In these six years, Nako doesn't know how many times he has been disappointed.

But in the year since he met him, almost every date he came to tell her that "Sakura can't come because of some reason", his expectations were consumed time and time again.

Maybe until Sakura broke down and cried, she didn't realize the reason why Takiichi left resolutely. Maybe it was just because she felt guilty for not being able to say goodbye in person.

Sakura...

Taki-san once said to me: After ten years of acquaintance and six years of dating, he finally lost to reality.

He thinks that he has given a lot, but he is still not the person who understands you best.

However, you are not.

Over the years, you have been insisting on your career and wanting to be the best idol. This excessive paranoia has made you ignore your obligations as a girlfriend time and time again.

You are confident that as long as you apologize, he will definitely understand you.

But the result was not like this. After six consecutive years of disappointment, his heart finally reached the point of "heart-death" at that moment.

Wrap the untouched dinner in plastic wrap and stuff it in the refrigerator.

This is one of the life skills that I started to do on my own after getting to know him. In the past, my mother at home would help me with this kind of thing.

The reason is that it will break if it continues to be left at room temperature.

When sitting down on the chair, Nako held her cheek.

His fingertips slapped his cheeks intentionally or unintentionally, and then he turned on the TV out of boredom.

From here you can directly see a domestic movie being played on the TV.

There is no better feeling of loneliness than watching a romantic movie alone late at night.

While I was eating soggy pancakes and watching TV, there was a movie about a girl who looked like a junior high school student killing a big man on the street on a rainy night.

What a bloody plot. Nako complained in his mind about the writing quality of the screenwriter.

At the same time, the girl put the pistol back into her bag without changing her expression and left gracefully.

At this point, we can basically tell that this is a movie with the theme of a girl assassin.

Very boring scenes, very embarrassing and exaggerated acting.

Moreover, the aspect of the actress is also very unfamiliar. Maybe she is an underground idol from a small agency, or a third-rate actor.

Although this kind of work has been taken over by many seniors in AKB48 before.

In fact, Nako rarely watches movies in private because he can't sit still at all.

The only few times I sat with Takiichi were when my mind was filled with the weird idea that "he is more attractive than the movie", and then I would sneak peeks from the beginning to the end of the movie.

But at this moment, she finished watching the movie with a different patience than before.

The reason is - the shoes worn by the heroine in the movie are very similar to the ones I wear.

Her feet are also very white, delicate, and cute.

In the subsequent plot, the heroine returned home, put on a pair of ordinary Reebok sneakers and went out again.

I also own this pair of shoes. Takiichi bought them as a gift for her. They are very good.

Nako was attracted by the shoes when she first received them.

Although it is unremarkable, the quality is very good and my feet never felt uncomfortable while wearing it.

Just like the new pair of shoes I'm wearing now, Nako has been wearing those shoes for almost a year and they still haven't lost their shape.

She thought about the sneakers that people usually see that have been worn for a long time. They are basically torn or out of shape.

The pair of shoes in the movie look very old, but because they are well-protected, it shows that the owner wears them very carefully.

For example, you will never put your shoes on and take them off with the laces on.

This is exactly the same as Nako.

Also, socks.

Suddenly I realized this problem. The shoes designed and made by that person seemed to have very good ventilation.

If I wear it like this and walk a lot all day long, my feet and socks won't be sticky when I take them off when I get home.

"If you take off low-quality shoes, especially insoles after wearing them for a long time, you will find dark marks on the heel area of ​​the insoles and the soles of the socks.

That is a sign of excessive sweating, the insoles are not strong in absorbing sweat, the insoles are faded, and the shoes are not ventilated enough.”

His fingers caressed the soles of his feet unconsciously.

Speaking of which, for this movie, these shoes should have been prepared by the stylist for the actors.

Of course, it could also be the actor's own shoes.

After changing shoes, the way you walk will change accordingly, which will affect your acting. It is not impossible for this to happen.

Just like when you put on that new pair of shoes, you will be extra careful when walking so as not to get dirty.

But if you put on the slippers at home, you can lose your restraints and become swaggering.

After the movie ended, a documentary-like interview with the actors about their feelings during the filming was broadcast on TV. It also looked like a short video clip.

When asked, "What does it feel like when using a gun?" the actress replied, "It's very pleasant, ah~~ I mean, I really like the feeling of gunpowder exploding in my hand. Even when I want to do something, my head will feel the same."

An explosion of emotions ensues.

The explosion of gunpowder is synchronized with it, which I like very much. Compared with weapons such as swords, pistols are a more emotional prop."

Nako was listening and thinking, is that so?

After all, I have very little filming experience and have never touched a prop gun.

However, she prefers the term "props that are close to emotions".

For example, shoes.

When you put on your shoes, you will feel the emotion that went into designing that pair of shoes and the craftsmanship of the craftsman who made them.

People who often go on stage to sing and dance attach great importance to their feet, because if their steps are not healthy, they will not be able to support their legs, and naturally they will not be able to stand normally and move freely at the same time.

Therefore, the strongest feeling is to wear shoes made by Taki-san.

It's as if these feet are held by his hands, and no matter where you go, you can feel that he is always there.

It's really great.

This deep sense of security made Nako so obsessed that he couldn't breathe.

So, when he puts on the shoes I made, will he have the same feeling as me?

There will definitely be one!

He will be mine sooner or later.

While watching the movie, Nako drank a drink and kept wondering about such questions.

By the way, there is still half a bottle of unfinished red wine on the table.

While her parents were not at home, Nako opened it and took a small sip.

This kind of thing is really sour and astringent. I can’t understand why adults like it so much.

The man far away in Korea also didn't like the taste of red wine, or he preferred the feeling of being tipsy than red wine, so he had no choice but to drink it.

The reason why it doesn't taste good may be because it is cheap, or it may be because it has been stored for too long.

It is said that once you get used to drinking it, you will feel its delicious taste. Is this true?

But... why do you prefer tea to red wine despite its bitter and sour taste?

It should be... I think of him when I drink tea, so even if I taste it, it is sweet.

As for alcohol... I heard that its biggest effect is to numb the nerves.

Nako looked at the dry red wine in the goblet, lowered his eyes and drank it in one gulp.

The belated dizziness made her lie down on the table and fell into a deep sleep.

In that dream, she seemed to have dreamed of something.

There was a handsome boy who held up the sole of her foot, caressed it carefully, and held his cheek very close to it.

Then... Nako can't remember whether it was to help him put on his shoes or to do other things.
Chapter completed!