Chapter eight hundred and thirty
Xue Baochai never imagined that she could survive to this point, without even a place to stay.
The more she thought about it, the more despair she felt, and the sadness in her heart could not be expressed in words.
For a moment, she felt that her heart hurt as if a thousand arrows had pierced her heart, and her tears couldn't stop falling.
But she cried so bitterly but was afraid that her mother would be sad if she saw it. Baochai had no choice but to wipe her tears quickly. No matter how uncomfortable she was, she could only keep it in her heart.
Aunt Xue saw Baochai weeping like rain, and she immediately cried and asked: "Good boy, why don't you want to marry Baoyu? If that's the case, we won't marry! I think we can only be angry if we stay here.
, don’t we have a small courtyard outside now? Although that place is a little quieter, we, mother and daughter, can live there so we don’t have to worry about it!”
When Baochai heard her mother suddenly say this, her eyes lit up, and she immediately became interested.
But as soon as she thought about it, she realized that her mother was only willing to do this so that she would not feel wronged.
From ancient times to the present, when and where has the mother not only been thinking about her good son Xue Pan?
If I really take my mother out to have a single life, firstly, it will not look good on my brother; secondly, I am afraid that my mother will not be able to let go of her brother, which will cause her to suffer even more at that time.
Thinking of this, Baochai felt even more sad. She quickly wiped away her tears, raised her head and said with a smile: "Mom, it's not that I don't want to get married. It's just that when I think about getting married, I won't be able to serve my mother day and night, so I feel sad."
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Aunt Xue laughed immediately after hearing this and said: "Silly girl, you are not marrying all over the world, just for one meal. Besides, it is your aunt's house, so it would be great if your mother lives on both sides. Live with your brother.
When you get bored, mother will go find you; live with you for a while and then come back to see your brother, isn't that the best of both worlds?"
When Baochai heard what her mother said, she couldn't help but feel cold in her heart. She knew that her mother was only looking forward to marrying into the Jia family soon, so she felt at ease.
If not, wouldn't the "good match" that my mother and aunt have been planning for many years come to nothing?
When Baochai thought of the four words "gold and jade," she felt even more ridiculed. Could it be said that the combination of gold and jade constitutes a good marriage?
Besides, where does Baoyu’s jade come from, and where does her gold come from? Even if the world is deceived, don’t they themselves still know it?
The more Baochai thinks about it, the colder her heart becomes. The more she thinks about it, the more she feels that the world is meaningless. I'm afraid I can only spend this life like this. No matter what talent or ambition, in the end they are not worth a piece of fake jade.
Fake gold?
The more she thought about it, the less uncomfortable she became, but there was a cold smile on her lips.
When Aunt Xue saw that her daughter finally showed a little smile, she couldn't tell whether she was happy or sad, so she hugged Baochai and whispered: "Good child, please kiss me."
Mother, can I still harm you? You will naturally know in the future..."
Not to mention that the mother and daughter were talking in low voices in Xue's house, but that the little girl Ying'er ran out of the Xue's house in a panic.
As soon as she walked out of the gate and ran a few steps, she saw that there were not many pedestrians on the empty street outside. Even if there were a few people, they were hurriedly passing by with their heads lowered. For a moment, she didn't know where to go.
It turns out that she is Xue Baochai's personal maid? As long as she accompanies her lady, she either takes a car or a sedan chair? When has she ever been alone on the street like this?
Looking at the increasingly deserted street, the cold wind happened to pick up again, blowing rotten leaves and flying broken hemp rope ends. The little girl was even more panicked.
She hurriedly found a street corner sheltered from the wind and stood there. While wiping away her tears, she tried desperately to remember what Baochai had asked her to do.
She had been thinking about it for a long time. It wasn't until the tears on her face were hurt by the cold wind that she recalled that Baochai had asked her to come out to find someone to help.
But she didn't know who to look for, let alone where the person she was looking for lived.
The poor little girl stood up tremblingly, wiping her tears and quietly looking around on the street.
The cold wind in winter was blowing more and more fiercely, causing the little girl's hair to fly everywhere and her clothes to rustle, but they were almost not blown away by the wind.
Ying'er stared with a pair of frightened eyes, timidly looking at the unfamiliar street in front of her, thinking desperately in her little head who to look for.
Jia Cong!
The first thing she thought of was the smiling young master of the Jia family.
But when she thought of Jia Cong, the little girl couldn't help but feel extremely lonely:
Although Jia Cong is a very good person, he is also very capable. If he is willing to help and say a few words, then I may never have to live in fear again.
It is very possible to save yourself from the big fire pit of Xue Mansion.
But how can she trouble others?
After all, he is the young master of the Jia family? It is not easy to ask about the Xue family's affairs.
What's more, my young lady is arrogant and arrogant? She would rather shed tears secretly behind others' back than feel sad in front of others.
Moreover, my young lady valued Jia Cong very much and was determined not to let him spy on her embarrassment.
Besides, she still doesn't know where Jia Cong lives, and she can't find him even if she really wants to look for him.
At that moment, Ying'er shook her head stupidly with great regret, and then thought about who she could find to help herself and the young lady out of their predicament.
Baoyu?
Jia Baoyu?
Just go find Baoyu.
Besides, I have been to Jia's Mansion many times, and I can find Jia's Mansion even without riding a carriage.
The little girl figured out the direction as she was busy thinking about it, and started walking away.
But she had just taken two steps, and she couldn't help but smile bitterly again. While smiling bitterly, she shed tears. While she shed tears, she secretly cursed herself:
Yinger, are you crazy or stupid?
Is Baoyu the master who can make things happen?
He went to the Jia Mansion just like this on his own wishful thinking. Not to mention whether the people in the Jia Mansion would laugh at his lady, could Baoyu really think of any way to save himself and his lady?
If you ask him to come back to help you adjust the fat and powder, or make up a few crooked poems, he is good at it, but if you really encounter such a difficult matter, can he, Baoyu, do it?
When she thought of this, the little girl had no choice but to stop and stand on the empty street without a plan.
However, the strong wind blew harder, and the strong wind came with the yellow sand covering the sky. Before Ying'er had time to escape, she felt a stinging pain on her face, as if she was being cut by countless small knives.
Ying'er felt so miserable that she squatted on the ground and covered her face, not daring to move.
Unexpectedly, she had just squatted down when she suddenly heard someone from behind shouting loudly: "Who is that person squatting in front of you? Move aside quickly. Do you want to save your life? Just squat in the middle of the street on such a windy day."
Chapter completed!