds.
“Meow….”
Then, a cat with orange and chubby body walked out. It seemed as if it had been there for a long time, surprised that it was in such a strange environment and could not find a way out.
But Kim Ji-soo's existence made the orange cat's green and round eyes lit up suddenly.
"Oh, who...why are there cats here?"
She covered her mouth, her eyes filled with love, and she carefully spread her hands in front of her.
"What a cute little thing, come here to give me a hug."
“Meow….”
The orange cat responded hoarsely, dragged its bloated body and raised its feet step by step, walked to her, and then tilted its head.
One person and one cat just looked at each other.
"Is it a cat that lives here? I really don't know who its owner is?"
Gently picking up the orange cat and putting it on his legs, Kim Ji-soo tilted his head and looked at the uninvited guest.
Whenever I see it licking its nose with its tongue, I always feel that I haven't communicated and looked at anyone seriously for a long time.
"Fortunately I have something on my body."
Looking around, she seemed to be the only one with the bookshelf. She took out a copy of calories mate from her pocket that had not been unpacked.
This was something she bought at that convenience store before. According to the description on the translation software, this is a very ordinary energy supplement food.
Its packaging is very simple, with only "nce food" marked on the surface, which can be said to be inconspicuous on the shelves of the products.
She unpacked the packaging, broke a small piece and placed it on the ground, and the orange cat in her arms was deeply attracted by the food.
It jumped to the ground, first stretched out its tip to confirm the smell, then looked at Kim Ji-soo, then lowered its head and started eating.
“It’s delicious~~”
“Meow….”
She was very happy that she could get a reply from an orange cat growing in Sakura Country. While staring at the little guy who was eating, she slowly stuffed the remaining calories into her mouth.
The taste is pretty good, sour and sweet, which reminds her of the 500-yuan energy drink that can be bought in many convenience stores in Seoul.
"Seoul is really scary, it makes me feel like I'm about to breathe."
The orange cat, immersed in the delicious food, ignored her self-talk.
Kim Ji-soo gently touched the head of the orange cat with his hands, soft and furry and comfortable.
"Although I only stayed here for three or four days, I really don't want to go back at all.
When will we get rid of such boring practice life?"
The orange cat chewed the food in its mouth, and sometimes looked up at her with curious eyes. It didn't take long for a piece of calories to be eaten by it.
Chapter completed!