Chapter 040 We all have something we want to protect
"Why would you refuse?"
Takiichi shook his head slightly and said, "If I don't refuse, I might be confused all the time."
His gaze was facing him, and he was sweeping over the cover of the record placed on the display stand in a diamond shape.
Sakura likes Girls' Generation and regards Girls' Generation as a goal in her idol career.
What you come to is the city you want to come to.
After breaking up, everything captured in front of you is touched by the "right and wrong of things".
If Sakura visits here alone one day in the future, perhaps the record will be more suitable for Sakura to be properly preserved than himself.
Listening to his past, Kim Taeyeon's expression was changing bit by bit.
She could feel that this boy was so strongly trying to get rid of the past, and she also knew very well how crazy it was to her current desire to get rid of that painful desire.
Both of them are so supportive of each other, in dealing with different things.
Friendship vs. Love.
However, in terms of the feelings and thoughts of the other person, you can also guess the touch of making the other person feel "understood".
"I have decided to completely break with the past. In this way, because I accidentally thought of the past, I will contact the past again. What's the point of having a little bit of something that may be broken again with the past.
When I think about me, I will continue to be immersed in the sadness of the past, that feeling is like being looked down upon by others."
He said lightly, drinking all his coffee.
This move alone made Kim Taeyeon think that he was a man who was passionate about coffee.
“Is it that serious?”
Kim Taeyeon's starry eyes were twinkling, and her slender fingertips were as rosy as boiled strawberries.
"But I think that sometimes people shouldn't occasionally allow themselves to have emotional thoughts about the past and then be pretentious?"
“It’s true…”
Takiichi pressed his body toward the table. When the distance was closer, Kim Taeyeon shrank his neck nervously.
At that time, only his soft voice was left in his ears, without a high accent.
"So... Is it as simple as you recalling the past and thinking about the friend who is already strangers to you who occasionally allows yourself to be as emotional and pretentious as it is?"
Silence came, and it seemed to be colder than the air inside the house.
The two people's eyes meet at the same level.
In the deep and dark pupils, there was a spot of light swaying.
"We all have what we once wanted to protect, and we still have the urge to continue to protect the thing we want to protect until now...
But this is not what we think after all, and people who will continue according to our wishes will not operate because of a single thought.”
Kim Taeyeon's eyes shining. She was so excited that she was the boy in front of her for the first time. She was even more interested in the boy in the past than when she first looked at each other.
"So...what is the thing you once wanted to protect?"
But when facing such a question, Takiichi chose to answer with temporary silence.
At that time, he just looked back at the window and faced the southeast sky. "That direction is where my beloved lives."
In fact, the word "was" should be added, but based on the current situation, Takiichi has not yet determined whether he will meet a girl who can completely replace Sakura's position in his heart.
So after just hesitating for a while, he swallowed the word back.
However, it was at that time that the ability to see the light in front of me suddenly took away the scene of dense pink cherry blossoms filling the sky.
Street view of Kagoshima, volcanoes, and heavy snow...
It looks like a 3D live picture taken by satellites on Earth appears before my eyes one by one.
It seems that Takiichi could recall that in a winter of a certain year, Sakura was alone in Kagoshima and could not see the heavy snow in front of him.
As long as you spend more time, you can clearly simulate her little face that was frozen red by the cold air.
Rubbing his hands coldly, he stepped on his feet wearing cotton boots step by step in the snow that could spread above his calves.
Sometimes she sniffs at her fingers. In winter, she will wear her favorite camel brand down jacket.
It has nothing to do with the weather. Every once in a while she will return to Kagoshima and switch back to "amateur mode" to start her life.
Combining these impressions together, her face naturally popped up in Kim Taeyeon's mind.
This boy was telling her, a stranger about his love with extremely reminiscent and warm tone.
"Do you know? Whether before or after the breakup, whenever I think of her face, the first thing I see in my eyes and brain is the side face on the left.
This is probably the relationship between me and her walking side by side every time, so the first thing I remember is her left cheek.
Then, she would slowly turn to me, smile at me, and gently turn her head to speak.
While speaking, he will stare into my eyes."
Takiichi stretched out his hand to block the golden light that was transmitted from the glass outside the window.
In fact, he could ignore this stimulation, probably because he was afraid that this strong color would destroy the gradually blurred and began to distort, and return to the past picture of the real world.
"Her eyes seemed to be like the little fish that was swaying by the clear spring."
Kim Taeyeon was deeply attracted by his words, as if immersed in the plot of the story. When his hands were holding each other tightly because of seriousness and tangling in front of his chest, he couldn't wait to ask.
“Is there a city in the Cherry Blossom Country in the southeast direction?”
"Ah~~ It's better to say it's on an island than to say it's a city."
When she smiled lightly, deep dimples would appear on both sides of her cheeks. Takiichi stretched out his hand to tease Kanzen on Kim Taeyeon's legs.
The little guy spit out his warm tongue and licked his fingers bit by bit. This intimacy made him smile a little more on his easy-going face.
"And that place... it is full of cherry blossoms in March and April every year, and the island is covered by a world of cherry blossoms and pink.
At the only active volcano on the island, many couples who come to visit will make wishes to the gods living in the volcano.
In this case, except for the season when cherry blossoms are in full bloom, there is only winter every year, especially... during heavy snow."
Kagoshima, when he heard about this "little place" from his mouth.
Kim Taeyeon would be so curious that she couldn't help but take out her phone to search.
Afterwards, she began to develop a strong interest in the island, the place called "Sakura Island".
Every year from spring, from March to April, the place will be covered with a pink color.
The sky is filled with pink petals, and there are areas everywhere that allow outsiders to stop and enjoy the flowers.
Really... I really want to go and see it myself...
Kim Taeyeon thinks she is a complete ouzu. Even when she is at home in Jeonju, she won’t want to go out as long as she stays in the store. But this time she really wants to go to that place and have a good look.
"In the pink world, where cherry blossoms are everywhere, there are many couples kissing and praying for blessings under the active volcano...
It sounds beautiful, if it were Tiffany, she would probably like it there more than me, right?"
Suddenly thinking of the friend who had been in a stable relationship for so many years and had not deteriorated, Kim Taeyeon gradually strengthened her thoughts.
The first time in life is not to contribute to this place when traveling under the arrangement of the company and the necessary work, right?
"But now, it will take me a while to recall her face."
Later, his sighing voice suddenly broke the illusion space that had finally been constructed in Kim Taeyeon's mind.
It was so clear that you could hear the sound of glass shattering at that moment.
"Because there are two kinds of consciousnesses that are constantly fighting, as long as I have some thoughts about her."
Chapter completed!