He sat there for half the night, until the night fell, and Xi Ren didn't even close his eyelids.

Seeing the red candles swaying in the room, her heart was filled with endless sorrow, but she could only swallow her tears.

Who can blame this?

I can only blame myself for my misfortune.

Since it is your own fate that has nothing to do with anyone else, then what is there to be sad about?

Xiren thought about it over and over again, and his heart hardened unconsciously.

Qingwen is right, no one can be trusted in this world, not even parents, let alone brothers and sisters...

Other people in two lifetimes are even more of a joke to her.

Just like precious jade.

If he still had a little bit of human heart, he wouldn't have fallen to this!

Since there is no one in the world to rely on, since there is no one in the world who will pity me, then I am the only one who feels sorry for myself.

You have to survive, right?

You should always try your best to live a better life, right?

Furthermore, everyone in the world is like this, and she is not the only one who has experienced all the suffering in the world, so what is there to complain about and what is there to be sad about?

After thinking about this, Xiren felt a lot better. She then leaned on the head of the bed, pulled the quilt and wrapped herself tighter.

Unexpectedly, Qingwen ignored her past grievances, or maybe he didn't bother arguing with her, and treated her very well. Several charcoal basins were lit in the room, and covered with quilts, it was naturally very warm.

Xiren's body felt warm and he thought things through in his mind, so he naturally felt much more comfortable.

And now I can only focus on the present. As long as I live comfortably at this moment, and as long as I stop thinking about things I shouldn’t think about in my heart, I’m afraid I can still live well in the future...

The ice-cold heart warmed up a little bit again...but it was no longer the same heart as before.

The red candles kept dancing in front of her eyes. She sat alone, watching the candles shed tears. After a while, the candle holder was filled with layers.

Her heart became clearer and clearer, and her tears stopped unconsciously.

That is, since no one will feel sorry for her, why should she feel sad for those cruel people?

From now on, just live for yourself and feel sorry for yourself.

The more Xiren thought about it, the more relaxed she felt. She stood up and covered the quilt more tightly, moved the pillow behind her, and then closed her eyes. After a tiring day, her body finally felt much better.

Is he an actor?

I'm going to marry an actor, right?

An actor is just an actor, so what? Aren’t actors also human beings?

Besides, who is he now? Aren’t he also a servant who serves others? What’s more, he is a ruined flower and a willow...

Everyone has each other, no one needs to dislike anyone, and being able to rely on each other to live a good life is no better than anything else.

Even if he really dislikes me in the future, the worst I can do is live alone. The world is so big, I don’t believe it can’t accommodate me!

With this thought in his mind, Xiren became more and more calm, and gradually became hazy.

There was no dream this night, but the sleep was the most peaceful in a long time.

What woke her up was the loud sound of gongs, drums and suona outside the room, and someone was pushing her gently.

"Sister... wake up quickly... why did you fall asleep... and still sleep so peacefully..."

The attacker was suddenly awakened, and when he opened his eyes, he saw two faces with eager expressions.

Musk Moon?

Autumn pattern?

Are they these two girls?

She was a little confused for a moment, so she hurriedly turned over and sat up, rubbing her eyes and shouting: "Oh... I fell asleep... but I had a long dream... Where is Baoyu... Did Baoyu call me?

…”

Before she finished speaking, she saw She Yue and Qiu Wen with strange expressions on their faces. They shook her and said with a smile, "Are you confused by your sleep? Where are there any treasures or jade nowadays? Isn't today a good day for you to get married?"

, why do you sleep like this?"

After hearing what the two said, Xiren finally remembered that what he was experiencing was not a dream, but that he was really going to get married...

Suddenly I felt indescribable panic and hesitation...

She Yue and Qiu Wen couldn't help but feel sad when they saw her like this, so they hurriedly advised: "Good sister, wake up quickly. You can hear the sound of firecrackers outside. They are about to come in to pick up the bride."

Son..."

Before he finished speaking, he saw the door curtain move, and many people walked in.

Xiren felt even more flustered when he saw it. He grabbed Sheyue and Qiuwen and choked up: "I...I...I...don't want...I'm afraid...I..."

Unexpectedly, before she finished speaking, she heard someone laugh and say: "Is that sister Xiren? She looks even more beautiful now that she is wearing a wedding dress. Even we can't recognize her..."

The voice sounded very pleasant to Xiren, and when he looked up he saw Baochai, Xiangyun, Daiyu, Yingchun and others.

She was even more surprised this time, and quickly stood up and asked: "It turns out...it's a few girls...how...how did you get here..."

Xiangyun didn't even wait for her to finish speaking and walked over. He looked at her carefully for a while and then praised her: "Sister, you look so good in red!"

Baochai and others also praised each other for a long time, which made Xiren feel embarrassed. She was about to speak, but Baochai persuaded her softly: "Okay, let's not mess up now. If you have anything to say, we can talk about it another day."

, now we are here to congratulate you..."

At that moment, everyone was busy and sat down next to the attacker. They all put down their gifts one after another, and then they all sat down to talk. Suddenly they heard the joyous sounds outside becoming more and more noisy, and then someone pushed the door open and urged: "Bride, please pack up."

Okay, let’s leave now, we don’t want to miss the right moment!”

After hearing this, everyone stood up and said: "Let's move aside quickly, so as not to delay the groom's arrival to pick up the bride..."

While he was talking, he saw a group of Xi Po's maids rushing into the house to welcome the bride. They tidied up the Xi Ren, and then they followed her out.

When Xiren saw everyone coming to see her, she felt a mixture of emotions in her heart. She couldn't tell what she was feeling, but tears fell down her cheeks unknowingly.

She didn't know what to say or what to do at the moment, and she was just letting others manipulate her like a fool. Not long after, her eyesight went dark, which frightened her for a while, and then she thought about it and figured out that it was the cover.

Got a red hijab.

In her ears, she could only hear everyone talking and laughing, but she was helped up by someone and followed out involuntarily.

It turned out that Prince Zhongshun doted on Na Qiguan'er very much, so although the wedding was hasty, it was very lively.

As soon as I left the house, I heard the roar of gongs and drums, and the continuous sound of firecrackers, which almost deafened my ears.

She was tremblingly helped to sit on the sedan chair, and she was still panicking. Suddenly she felt her body sway and almost fell out. She hurriedly reached out and grabbed around, and finally managed to hold on to the sedan pole, and she felt a little better.

At the end, I felt like the sedan was flying and moved forward.

At this time, she could hear the earth-shattering noise outside. Only then did she understand:

I am seriously getting married...

I'm getting married...

Although she didn't get her wish, she still got married...
Chapter completed!