Desire cannot be managed by itself. It cannot be controlled when it surges or disappears. It is truly coming without a trace.

And the more I don’t want it to come, the faster and more violent it will be.

It will lurk in places you don't know at all, quiet seems to never exist, and then it will unknowingly moisten things and invade your thoughts and behaviors silently.

Or thrust your heart violently, fill your body with blood, hissing, explode, explode, forget everything, and destroy it.

However, although we cannot control the arrival and decline of desires, we can control our own language and consciousness.

The most important lesson in life is actually self-management, which has nothing to do with any cultural qualifications.

Self-management, also known as cultivation, is the nemesis of desire and our genetic weapon, but it seems that not everyone can use it very well.

The material desires of the whole world are full of wealth and wealth, and the propaganda and guidance are encouraging people to give up their weapons and release their desires. They call this a manifestation of their personality.

People with personality are more likely to get a wallet.

Zhang Yanming is not a god, but a physical body. His beauty will be full of impulses at present, and his mind will involuntarily boil various pictures and scenes, and he is eager to pounce into the softness to experience hardness.

Moreover, this desire is not a temporary rise, it is still entangled with the impulsive fantasies in memory.

It’s like even if a person is old, he always misses a classmate or a first love partner when he was a child, and even feels his mood at that time.

This is another way of performing desire. It packs your experience, memories, and emotions, and releases it out for you to reminisce after all.

Memory never fades.

So he had to avoid it. There is no compromise between people and desires, only victory or defeat. Either you defeat it, or it swallows you, and there is no luck.

It was this time, and this last time, that such thoughts were actually the beginning of the fall, a nuisance against the consciousness of resistance. There were only zero and countless times in everything.

No matter how shy a person is, he will be able to face everything honestly one day.

Zhang Yanming turned his head and searched, walked to the iron chair waiting by the wall and sat down. Although it was the time when Qiu Laohu was showing his might, the coldness of the iron chair still dispelled some of his inner passion and felt much more comfortable.

Speaking of which, people who have eaten meat cannot withstand the scent of meat, not to mention that this is his once fantasy object.

The hand was wiped twice, and the warm, fragrant and smooth feeling was still clear enough to illustrate this point.

It is said that what is not as good as what is outside, and what is not as good as what is not as good as what is not possible because each has different fantasy spaces, and what is not as vast as what is not available. Imagination is a human instinct.

A man who has eaten meat can clearly understand many things from the sexiness of the other person's lips, including shape, color and excitement. These associations do not need to be thought about.

Therefore, you can discover the hidden beauty and be more likely to withstand the test of temptation.

There was no one in the whole room. Zhang Yanming took several deep breaths to calm his a little boiling brain.

"Hello, Consultant Zhang, Director Cai said, please wait for about fifteen minutes."

Zhang Yanming subconsciously stared at the talking lips, and then reacted and looked away: "Okay, thank you."

"You're welcome."

"Have you always been so deserted?"

"Well, there are not many people here usually, mainly because we are a little far from the city, and not many of us come to gynecology. Most of the problems are solved by the outpatient clinic."

"Then do you want more people or fewer people?"

"Hehe, I hope there is something to do, but it's better not to be too busy." This should be a lab technician, not very old, and feels a bit silly.

But looking at the things hidden in the little eyes, Zhang Yanming probably would have regretted anyone who treats her as a fool.

"We are not too far-fetched here, right? It's next to the Fourth Ring Road."

The little girl said, "You know it's the Fourth Ring Road, and the Third Ring Road is still half empty, and they are all shanty towns. I don't know what's wrong on the west side, it seems like I'm forgotten. I can't squeeze in the east side, so I'll watch the fun here."

Haha, this little girl is a local girl, and she has a slight mouth.

However, the west side of the capital is indeed developing a bit slow, and the gap is a bit big compared to the already lively east side.

This is also related to the region. It happens to be sandwiched between industrial zones, university zones, central political zones and central military zones. There are many military plots here, and there are many various state agencies, with the most sensitive locations in the country.

Under the influence of all aspects, it is naturally not as good as the east side. However, it is also temporary. The capital is so big that it cannot escape anywhere.

"Your home is nearby?" Zhang Yanming asked.

"Well, I rode a bicycle for five or six minutes, and I came here because I was close to me. Hehe, my salary is higher than before."

Zhang Yanming gestured and looked for the location: "East?" This place is only one kilometer east, and the houses are relatively concentrated. The north, south and west are still relatively empty, with only a few small villages.

Now the logistics and security base is quite outstanding in this area.

Except for the living area of ​​the base, there are no buildings that exceed three floors. From a distance, there is a green area, except for one airport, which is full of farmland and canals.

There are only tall buildings two or three kilometers away to the east, which is another area, which belongs to the Third Ring Road. In fact, it is not as high as others' east. If the entire capital is cut and peeled, it will get shorter and shorter from east to west.

The highest point is all around the East Third Ring Road extension line.

Zhang Yanming took out his notes and wrote a note. He had to find time to ask if he could give it to himself. It was okay to replace it or buy it. There was something wrong with it.

What a pity to be so wasteful, it can easily cause dissatisfaction among the surrounding residents.

Just like when I was traveling to Qinhuangdao at this moment, Nandaihe sang and danced happily, Beidaihe was full of curses, and there were two worlds on both sides: one lived in the present and the other stayed in the 1970s.

"Yanming." Sister Zhou's voice came from inside.

"Oh." Zhang Yanming agreed, put his notebook in his hand and stood up, waved his hand with the lab technician and returned to the lounge.

Sister Zhou looked back to normal, her hair and clothes were tidied up, and she also put on some lipstick.

Seeing Zhang Yanming coming in, Sister Zhou glared at him: "I thought you ran away."

"Hehe, I went over and saw if the result came out, and said I had to wait a few minutes."

Sister Zhou pointed to her side, Zhang Yanming went over and sat down, and Sister Zhou naturally held his hand and leaned over: "What should I do if it was a boy...?"

"...The risk is too great. I don't think I should be gambled, no matter who it is to or to the child himself."

Sister Zhou nodded: "If I go again... I will definitely collapse and I can't live a day. If it's a boy, please arrange for me to have an abortion. I'm going there and I can rest for a few days."

Zhang Yanming thought for a while and nodded: "Okay. Brother Shang... I'll explain it to you, I'm afraid you can't explain it clearly."

"What should I explain to him?"

"I have to explain it. I don't ask or mix with anything else. This is not a small matter."

Sister Zhou nodded, not knowing what she was thinking, and Zhang Yanming didn't want to ask.

However, he estimated that the fate of the two people would end here and it was unlikely that they would continue.
Chapter completed!